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America in a fucking nutshell. I hate this place.

A girl I grew up with passed away suddenly last week and it's put me in a weird mood. I should mention that we were not friends. At all. If anything, I disliked her as she helped create some of the inferiority complex I still deal with after so many years. But it's weird to see all of these people calling her an angel and reminiscing about how unobjectively nice she was.

Maybe you didn't know that in 3rd grade she told me I couldn't dress up as a princess for the elementary school's Halloween party. Simply put, they already had three princesses, and four was just too many. Not to worry though, they would allow me to accompany them as their maid. She insisted I wasn't allowed to wear my tiara because everyone else might think I was a princess too. I cried in the bathroom for so long that one of the volunteer parents had to come find me. Maybe you didn't know that in sixth grade I got invited to her birthday party. What I didn't know at the time was her mom sent an invite out to all of the girls in our class, but I thought this was a sign! The popular girls want to be friends! So of course I went. And they ignored me as much as possible the entire time. Maybe you didn't know that I heard her talking to a friend a few days later about how she just had to invite me, and she couldn't believe I dared to show up! Maybe you didn't know that we didn't really interact in high school, but you better believe she made some off-handed comments about my cheap clothes or my love of anime and gaming whenever it was convenient for her. But Zeph, you say, that was like 15 years ago! And this is some really petty shit! Well it still fucking hurts. What did I do to this girl for her to be that mean to me? Was it something I said, something I did that made this person decide that I wasn't good enough for her and her friends? What did I do to deserve being bullied my entire childhood, and how could these people have not seen her doing it? Let me say that I'm not glad she's gone. I don't wish an early grave for anyone, and I sincerely hope her spirit can be at peace, and her family find comfort in her memory. It's just so fucking painful to see someone who caused me so much pain, be regarded with such high praise. I only ever wanted to be your friend and you brushed me aside, like I was a speck of dirt that had the audacity to touch your shoulder. I don't know the point I'm trying to make here. I guess just be the nice person all of your friends and family think you are. Teach your kids to be nice. It's that simple. Just be kind.

My mom just texted me to say she forgot to send out a card for my birthday. Which would be fine, except today also happens to be my sister's birthday. What this translates to is this: I went to send your sister's birthday card and realized I never got you one, so now I'm texting you to tell you I just forgot to send it out in the mail in hopes that you'll believe me. Oh by the way, did you want to make the two and a half hour round trip to pick it up instead?

I miss the days when I felt like my parents cared about me.

So I started drawing again. Honestly, it feels good. It's been 8 or 9 years since I really picked up a pencil and here I am splurging on copics. I hope I have more time for this in the future.

#animal crosing new horizons #animal crossing #genji animal crossing #kabuki animal crossing #copic #drawing

Patch progress! This vest is starting to look better than the old one! Just gotta do a touch more shading and they'll be ready to be sewn on. . . . #wip #patches #paint #painting #promptoargentum #prompto #ffxv #finalfantasy15 #cosplay #cosplayer https://www.instagram.com/p/BtzWTkgHVEL/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=1p01pozt4x7nh

#wip #patches #paint #painting #promptoargentum #prompto #ffxv #finalfantasy15 #cosplay #cosplayer

Finally getting around to making my new and improved Prompto vest. I absolutely love my original, but it's just way too big and looks awkward in photos.First thing on the list - the patches. Time to start painting! . . . #cosplay #wip #prompto #promptoargentum #finalfantasy #finalfantasyxv #ffxv #patches #painting https://www.instagram.com/p/BsjtY1UHuuw/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=g2xlkph7f7z2

#cosplay #wip #prompto #promptoargentum #finalfantasy #finalfantasyxv #ffxv #patches #painting

Look at all these new dragons that got made while watching AGDQ. Even got to use the ultra shiny gold mirror scales! They'll all be up in the store soon. . . . #chainmaille #chainmaillejewelry #dragon #scales #mirrorscales #bracelets #madebyme https://www.instagram.com/p/BshexBtnfJi/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=ghjaldybgj2z

#chainmaille #chainmaillejewelry #dragon #scales #mirrorscales #bracelets #madebyme

Hey tumblr

So glad you got rid of nsfw material. Now I can't follow some of my favorite artists, but at least I can still get propositioned by the porn bots. Thanks!

Now that she's seen it, I can show off my sister's Christmas present! It's not quite finished yet (still needs another shoulder) but it will be soon. . . . #chainmaille #scales #scaillemaille #splitrings #helmsweave #dragon #diamond #larping #larpgirl #archery #archer #dagorhir #handmade #madebyme #present #christmas https://www.instagram.com/p/Br85wQNHnSq/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=o8rrntztjyd9

#chainmaille #scales #scaillemaille #splitrings #helmsweave #dragon #diamond #larping #larpgirl #archery #archer #dagorhir #handmade #madebyme #present #christmas

destiny-islanders

Thank you for 17k followers!

Holy moly. Around this time last year, I was doing a giveaway for 10k! Thanks so much to everyone who’s joined me for doodles and shitposts this year, and for those of you who’ve been around for longer than that. I always say this, but– your support means so very much to me. 2018 was honestly not very kind to me, but you guys always were. Thank you.

So, since I’m in WV for a week and have some nice, relaxing time on my hands, I’m doing another Doodle Giveaway! This time, there will be TWO WINNERS: one on Tumblr, and one on Twitter. You can enter the giveaways on BOTH sites to improve your chances!

THE PRIZE

Full-color doodle of two characters of your choice!

THE RULES:

FOR TUMBLR:

You should be following me. Wouldn’t be much of a follower appreciation giveaway if the winners aren’t my followers. :O

Two entries per person: One Like and One Reblog

One winner will be selected for a prize by random draw

Doodle Request Guidelines:

No NSFW

No gore

OCs and characters from other fandoms A-OK!

FOR TWITTER:

You should be following me. My Twitter is @DaPandaBanda

Two entries per person: One Like and One Retweet

One winner will be selected for a prize by random draw

Doodle Request Guidelines:

No NSFW

No gore

OCs and characters from other fandoms A-OK!

THE GIVEAWAY WILL END ON DECEMBER 27th at 11:59 EST! GOOD LUCK! <3

nohm94art

FFXV Alice in Wonderland AU

And the cutest award goes to Cindy ahahaha!

noctzine

PREORDERS ARE NOW OPEN!!

They will run from December 21st to January 15th! You can click the bold above or find us here: https://ofthenightzine.bigcartel.com

of the night is a Final Fantasy XV fanzine focused on Noctis Lucis Caelum, the one Chosen King and man who would bring dawn to the world. Inside you will find contributions from 25 talented artists and 7 writers, each with their own themes and motifs.

We’re also doing a giveaway for one lucky winner to win a full bundle! Reblog/like for a chance to win! One entry per person per platform! Winner be announced after preorders close!

Be sure to check out our tiers and stretch goals posts for further information!

Thank you to everyone who participated and has helped to support us along the way!

Artists:

@killermage ☆ @gigglincactus ☆ @cdrart ☆ @diaxyz ☆ @driftwoodwolf ☆ @erionmakuo ☆ @goodluckjoy ☆ @anisotasart ☆ @nai-kasumi ☆ @nowritena ☆ @islandofmangos ☆ @masozii ☆ @hoshi-megu ☆ @mintfoxmimi ☆ @peach_oniisan ☆ @neviesketches ☆ @catchingsunraysart ☆ @suaveassassinart ☆ @burbled-xv ☆ @backseatfishing ☆ @snail-drop ☆ @zeroshadows ☆ @treindraws ☆ @dovaldraws ☆ @tierciel

Writers:

@astramaxima ☆ @puddingcatbae ☆ @brosura ☆ @lady-of-rohan ☆ @mikkalia15 ☆ @myoyakodon ☆ @ivelostmyspectacles

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