Girlhood is a Spectrum

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Girlhood is a Spectrum
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Decided to repost some of my old adventure time fanart since fionna and cake s2 started airing
Part 1 / part 2 / part 3
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from Fionna and Cake season 2 episode 7
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02. Collection of Shin being a model ✨
01. Collection of Kumiko & Shin moments!
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Thank you kind asker I will make a tutorial below for grass. I'll do shrubs and trees in another one, because it's a different method and it got pretty long.
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Hello, my name is Tofu and I'm a professional pixel artist. I have been supporting myself with freelance pixel art since 2020, when I was let go from my job during the pandemic.
My progress, from 2017 to 2024. IMO the only thing that really matters is time and effort, not some kind of natural talent for art.
This guide will not be comprehensive, as nobody should be expected to read allat. Instead I will lean heavily on my own experience, and share what worked for me, so take everything with a grain of salt. This is a guide, not a tutorial. Cheers!
It's easy to see any of the kids' actions and behaviors in a bad light. But each and every kid in this story has suffered because of the decisions and actions of the adults around them.
Shizuka's father left his family to start a new one and even acts like he doesn't know her when questioned. Her mother pays no attention to the obvious injuries she sustains and offers her no actual love; often leaving her alone. You can argue that she works so much to being able to provide for Shizuka but she didn't even offer any warmth after Chappy was taken. She only coldly told her not to give her any more trouble. Not to mention Shizuka is obviously hurt yet she doesn't question it: instead she asks about a flower in her hair of all things. Shizuka doesn't try to ask her for help or talk to her because it's obvious that it won't result in anything (there's no way she hasn't come to this conclusion by past attempts). Even the adults at school don't seem to care or notice how her demeanor is a red flag for something wrong. She becomes so focused on the hope of regaining her only happiness, Chappy, that she neglects anyone/anything else around her. Shizuka cannot allow herself let go of the idea of finding Chappy because if she does then she has to accept that he's gone and she's alone.
Marina's father would rather do whatever he wants than be around his family. He's selfish and, let's face it, a man-whore for spending his money on himself. Her mother takes her frustration and misery out on her own daughter; manipulating her onto being on her side and abusing her physically whenever her husband verbally abuses her (or if it seems that Marina shows any love towards her father like when Takopi was posing as her). They both use her as a tool to get back at each other: the classic they hate each other more than they love their child. Marina doesn't understand why her parents are like this now when they used to be a happy family: she can only come to the conclusion that it's because her father is with Shizuka's mother. She becomes so focused on this being the cause of her family's change that she can only act with aggression, similar to what she sees at home.
Azuma's mother is emotionally abusive towards him, often making him feel like he has to earn her love and approval. She constantly compares him with his brother and how she raised them the same and yet they're not achieving at the same rate. This even extends to him needing glasses: she comments on how strange it is since his brother doesn't need them. And she says it with such disappointment. Despite how great his grades are and how much praise he gets from classmates, his mother feels differently and her words triumphs over anyone else's. Azuma wants nothing more than to be good enough for his mother but she constantly talks to him with disappointment. She doesn't raise her voice yet it's just as hurtful, just as cruel as if she did. Maybe worse. We have a family where the parent has deemed one the golden child and the other a disappointment despite both being kind, well behaved and getting good grades. All because what she wants is perfection and , according to his mother, his brother Junya is perfect. This is why Azuma comes to the same conclusion. Azuma has become fixated on being someone that others can rely on. He desperately craves that approval and does whatever he can to gain that by helping Shizuka.
The only good thing he has is his older brother Junya but didn't realize it. He was too focused on being good and behaved and gaining his mother's approval to ever really talk to his brother. He never voiced how he really felt. His brother was also too busy gaining his independence by working to spend time with his brother. Junya realized too late how bad things had been for his brother: you can see it on his face at the end of episode 4. He regrets not only pushing more when he noticed something off but not being there more and leaving his little brother to deal with their mother. Unfortunately, they had their talk far too late and I'm sure they both know that.
All three have dealt with abuse that shaped them to be anxious, depressed and capable of cruelty due to not being able to process these emotions in a healthy manner. All three cling to a single thing to hope for while being afraid of being left alone.
What we see happen at the story's start happened in the original timeline too: Marina's family problems, the bullying she put Shizuka through, her getting Chappy taken away and thus Shizuka's suicide attempt. The only difference is that Takopi wasn't there to give the ribbon, which would've made the attempt a success. Note: this reason kind of makes me still dislike Marina a little due to the fact that I can't excuse her bullying someone (especially to the point of suicide). However, I get why she's like this. Each time I saw her terrified by her mom and recoiled and sobbed in pain I felt terrible. You not meant to excuse the bullying because of Marina's home life. You're not meant to feel satisfied with seeing a bully get the same treatment as their victim...because it's not really what's happening. It's another victim, another child being abused and another soul being damaged. No one in this story deserved to be treated like this, especially by their own family. None of these kids deserve to feel this way.
Lastly there's Takopi. I wanted to add him in here because over the course of the story we've seen him take on a different kind of beating in the form of a spectator who can't help. He is innocent to the point of naivete. His attempts to help those around him constantly fail because he cannot grasp the reality of the situations for these three kids. By the time he does understand at least a bit it's too late to fix it because those fixes are impossible. But he still doesn't grasp that and believes there must be a solution. He needs to be able to fix this. He's determined and focused on helping, on making them smile.
Each one of his efforts is doomed to fail because he is too innocent and naive to understand the problems being faced. And each time we've seen him fail we see that joyful personality take a hit. Then there's his memory. Imagine realizing that the person you originally wanted to help smile, the entire reason for going back in time, was the same one you ended up killing. He already felt guilty about killing Marina and felt even worse after seeing the effect of her death on her mother...this third revelation hits even harder. He doesn't understand that people are complex and can do both good and bad things.
The kids in the story should see the world like Takopi but their situations and experiences have robbed them of that.
Cutey cutey romantic moment because I need the serotonin. And a hands insert shot because I apparently hate myself.
I've seen a lot of criticism towards the birth scene in 28 years and I find it odd because obviously that scene meant something and no one wanted to actually think about it further than "that was weird"
like for one it shows Isla's character perfectly, she is, for one, a mother and she knows what it's like to deal with pregnancy so her first thought was empathy towards the infected woman, the scene quite brilliantly shows her fearlessness and caring nature in one by having her reach out to her, and shows her quick thinking despite her illness often getting in the way with her almost instinctively knowing what to do to help the infected woman, to me it's on par with the scene of Isla waking up in the night to stop the infected from hurting Spike
on the other side of it you have the infected, the scene shows that, at the end of the day, the infected are actually still people, they're just sick, we see the infected woman in pain, she's alone and vulnerable and struggling, and we see her accept help, and when she gives birth baby Isla is healthy and free of infection, showing that inside the infected are just like everyone else
during the first half of the movie the infected are likened to animals, they are called "it" by Jamie, who also regales the town with highly embellished stories of Spike's kills, they are shot through bushes and with night vision as if they're the subjects of an animal planet documentary, but once Spike goes out on his own we see them in a new light, and this scene in particular is one of the times where the movie highlights the fact that they are still human
if you wanted to go a step further you could even relate the birth scene to the greater themes of the film as a whole, the pregnant infected is isolated from the rest of her group when she needs them most, much like how the UK is isolated from the rest of the world when they need it most, Erik, a character from the outside world, is the only one in the group who doesn't want to help
obviously if you applied real world logic to the scene and the baby it wouldn't make sense but that's not the point of it, you're meant to suspend your disbelief and look past the logistics of it to find the deeper meaning behind it, that's what storytelling is all about