Mature content that reflects my kinks. This is an 18+ NSFW blog. I'm a 34 y/o bisexual submissive woman from SoCal. So-called masochist, self-proclaimed brat. I'm in a polyam marriage and have my hands full with amazing Dominants and play partners. You can find me on fetlife, too! Ask me anything but make it interesting! Warning! I'm a fan of consensual nonconsent; that means rape FANTASY. I also like fantasy or negotiated misogyny. Safe, sane, consensual.
“Sooo… what are everyone’s kinks?” It was that time of the night. The group of friends had started to drink a few hours ago, and the witching hour of sharing drunken secrets had begun. The shy young girl sitting quietly at the kitchen island takes a sip from her glass, trying to hide and evade the open question. With her are two couples, friends she’s had for a while, and an older man who she had just met tonight.
Peering past the glass, she looks at the newcomer. He’s playing with a coin, rolling it across his knuckles. It falls into the palm of his hand, and she watches it disappear into his firm grip. She admires his toned forearms while he makes a small circle with his wrist. The fist opens. The coin is gone. Confused, she glances up to his face. He’s already looking at her - watching while he performed his trick. He smiles and winks, and she quickly averts her eyes.
“This guy is crazy good at guessing people’s kinks. He’s like a psychic for freaky sex stuff.” Her friend gestures at the near stranger. “Come on, show them.”
“Well, I know you’re into somnophilia - sex with people who are asleep, or near it.” The group burst into laughter. His partner chimes in: “It’s true! He’s better than an alarm clock!”
The man chooses the partner as his next target. “Consensual non-consent. But on the softer side.” More uproarious laughter from the group. She smacks her partner on his shoulder, “Oh my god, did you tell him?!” Defensive, he responds “No, I didn’t, I swear! The man’s just a fucking wizard!”
Next, he turns his attention to the other couple. He hesitates, looking back and forth between the two. “BDSM, both of you. Specifically restraints. And you’re both switchy.” The couple is shocked and entertained. “That’s… oddly specific… and very correct…”
The crowd is laughing, gasping for air. Everybody except the shy girl. She tries to make herself as small as possible, as if the man will somehow miss her if she stays perfectly still. She’s painfully aware of her braless chest and her earlier decision to wear a thin sundress. Her heart drops as her friends insist the man read her next. “You’ve known us for a while, but can you do it on someone you just met?”
“She’s such an innocent girl, what’s her kink? Holding hands? Kissing with tongue?” Her friends tease her relentlessly, invigorated by the conversation and the booze. There’s no way he can know. She prays. It’s just a trick, he doesn’t know. Her body stiffens as if for impact. She looks into his stormy eyes, as if pleading please don’t tell them.
“Free use.”
Her head spins and she blushes deeply, heart pounding like a terrified little animal. She can barely hear her friends loudly chattering around her. “No way.” “I could see it.” “Is he right?” One friend asks: “What’s free use?”
The man puts down his soda water and steps around the island, closer the the quiet girl. He explains softly. “Free use is when somebody wants to let people have sex with them whenever they want. She wants to be groped, or touched, or fucked; completely on the whims of the other person.” He’s so close to her now, almost standing behind her. “Sort of like a sex toy, used for pleasure. She has no boundaries.”
As he speaks his hand rises up to her chest and cups her small breasts. Completely unfazed by the public nature of this act, he gropes her supple body through the soft fabric. Her friends are all laughing, incredulous that she wouldn’t immediately pull away from his invasive touch. “You’re going to let this guy feel you up? You met him a few hours ago! Are you really that much of a slut?”
Slut. That word hits her hard. She’s frozen in place now. Excitement fueled by curiosity buzzes throughout the room, except for the man touching her. He is perfectly calm and nonchalant, as if what he was doing to her was the most normal thing in the world. “But is she really free use?” The voyeurs ask.
The man takes his hands off her chest and steps behind her. “I’ll prove it. What kind of underwear do you think a free use girl would wear?” They guess wildly: Crotchless? Something with lace? A red thong? “No, a free use slut like her wouldn’t wear anything at all.” He lifts up her dress, a grand reveal of her bare pussy. Cleanly shaven that morning (just in case) and soaking wet from the man’s attention.
Her mind fizzles. Did he make my panties disappear? She stands there, exposed in front of five people, trying to get her thoughts straight. She has a moment of composure and remembers No, I took them off in the bathroom earlier, after they introduced me to him. Magic isn’t real.
Wordlessly, his hand moves to her crotch and he puts two fingers in her needy pussy. She’s stunned by his boldness, and that she’s able to take the fingers so easily. The two couples are talking amid themselves. “It’s always the quiet ones.” “I knew it all along.” “Ah, I still think she would tap out at some point, that’s not really free use.” His hands fuck her while they talk.
After a few minutes, he takes his hand away and puts it on her back. He pushes her forward, bending her over the island. They’re still talking, drunkenly arguing about the finer points and the criteria of the kink. The older man has no interest in such discussions. The clink of his belt, a button, a zipper.
In one smooth movement he takes out his hard cock and pushes his full length into her cunt. She interrupts the conversation with a high pitched moan. All eyes are back on her now. He starts to fuck her.
“Okay, well, fair enough. I think that qualifies.” The man’s thighs smack into her petite ass with each thrust. “So much for being the innocent one.” The man’s hands return to her sensitive nipples. “I can’t believe she’s such a slut.” He fucks her harder.
Slut. That word again. She holds onto it like a prize. Years of longing for that title. Nobody could dispute it now. She was a dirty little slut, getting her needy pussy fucked by an older man while everyone is watching.
The man continues to talk with her friends as he uses her. He shares a bit about the nuances of the kink. “Some girls are for personal use. Like property. They have a dom who takes care of them. One person who uses them whenever they feel like it. A personal fucktoy.” He continues, speaking with absolute authority. “Other girls are for anybody to use. Whoever wants to fuck her, can. Like a public service.” His cock still pumping into her. “Do you know which one you are, darling?”
She had asked herself that question alone in her room a million times. Hearing it spoken aloud was uncanny. She doesn’t have an answer for him. Up until tonight, everything was theory. Now she had been thrust into practical experience, and her cum- and liquor- drunk brain can barely parse the question. She mumbles incoherently:
“Uh? Use me?“
“Use your words, slut. Tell everyone what kind of cum dump you are.”
“I… uh… use me?”
“Ah, she’s too dumb from getting fucked to answer. It doesn’t matter to me anyways.”
He lifts up her dress further. Past her stomach, exposing her chest, it wraps around her head and is pulled off. Discarded on the table next to the bottle, she is now completely naked. Everyone else is still clothed, even the man using her pussy. He pulls her torso up close to him to show off her sexy body to the people watching. His powerful thrusts pound into her g spot. One hand teases her clit, the other reaches up to her neck. He squeezes tight around her throat, arm pressed into her sternum. The firm grip lets him fuck her as hard as he wants.
The rough sex overwhelms her young body. Her mind has gone completely blank. There could be nobody watching her or a thousand, it wouldn’t matter. All that matters is the truth of her pussy finally being used the way she always knew it needed. The man pushes her back onto the island. He manhandles her, swinging her legs up so she is facing him, gripping onto her thighs. He keeps fucking her.
She looks down to see his cock pounding her. Another moment of clarity and she realizes everyone else can see it too. Everyone can see him using my pussy. Taking his thick cock all the way inside of me. Obediently getting fucked like a good girl. She exercises her new freedom by rubbing furiously at her clit. This is what a slut does. She takes cock whenever and wherever. She rubs herself so everyone can see she enjoys being a whore. That’s what a slut does. That’s what I’m doing.
The older man smiles at the slutty little girl wrapped around his cock. He has such a nice smile. I’m so lucky to get used by him. He’s so fucking hot. She leans forward and wraps her arms around his shoulders. Hanging off him, he can fuck her even harder. She kisses him, and is relieved when he kisses her back. They play with each other’s tongues and enjoy the moment.
He’s building to climax. He pushes her back down onto the island so everyone can see. Gripping her neck, he squeezes so hard she almost passes out - but he releases for just a moment to keep her conscious. This is repeated. She has to stay awake, so she can see everyone watching her.
He starts to cum. “Breed… me…” She whispers. She can barely speak as he chokes her, but she forces the words through her lips. He has to know what she’s good for. Everybody has to know. He breaks his stoic character and moans as her pussy is stuffed with his cock and cum. The feeling is too much for her. She follows close behind him, cumming along with the stranger.
Afterwards, the three couples sit around the island and finish their drinks. Still naked, her dress is abandoned on the counter. It would just get in the way, and besides she has nothing to hide. As the quiet girl sits in his lap and listens to them talk, she’s struck by an unusual feeling of normalcy. She hasn’t done anything wrong, nobody is surprised or hurt or even thinks anything of it. Why would they? She’s a slut. What else would you expect?
She feels his cock twitch again, and she offers herself up: “Do you want to use me again? Or maybe I can suck your cock, sir?” The group laughs at her proud, open suggestions. Not quite the quiet, shy girl she was just an hour ago. The older man smiles and rubs her back.
“It’s getting late, sweetheart, and I shouldn’t overstay my welcome. But don’t worry, I’ll bring you home with me.”
Yes, I want to be objectified. BUT I want to be treated like a treasured possession. I may be nothing but a toy for you to play with and break, but I am your favorite toy. Show me off because you are so proud of me. Use me until I can’t breathe because that’s what I deserve for being such a good girl. Tell me I’m the best r@p3doll you’ve ever had. Kiss me on the forehead while you destroy my cervix. I may be an object, but I’m invaluable🩷🔪🎀
I love the idea of surprise scenes. Like I talk with my future master/daddy/owner that I love the idea of fr33 use and being passed around, so he talk with some friends of his that I don't know, and invite them to fuck me, telling them what are my limits and my safe word and besisdes that they can do whateverthey want with me. He don't tell me none of this.
And some day he invite me to meet his friends on the house of some of them and when we get there, his friends play along. Faking that they like to meet me just like the girlfriend of his friend. but when we are all cozy and settled, he start degrading me in front of them. In the first is subtle, like asking me to get him and his friends a beer or sandwiches, then start with sexists jokes and groping, then he start to fully degrading me in front of them...And they join in.
His friends start to grope me too, play with my tits and even putting their hands under my skirt. In the end of the night I have at least been fucked once by all of them, been passed around all night. I'm a blabbing drooling mess, loving to just do as I'm told and take cock like a good fuck toy.
Underrated kink stuff: casual bdsm. Watching a film together but the sub is gagged and bound. Playing boardgames but the sub has a vibrator strapped to them. Cooking dinner but the sub has a plug in their ass and their nipples are clamped. Hanging out together reading a book or something but the dom has their hnds between the sub’s legs. The possibilities are endless.
Can we have dinner parties where you make me sit on a dildo that’s suctioned to my chair. No one but you and me knows it’s under me, your hands on my thighs squeezing and digging into my softness making me squirm while we eat and talk to our friends. The dildo big enough to just be uncomfy but you can already imagine the wet mess I’m making under myself. Then you ask me to grab something across from me, making me reach over the table, the toy sliding almost all the way out before I’m forced to sit myself all the way back down on it again. Toying with me all evening until I can barely think about the conversation happening around me. Making me squirmier and squirmier until finally everyone goes home and I beg you to fuck me but instead you make me bounce on the toy until I cum, that’s my reward for being such a good girl ♡
idk man i just feel like if he dragged me into a dark corner and gagged me while he fucked me without mercy then sent me back out into public with his cum running down my thighs and smeared mascara running down my face i'd feel a little better
I want to arrive at a party and realise I’m the entertainment.
my clothes are pulled off as I walk in the door, my body grabbed and smacked and pinched as I’m led by a hand around my neck to the middle of the room. I’m pushed down on all fours and the hand is replaced by a collar, then I’m just left there on the floor.
I don’t know what I’m supposed to do, but I’m sure I’m not allowed to move from my position. I look around the party, and everyone else is fully clothed, some are still drinking and socialising, unbothered. but most are watching me with hungry eyes, and I wiggle my ass a little, resulting in a hard smack landing on each side of my ass.
that seems to be taken as permission to the rest of the guests, and clothes come off as they descend on me. finally. I'm pulled to my knees and cocks appear in each of my hands, my face shoved into a sweet wet cunt.
someone kicks my knees apart, forces my ass higher into the air, squeezing and pulling at my flesh. they smack my ass hard and I fall further forward, my tongue pushing into that intoxicating pussy. I'm pulled back with fingers pressing into my hips, then smacked again. and again and again until I lose count, my cunt soaked and throbbing.
two fingers plunge into my pussy, spreading the wetness down to my ass and stretching it open. a body appears below me and a cock replaces the fingers in my cunt, someone's hands guiding my hips up and down, helping me fuck myself while my ass is stretched.
I beg to be filled, please, I just want to be stuffed full of cock. they laugh, someone twisting my nipples with a hand on my throat while another smacks my ass again. but then a cock slams into my ass, fucking me fast and rough alongside the cock in my pussy.
I groan and am rewarded with fingers shoved into my mouth to drool around. I roll my hips and my tits bounce as I ride the cocks filling my sloppy holes. I'm never empty for long after they cum inside me, filled with cock after cock until I collapse with cum leaking out of me.
someone plugs up my holes while I thank them all for teaching me how to be a good little cumwhore, but I'm sure I'll forget and need them to remind me again soon.
if a someone told me they loved that i suffer for them? omg im gonna nut
tenderly caressing my cheek, then slapping it? beautiful 10/10
that fake pity voice? GOD
when they give you a break between spankings to play with your pussy? i’m in love
on that same line of thinking, when there’s playful spankings, and you’re giggling and trying to get away until they’ve had enough of your squirming and they make you stay still? literally ughhh
orgasm denial bc they love hearing you whine?? YES
making you come so many times you cry because they love to see you cry? please please please
Underrated kink stuff: casual bdsm. Watching a film together but the sub is gagged and bound. Playing boardgames but the sub has a vibrator strapped to them. Cooking dinner but the sub has a plug in their ass and their nipples are clamped. Hanging out together reading a book or something but the dom has their hnds between the sub’s legs. The possibilities are endless.
I love when a girl is intentionally bratty to get dominated, it makes me want to force your face down to the pillow and use a toy to pound both holes at once pound you so hard you fall unconscious then continue. Wake you up with cum squirting inside of your pussy.
