How would Obey Me characters react to me touching them for the first time?
This is platonic because I am using the persona that I call my “irl persona” because it’s most similar to me age and personality wise.
I will include the reason I don’t like being touched or touching at the end for context but it may be triggering for some so I will add a warning before it!
The short version is that I’m scared of touching people because I’m scared my touch will hurt people because of how I was hurt and scared of touch because I think they’ll hurt me.
Persona: Scott 14 (he/him)
Lucifer
He probably is one of the people most likely to respect the boundaries without accidentally breaking them.
he’d probably break it on accident by putting a hand on my shoulder or upper back.
The way I’d first touch him would probably be to hold his hand honestly and then after that I’m never letting go. He’s stuck with me.
I doubt he’d be the bragging “look what Scott did? I’m amazing” but definitely feel a sense of pride over the fact I felt comfortable enough.
He’d probably say “you seem comfortable.” And then I’d get insecure and stop touching him even though he’s just like that.
Mammon
He’d probably break it immediately, im sorry but day one when he meets me, he’s putting an arm on my shoulder and doesn’t get a chance to try and scam me before I’m freaking out and pulling away.
He’d accidentally break it a couple times but overall never on purpose.
I cant really think of a way I’d touch him but I think it would be one of the times he puts and arm on my shoulder and I don’t react much.
He’d brag about the “first man” thing. Gonna be honest he probably wasn’t the first
“Of course you’re okay with the great mammon touching ya!” Well not anymore! (He’s too cocky about it)
Leviathan
Well, he’s definitely not breaking it anytime soon…we probably aren’t even in the same room long enough for that to happen.
In the case he does accidentally touch me it’s probably when he gets excited over an anime or game and excitedly holding my shoulders and shaking me and when he stops I’m just sitting there, blankly, and very tense.
I would probably touch him when he’s shaking me excitedly and I put my hands on him to shake him back with the same excitement would being scared and tense. He’d get so excited over this he’s be like “omg I’m surprised you wanna touch a gross otaku like me” in true leviathan fashion.
He’d brag to Mammon about it to specifically make him feel bad and happily text everyone in the group chat so much he can’t type properly and annoys everyone.
Satan
He’s probably 3rd least likely to accidentally touch me Lucifer right under him. (haha)
I think he’d read up on it and ask me so many questions about it to try and understand, I actually enjoy stuff like that because it shows me they care.
I think the only way he’d touch me on accident is trying to grab something and accidentally grabbing me or touching me instead but he’d probably apologize right after.
I’d probably touch him when he’s sitting on the couch reading and I sit down next to him (which is a feat in its own) and lean my head on his shoulder.
Rubs it in Lucifer’s face.
Asmodeus
He’d break it so many times and immediately first meeting honestly, he’d feel terrible every time but he’s trying, guys, he’s trying.
He’d hug me so many times causing me to panic, especially from behind touching me from behind is 50/50 chance of me punching you.
The first time I let him touch me is when I let him paint my nails for the first time, I’m very sensitive about my hands so letting him touch them is a huge step.
He’d get so giddy and excited happily telling everyone, less in a bragging way but more of a “I’m so proud” way.
Beelzebub
He doesn’t have a reason to touch me so he probably won’t, 10/10 very nice.
He’d probably only do it on accident trying to get my attention by tapping on my shoulder resulting in me freaking and punching at him, he doesn’t flinch, just stares at me very concerned.
I’d probably touch him by hugging him he just looks so huggable, or holding his hand. After that it’s piggyback rides and hand holding constantly.
I don’t think he’d brag, just be like “yeah Scott’s holding me hand a lot” not understanding how big that it and wondering why everyone is so shocked.
Belphegor
He’s asleep half the time when the fuck would he ever have that chance.
I think I’d have one of the worst experiences with him honestly, he’d probably grab me as he’s sleeping and pull me close to him and I would start freaking out and the only way I’d get out is when is brothers come rushing in because of me yelling and they have Beel pry me away from him.
Traumatizing -10/10.
I think I’d touch him when he’s sleeping and I go over to him and lay with him, probably for comfort.
Also rubs it in Lucifer’s face and happily talks to Beel about it.
Diavolo
I think he’d try to help me up when I’m on the ground after getting sent to Devildom or holding his hand out for a hand shake and I’d just stare at his hand but when I reach out out of nervousness to say no he’s like “you don’t have to.”
He’d probably touch me on accident in a similar manner to Lucifer with a hand on the shoulder and I almost punch him to but luckily he managed to stop it. (I’d hide in my room under the bed for a week out of pure embarrassment and regret)
I’d probably touch him when we are hanging out or something and im thinking about how I’ve never given him a proper handshake and I finally (very hesitantly) give one. That or a hug, probably the hug, he also looks so huggable like AHHHHHH-
He’d get so excited and talk to Lucifer and Barbatos about in in their group chat just going “OMG THEY TOUCBEF ME” “that’s great my lord now please do your work.”
Barbatos
He’d know immediately not to touch me he’s awesome I love barbatos so mu
I cant really think of an incident he’d accidentally touch me tbh…idk maybe when he’s stopping me from freak out punching Diavolo. maybe when he’s handing me a drink or food he accidentally touches my hand making me scratch at that spot repeatedly.
I actually think I’d have like touch therapy session with him, like he puts his hands on my arms and I put mine on his to show I’m not hurting him and he’s not hurting me.
(I actually have a drawing like that but of me with Hannibal)
He’s not a bragger or even much of a teller, he’d probably tell Lucifer and Diavolo, the end, that’s it.
Simeon
He’s amazing at respecting boundaries with only the occasional slip up about them, overall great.
I think he’d try to gently put a hand on my shoulder to signal for me to move over or something and I accidentally scare him with me getting scared. (Sorry Simeon)
I think the first time I touch him is a hug, or leaning on him in some way like a head on the shoulder.
He’d be so excited and would spam Luke and the Purgatory Hall chat about it, crashing his phone.
Luke
I’m not scared of him hurting me I’m scared of hurting him. I don’t want to do something to make him uncomfortable.
He’d probably try to tap my shoulder to get my attention and I’d scare him on accident, luckily I’d probably catch myself before hitting him but I’d have to sit him down and very calmly explain he can’t do that and I won’t take any touch well and I don’t wanna hurt him, and some better alternatives are saying my name or tapping the table in front of me.
I’d probably touch him first by rubbing his hair like an annoying older brother or when he’s upset and I hesitantly (and very awkwardly) hug him
So giddy about it, he’d happily tell Simeon, Barbatos, and Solomon about it like “He finally touched me! He isn’t scared of me anymore!” And then Simeon would have to explain I’m scared of myself not Luke. (Luke was very sad about how I felt and baked for me)
Solomon
Accidental Cunttm I honestly think he’d accidentally be a bitch. He doesn’t mean wrong he’s just a fucking idiot.
He’d probably try to gently elbow me as a joke, like when someone’s laughing and elbows you? Ya know? Anyways I’d push him over and immediately apologize.
I think the first time I’d touch him would be a high five I’m not kidding a high five is probably the first thing I do.
He doesn’t seem like a bragger, he’d probably be like “nice haha” and then we go along normally.
Why I don’t like touch
TW SA, COCSA
I’m not going into detail because I like my privacy but I was assaulted when I was 4 or 6, 9, and I think 12-13 and I’m scared of being touched but also scared of hurting people, especially those younger than me even though I know I’m not going to hurt someone on purpose.
(CW: JP SPOILERS FOR VOGEL, ENG SPOILERS FOR VICTOR, SPOILER ABOUT KATE IN WILLIAM'S BLIND ROUTE. ALL OF THESE ARE SPECULATIONS.)
VICTOR'S BACKSTORY
• How do you know about this story, Victor? Did she tell you this herself? Or were you her Aide even when the Queen had just ascended to the throne? If so, how old are you actually? So many questions!!
• So Victor hasn’t told this secret to anyone else... Not even William, then?
• Also, why that child in particular? It sounds like he’s implying something here...
• What if he is the child in question?
VICTOR'S PROFILE
• Firstly, the “resent” section on the Villains’ profile usually gives some information that’s directly linked to their past
• This can be applied to the currently released routes: William with his “restrictions on freedom” and Harrison with his “corruption, police” (Liam’s a different case here)
• In Victor’s profile, it’s stated that he resents “being excluded”. Therefore, it’s likely that he has experienced or witnessed an incident related to this in the past
• The most logical conclusion would be that it is related to his status as the Grim Reaper. It’s only natural if he were feared by others for his connection with Death. Perhaps, that’s why he acts cheerful and lively. So that people aren’t afraid of approaching him. However, it has been seen in events that he does have a hidden side to him — one that is much more dangerous —and he even mentions it in his bond story
• The other plausible conclusion is related to my previous theory that he was that child. Though we don’t know at which age he got his curse, we can safely assume that he’s been working in the palace for a long time, potentially before the Crown was created. In such an environment, it’s easy for him to be discriminated against by politicians and other nobles
• The lack of his last name can connect to these two conclusions. Maybe he doesn’t have one because he’s the Grim Reaper. Or... He had no family at all?
• Let’s look at his other sections: skills — dancing, magic tricks, piano
• Dancing and playing the piano are typically the things you’d learn if you were an aristocrat. Especially at a young age
• This disproves my theory of him being that child. But you know what contradicts this? Sewing and baking/cooking are also one of his skills, though not written explicitly here
• You could argue that he learned to do those things for the sake of the Crown, just like with his magic tricks
• But it’s surely more interesting to think, what if he knew these things from a young age? As a means of survival. Because he only had himself for the longest time until Queen Victoria came along
• I know he’s exaggerating his feelings here, but what if it’s true? He feels so lonely, all the time, despite being surrounded by everyone.
• This is addressed towards Harry and Jude, but what if he said this to others before? To stop them from leaving 'cause they didn't want to be around him
• There’s already a lot of theories about the relationship between the Queen and her Aide. Siblings, lovers, friends or even that Victor is the Queen. Who knows?
• Side note: why is Victor always called as eccentric or a weirdo in-game? What has he done to deserve this? He’s just a silly lil guy (called the Grim Reaper)
DARIUS AND VICTOR'S DYNAMIC
• Moving on, here’s why I think Darius could possibly be the rival in Victor’s route or vice versa
• Appearance-wise, they both have contrasting colours. And contrasting personalities, for Victor at least
• Both Lynn and Nica also have whites in their outfits, however, Darius is probably the one with the lightest colours (his golden hair and eyes count too)
• Most of us imagined Victor would’ve been ruthless and wickedly evil based on his dark appearance (not that he isn’t; we simply haven’t seen that side of him). You’d never have expected a villain with the title of Grim Reaper to be some happy-go-lucky single father of 8, would you?
• Darius’ title (not officially translated) is something along the lines of “The Cruel Angel of Distrust”. He’s likely the type to be all polite and kind on the outside while harbouring twisted plans in his mind
• Victor is the leader of Crown whereas Darius is the Chief of Vogel; both organisations have cursed members
• Funnily enough, Darius apparently hates scones. Then there’s the long-haired dad who loves buttering up his scones with EXTRA butter
• Both of them are collecting the Cursed like Pokémon
• He won't hesitate to steal your girl
• Victor, despite his philosophy of freedom, subtly exerts dominance through his words and actions. It’s not that noticeable because of his carefree attitude, but it’s definitely there
• So how would Darius act?
PERSONAL THOUGHTS ON VOGEL
• Vogel appears to follow a uniform code to some extent, most noticeable with Nica and Lynn
• Both of them also have the Vogel organisation symbol separately on a badge like thing?
• Whereas Darius has his on the neck
DARIUS
• What in the world are milk puzzles? Does anyone have an answer? (I've received an answer by @/fictional-men-set-my-standard so thank you!)
• This actually makes me think he really likes the colour white. And by extension, purity. He's also the only one wearing gloves in Vogel (Lynn should be wearing gloves too, fingerless ones specifically)
• Proposal: Darius’ nickname should be Darry (or Darrie if you prefer that spelling)
• As previously mentioned, the “Resent” section of each Villains’ profile tends to be related to their past
• For Darius, it says something like “looking after living things,” which makes me think he could've had a pet that died because of him
• His weapon is interesting, the top part resembles the handle of a cane, while the end is sharp like a sword
• His line, “Hello, Cursed and all. Won’t you join me in creating a wonderful world?” is supposed to make him sound kind, but it’s giving the impression that he has a twisted sense of humanity
• Bet he has something against people who are not Cursed, or treats them differently
• Is he a noble by any chance? His whole look screams rich
• This might be an overreach but I NEED him to be this person from Kate’s childhood
• It could be anyone else but this just feels like it would suit Darius’ nature
• Childhood friend troupe with him aaaaah
NICA
• Both variations of his name are cute (Nika/Nica)
• His “Resents” are something like “deep affection”, which is ironic since he’s apparently a frivolous, cunning man who plays around with love. Does his curse involve something with controlling feelings?
• Maybe inside, he’s deprived of love. All playboys are desperately in need of love in their lives
• He sounds like a good rival for Jude, especially with his interest in money and power. Plus, he knows how to forge a person’s writing, which is handy for messing up contracts
• “I’ll play with you like a toy” — Alfons better watch out you’ve got a new competitor
LYNN (RING)
• And for Lynn, his “Resents” say something like “eating alone”? Which makes me think he could have spent a period of time where he ate all by himself, without Nica, at the dinner table...
• And yes, I’m calling Ring “Lynn”
• His hobby of sitting in the corner of a room oddly reminds me of a doll (or puppet in this case) thrown away, forgotten
SWAN LAKE
• I’m not at all familiar with the story of Swan Lake, so I had to do some research first
• As with all fairytales, there’s going to be many variations and multiple endings, but I’m going to follow the general plot
• The story primarily involves Rothbart, an evil sorcerer who turns Odette into a swan and prevents the curse from being broken by sending his daughter Odile to fool the prince
• Darius’ last name makes more sense when you relate it to his curse, Rothbart, who was able to transform into an owl
• Befitting an owl, Darius also happens to have a sharp sense of sight and smell
• The organisation being called Vogel makes sense now since all their curses are from the Swan Lake, which heavily involves themes of transformation and birds
• Both Nica and Lynn seem to have the same curse, though I think it’s more fitting for Nica
• He is a sly schemer who manipulates feelings, just like Odile, who does it with the prince, by pretending to be Odette
• Lynn is described as Darius’ puppet, and he’s not exactly villainous, judging by his profile.
• His hobbies, skills, and likes remind me more of Odette, but of course, he can’t be the white swan, right?
FOOD FOR THOUGHT?
• All Villains have Curses based on the respective Villain of their fairytale (or an associated object like the magic mirror in Alfons case)
• Which makes me think... What if “curses” also existed for the heroes? What if, instead of being called the Cursed, such people would be called the “Blessed”?
• And they’d have “blessings” based on the protagonist or good guys of the respective fairytale. And their ending will always be happy
• Unless they try to escape it. You know, do things they shouldn’t. Opening secret doors, entering forbidden forests... And falling in love with Villains
Tysm if you've read this far into my rambling ♡ And don't hesitate to interact and share your ideas on this because I would LOVE to hear it
Kagari: "Zero sense of caution, defenseless, and weak, yet always trying to help others at the expense of yourself. ...Hmm? Of course, I'm talking about you, princess."
Gilbert & Azel: The Relationship Unbeknownst to Anyone
Somewhere on a certain day—
Gilbert: "---I've always wondered if the conqueror beast and the sacred beast were one in the same."
Gilbert: "Both being evils of the world that control people and manipulate them as they please."
Azel: "I agree with the evil part. You and I would be better off not existing."
Azel: "We are both nuisances to the world, after all."
Gilbert: "Should we die together then?"
Azel: "You mean kill each other."
Gilbert: "That’s right."
Azel: "Disgusting."
Gilbert: "Agreed."
Azel: "So?"
Gilbert: "Hehe, no need to rush. I've went through the trouble of preparing food and drinks, so why not enjoy it first?"
Azel: "I'm having alcohol, while you're having water?"
Gilbert: "Oh, so you noticed."
Azel: "I am a god, after all."
Gilbert: "More like a con-artist, right?"
Azel: "That's another way to put it."
Gilbert: "Haha, you're not denying it."
Azel: "The title isn't that important."
Gilbert: "Really? I thought you’d be particular about it."
Azel: "Not at all. At least with you, being god or con-artist doesn't matter."
Azel: "I'm just a 'nuisance’ in the end, aren't I?"
Gilbert: "So you realized that."
Azel: "Just how many times do you think I've confiscated the weapons you smuggled into my country?"
Azel: "Can't you stop that? It's increasing my overtime and it's annoying."
Gilbert: "It only takes time because you carefully disassemble the firearms and send them back each time."
Gilbert: "Is that your hobby or something?"
Azel: "Do you want to be called a carefree rich boy?"
Gilbert: "Oh, so it was actually a declaration of war."
Azel: "If you understand that much, then don't bother asking. Tanzanite is the land of the gods,”
Azel: "So you should’ve realized by now that your spies and schemes are powerless in my sacred domain."
Gilbert: "Hmm, that's troublesome."
Gilbert: "It seems I miscalculated how difficult 'cleaning up' Tanzanite would be."
Gilbert: "Or perhaps I should say I underestimated you."
Gilbert: "Tanzanite has the lowest return rate for spies among the major countries."
Gilbert: "Currently you’re the only one from your country that's noticed my plans—No, more like, you're the only one at all."
Gilbert: "I thought that I could gather some information from you by sharing a drink, but..."
Gilbert: "You're quite hard to read. Is this what a god is like?"
Azel: "Donations are always welcome."
Gilbert: "Unfortunately for you, I only believe in myself."
Azel: "I figured as much. Spending time on you could be considered a waste."
Azel: "...Though a free meal does have its value."
Gilbert: "Haha, if you get along with me, there might be even better things in store for you."
Azel: "Not happening."
Gilbert: "Oh, that was an immediate answer. Despite us being somewhat similar."
Azel: "That's just slander."
Azel: "I don't distrust human potential as much as you do."
Azel: "Humanity doesn't need gods or beasts."
Gilbert: "...Is that so?"
Azel: "Want to bet?"
Gilbert: "Sure, sounds interesting."
Gilbert: "Your schemes are like mirages, vague and hard to grasp, but..."
Gilbert: "I'll bet on the foolishness of humans."
Azel: "Then I'll bet the opposite."
Azel: "I'll bet on the potential of humans."
Azel: "They have the ability to cleanse themselves. They can recognize and atone for their mistakes."
Azel: "Make sure to prepare your money, Disaster boy."
Gilbert: "You too."
Some little notes I had:
*: There's a possibility of Azel being older than Gilbert, seeing as he would attach things like (ーくん)-kun or (ーちゃん)-chan to the nicknames he gave Gilbert…That or Azel's was just trying to antagonize him.
**: Alternative interpretation of the nickname carefree rich boy could be 'airheaded/thoughtless young master'
***: Alternative interpretation of the nickname (厄災くん or yakusai-kun)Disaster boy could be 'Mr. Calamity'
I wasn't sure which of these interpretations would fit Azel's dialogue more, so I wanted to leave these notes so that everyone can get a general sense of the word/nickname.
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