𝖈𝖎𝖌𝖆𝖗𝖊𝖙𝖙𝖊 𝖉𝖆𝖞𝖉𝖗𝖊

( . . . )  so 𝒔𝒘𝒆𝒆𝒕  ʷ͟ᶦ͟ᵗ͟ʰ͟ ͟ᵃ͟  𝖒𝖊𝖆𝖓 𝙨𝙩𝙧𝙚𝙖𝙠

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「 darlin', you're so pretty it hurts . . . 」

» an independent & selective writing blog for steve harrington of stranger things , penned by feren ﹙ they/he + 19 ﹚, as an original character . established jan. '23 . 18+ followings only . personals & minors will be blocked . b.lly h.rgroves dni + anyone who interacts w dako / jonbyers. » affiliated with ✧ hereliesnancy , goldengirlchrissy , thebanish , holybloom , fawnbled , ghospoke , goose6umps , hereliesjon , hereliescarol .

☆ BEFORE YOU FOLLOW :

this is basic dni criteria , but if you are a minor trying to get into adult spaces you will be blocked from this blog . as well , if you are known to express bigoted opinions you will be blocked . if you write r*pe , inc*st , p*dophilia , or anything of those natures , you will be blocked . i do not tolerate this behavior .

☆ WHAT TO EXPECT :

steve is rewritten as an original character , thus he is flexible for any verse or situations . much of his character will be written from personal headcanons and canon information from the show — i will be exploring his unspoken traumas from his experiences of saving the world many times over , as well as the sense of dread that comes with crashing down to ground zero after being on top for so long but slowly beginning to crawl yourself out of that pit and becoming content with yourself rather than what people think of you . steve is a closeted bisexual whose parents were neglectful to their son emotionally and paternally .

☆ OTHER :

pinned graphic by @aquareqia / nemo . you can also find me over at my multifandom blog @thesilverscreamz as well as @prettyjaws for my multimuse of canons and originals . if you would like my discord just send me a message ! i'm still new to tumblr rp and would love to receive any tips and tricks . » PINTEREST + CARRD + MY PSDS «

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@seraphimsmiles returning to tumblr with my oldest oc to date and my favorite. mutuals only, picky on who i follow back. love y’all and miss writing xx

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i will be reworking his aesthetics probably + a new url as well as softing some ppl. if ur one of those people don’t be upset! i’ve only interacted w few ppl and i’m not gonna force myself to overwork myself when i should enjoy this boy

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JUMPSCARE JUMPSCARE JUMPSCARE

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taking a break from ol steve for a bit. will slowly do those starters ofc!! but it’ll take some time. all my focus wants to be on @waviaries rn bc he’s just… refreshing and i rlly need it rn

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an indie & selective writing blog for original muse calyspo allard , uncaged by feren ( 19 , they / he ) . personals & minors will be blocked .                   ● ● ● a study in : your words swim in my brain , the waves call me to my home , & the freeing feeling of just being kind .

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yeahhhhh i will probably be mostly on @warriorsepic tonight so that’s where you’ll find me. here’s my discord but be sure to make it known who u are once added : feren#0666

mutuals only

[warriorsepic]

 he will 𝑻𝑬𝑨𝑹 your city 𝙳𝙾𝚆𝙽 . . .

 halaros lavellan , original dragon age muse .   indie & mutually exclusive , beloved by feren .    mun is 19 , he / they , minors & personals dni .

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listen ILL DO STUFF TONIGHT BC I DONT WORK TOMORROW

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i will be going thru and soft blocking potentially tonight to keep my mind at ease bc i overestimated my ability to Exist Peacefully here without anxiety JEJFJF. but i love u<333 mwah. also go check out @prettyjaws my multimuse k bye for now

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we see steve smoking in s1 then never again and like yeh ok it's probably not a cigarette but nstead a joint , but if u think big bad boy steve harrington wasnt stupid enough to get himself on cigs like an idiot teen dont even lOOK AT ME

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a sickness sits in the swell of her throat, trapped behind the prison of grinding teeth. the muscles of her jaw twitching & aching ( ... ) all to embark upon a quiet that is slowly killing her. [ & she wants to speak: wants to scream at him for allowing himself to get into such a mess ], but the passion that resides within those words is surprisingly more weighted than usual — brings with them a realization that, up to now, she could have happily shouldered in secret: that her fear for his wellbeing has far surpassed the expanses of their friendship. that the thought of losing him filled her with such an anxiety that it makes her eyes sting & her heart break.

it is the task at hand that is the only thing saving her from the embarrassing fate of those pending tears: where focus remains strictly upon the tender care of his open wound — she deliberately uses it as an excuse to avoid meeting his stare. [ knows that if she were to look at him, then she would no longer be able to keep her emotions at bay ]. she can only wonder if he knows that there is something more to her silence ( ... ) can only dream that he might think of her the same way she thinks of him. a thought that is immediately discarded as she leans back: only to start tidying the medical supplies back into the flimsy plastic of the first aid kit. another distraction. " done. but you should really go to the hospital & get it looked at by an actual professional. "

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the only noises that filled the silence were his winces & hisses as her gentle hands worked to put this broken boy back together again . he can't tell if his heart skipping is from additional damage that came with his wound , or if it's because of how close the girl was to him . the blood loss was making him delusional & he could not hold back the longing look in his eyes watching the concentration in her face ; little things like the twitching of her jaw or the way the bridge of her nose would scrunch from keeping her eyes locked on one subject for so long . steve's face distorts painfully as he sits up , hand resting on his diy'd patch-up from yasmin . " oh shit , you aren't a professional ? " he questions her teasingly , a fake expression of shock on his pale face .

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❝ i have decided that i will no longer be thinking. not a single thought in this head, from this point onward. ❞

oh ? is that what was happening now ? she flubs her words & had come to the decision the best course of action was to " no longer be thinking " . right . steve lets out a breathy chuckle from his nose when the shorter of the two says that , a cool and calm demeanor expressing itself through his body movements despite the flustered panic that ranted inside of his mind . " really ? not a single thought ? " he gets a smug smirk on his face , but his chest feels tight & a nervousness sits heavy in his stomach like a rock in a body of water . " so i guess i can't ask you on a movie date night , then ? you said it yourself , not a single thought from this point forward - how would we be able to choose a movie without your thoughts ? "

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❛  go back to sleep. i promise i’ll be there when you wake up. 

the voice is distant & echoing , barely coherent to steve's mind . his heart pounds in his ears & for a moment he believed that even chrissy could hear the way it raced . he's got a tight grip on the girl's forearm , gripping for a stable ground that he can land on , & his chest heaves from the gasps of air to catch up with his heart . his mouth feels dry , his throat is scratchy . what time is it ? his vision blurs when he lifts his head up to meet her kind eyes . " chrissy . . . " his vision becomes clear the longer he looks into her eyes & his breathing starts to even itself out . a calloused hand reaches up to cup her cheek , a tired smile on his lips . " i . . . i'll be okay . "

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i dont think u understand how important steve is to me and i am going to do this boy justice , boys are allowed to be soft and i think giving steve this soft djo-vibe side of him is EVERYTHING AND IM GONNA DO IT

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❝ you think ᶤ ʰᵃᵛᵉ ᵐᵒᶰᵉʸ ? ❞ no help from daddy dearest , nothing but 𝐬𝐢𝐥𝐞𝐧𝐭 𝐝𝐢𝐬𝐭𝐚𝐢𝐧 from mother — steve has learnt to not ask them earlier than matthew had ... furrow of his brow , pushing hands in pockets to feel loose change ; 𝑛𝑜𝑡ℎ𝑖𝑛𝑔 𝑜𝑓 𝑠𝑢𝑏𝑠𝑡𝑎𝑛𝑐𝑒 , a couple dollars if they were lucky . ❝ that's cute . what isn't goin' on rent is goin' on food . ❞ ʷʰᶤᵗᵉ ˡᶤᵉ , any spare money is spent towards radio show ; it's really picking up since hawkins had been declared the source of all evil . ❝ i thought you 𝙝𝙖𝙙 𝙖 𝙟𝙤𝙗 , what happened to that ? what's sad is , you're ᵖʳᵒᵇᵃᵇˡʸ makin' more than me . ❞

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silence on steve's end . he stares up at his brother with an innocent expression that changes into disappointment when he mentions his job . the younger harrington rolls his eyes so they're no longer looking at matthew , afraid to meet his gaze when his brain processes the bomb that steve was about to drop on him . " funny story , actually . i got fired . " he forces a toothy grin on his face , but it's pained and strained and steve can't do a thing to hide it . " or well , i got in a bit of an argument with the manager and robin hopped in and - " he falls silent , brows raise and he turns back to matthew . " don't even worry about it . "

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" you're more worried about your hair and not me slapping or. . . "   his hand rolled with each word, head tilting further and further. . .   " beating the fuck out of you? jesus, that's something i could careless about. "   posture straightens, arms crossed and it's eddie's turn to act all cool and hot. whatever the kids call it nowadays. buuut he does offer steve a smile, face still beet red; " aaah, don't act like you wasn't scared either, stevie. you did cover that pretty little face of yours. "  untangling limbs, eddie softly punches the other's chest. despite how shaky that little fist was. . . " come on, seriously, why're you here? being out like this isn't safe, you know? i know you didn't come to see me. "

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considering the things steve harrington had seen , eddie ' the freak ' munson was the least of his fears in this moment . lips purse at the mention of his ' pretty face ' . nose scrunches as cheeks heat up to a soft pink , noticeable from a mile away . he was originally here to grab dustin after their campaign , yeah , but as he recalled eddie's previous statement about dustin biking home it made steve frown and pinch the bridge of his noise , shaking his head annoyed . " to answer your previous question , no , that little shit henderson did not mention he was biking home . " now what was he supposed to do ? he was standing here with eddie , the sun starting to set behind buildings and trees , and he didn't know what to do . his eyes wander away from eddie's face ( if he looked at him for any longer , he fully expected his face to catch fire ) in an attempt to find a new focus . " well . . . i should probably go home , then . a real waste of gas . "