Requests are open. I write what moves me, fluff, angst, romance, dark romance, and suggestive moments. No smut here, but plenty of emotional storms and tender chaos. And yes, I’m legally allowed to write all this.
"They told me books were doors to other worlds. They never warned me I might forget the way back."
Somewhere between the ink-stained margins and the whisper of turning pages, I lost myself. One story bled into the next, until reality began to flicker like a dying candle. I’m a writer—not by choice, but by necessity. Trapped in the labyrinth of fiction, I write not to create, but to escape. To leave behind the echoing voices of characters who speak louder than my own thoughts. This blog is a trail of breadcrumbs, a desperate map scribbled in metaphors, broken prose, and fleeting truths. Maybe, just maybe, if I write enough.. I’ll find my way home.
Welcome to the in-between.
"Where have you been?"
Lost in a book.
"And now?"
Trying to write my way out.
🖋️ 𝗔𝗯𝗼𝘂𝘁 𝗠𝗲
Writer. Wanderer. Escape artist.
I fell into a story once and haven’t quite made it out. Now I write, not just to build new worlds, but to remember what reality feels like.
Here you’ll find fragments of thoughts, half-sketched characters, midnight metaphors, and maybe the occasional scream into the void (poetically phrased, of course).
This blog is both a journal and a lantern, lit in hopes someone else wandering the same strange pages might find it.
📖 𝗟𝗼𝘃𝗲𝗿 𝗼𝗳:
– Ink-stained journals
– Stormy nights
– Stories that hurt a little
– Characters who feel too much
– The line between fiction and truth
⌛ Currently writing to remember who I was before I disappeared into words.
🕯 Rules of the Page
Because even in fiction, there are lines we don’t cross.
1. Respect the narrative.
Be kind. Be curious. But do not twist my words or assume the ending—I’m still writing it.
2. No plagiarism.
Everything here was bled onto the page. If you resonate with my words, share with credit.
3. No bigotry, hate, or closed minds.
This is a refuge for wanderers, romantics, and misfits—not a battleground for cruelty.
4. Ships, headcanons, and discourse—enter at your own risk.
I write what moves me. If it’s not your cup of tea, kindly close the book and walk away. No need to set the library on fire.
5. Lurk, like, reblog—but if you speak, speak like a character.
Thoughtfully. Honestly. With depth. I value real voices, not empty noise.
6. This is a slow-burning story.
I may vanish, I may post at 3am, or I may flood your dash. All part of the plot.
| This is the second request from the same shell anon. Here is your letter, i personally teleported it using ocean so it can reached to you, worry not. Thank you again for requesting, enjoy this inked letter and hope it makes your day.
Word Count : 403 words.
@ladybunny44 , do not plagiarised. Feel free to request any inked letter and the cover post like below.
Bloody Hell! - Too Lily
Period is hell, women, let’s agree.
Lily just came back from her mission and saw her lover is resting and hasn't moved an inch even when she leaves for the mission. She checked her period tracker app that is connected with her lover's phone also, and yep. It's the time of the bloody moon.
She didn’t say much and just headed to the kitchen, searching for ingredients and started cooking her lover comfort food for every bloody moon. Speaking of her lover, the suffering girl is still laying on the bed with the door opened facing towards the living room where she heard clank noises and sizzling,
She grudgingly wakes up and heads towards the kitchen despite the stabbing pain on her stomach, when she arrived at the kitchen, she was met with a fully set up table with her comfort food and her lover cleaning up the kitchen.
Lily turned around and her smile widened as her eyes turned soft, “ Hello, pretty girl. How’re you feeling? “
“ Like Zanka claws stabbing many times in my stomach, right now. “ She muttered softly as Lily pulled her into a soft embrace.
“ My poor baby, eat first then let’s cuddle. I know you’re in great pain right now. “ Lily softly said, pulling her for a small and soft kiss.
She hummed softly between the kiss as they both headed towards the table and started to eat while Lily yaps and her lover listens attentively despite being in pain, Lily's voice really gives her comfort and helps her distract with the pain right now.
After they finished eating, Lily started to clean up the table and dishes while her lover patiently waited before she was picked up and placed gently on the bed.
Before she could utter any words, she felt a warm sensation on her lower stomach making her sigh in relief softly, she then felt another body behind her making her turn around facing Lily who’s in her pajamas.
Her eyes teared up softly as she buried her face on her lover's chest feeling Lily gently rubs her back and whispering reassurance words.
“ Rest, pretty girl, if you still feel pain, I will give you some painkillers. I know you hated them but it’s for the better. “ Lily whispered softly as she whined and just succumbed to sleep despite her mind protesting, but her body is tired from fighting the pain.
Dot x Fem! Reader where they become roommates but people didn’t they were dating
Or…
Too lily x fem! Reader where reader was on their period and her gf comfort her
Have a good day or night!
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| Hello, shell reader. I hope you enjoyed the inked letter and to satisfy your craving, i did both. This will be female reader, fluff and the request seems to be cutted off so i just did my own way. Enjoy the inked letter.
Word Count : 445 words
@ladybunny44, do not plagiarised. Feel free to request any letter and you can also request what colour and style you want for the cover post.
Suprise..? - Dot Barrett
Dot was someone who always thinks he is the main character, so for him to have someone is impossible. That’s what others think, but what they don’t know, he is taken by Lance Crown twin.
Same hair, same face expression but the difference is, she is not that obsessed with her youngest sister, she loves her little sister, yes. But not that obsessed like her twin. Her twin are really overprotective of both of them.
She was famous among the guys in Easton Magic Academy, so imagine, she admitted having a crush on the guy who was despised by girls due to his obnoxious, main character syndrome guy, and who was really desperate for a girl.
They have been dating for three months now without anyone knowing, surprising I know. But, fate happens to be on their side as Dot had to move to a new room due to his roommate accidentally exploding their room. So, the academy moves him to her room as she’s the only one who accepted him.
She helped him with moving his stuff and yes, it’s been 1 week he stayed with her. Their nights are filled with cuddles and small kisses, and they don’t have to sneak into each other's room every night now.
Imagine Lance was surprised when Lemon decided to have a sleepover in his twin rooms and saw that she, aka her twin, was wearing Dot clothes. He, Lemon, Finn and Mashle did a double take on them both seeing how Dot also is wearing a matching set also with his twin.
“ Wait… am I seeing right..? “ Lance asked as he just stared blankly before his eyes rolled back, fainting on the spot. Finn and Lemon panic quickly as she and Mashle just sigh deeply.
They waited for few minutes before Lance woke up again,
“ HOW LONG?! “ He said grabbing her should shake her.
“ Since we fought Able or whatever the guy's name was.“ She replied with a deadpanned face.
Lance then glared at Dot with hatred, “ YOU trying to play with my little sister feeling, aren’t you?! “
“W-WAIT NO! I LOVE HER VERY MUCH!” He replied hiding behind you shivering in fear.
She sighs softly as she glances at all of them, “ I also love him very much, it’s unexpected but he treated me with care. He even met Anna. “ Lance's eyes widened again like a saucer before fainting again.
Well, after the discovery, let's say that Dot never got to do PDA privately again without a certain blue-haired guy twin stalking them but, he couldn’t care less especially when he got to be an actual main character in his lover's life.
| Hello. Here is another oneshot that i created from this morning, today the lucky category is F1.
Word Count : 1512
Rigged - Arvid Lindblad
She is the reserve driver for Racing Bulls who, of course, get hates and backlash from being the female driver and dating the rookie, Arvid Lindblad who’s the official driver for F1 Racing Bulls.
It was qualifying season in Miami, and Liam Lawson somehow got hospitalized for sudden food poisoning. She was chosen to be his replacement for this race.
But, something in her guts telling something will happen and it’s not a good feeling but a bad one. She kept it to herself and focused on winning the race.
Come the race day, her teams are readying her car and Arvid's car. While doing that, she and Arvid were talking to each other about the strategy that they had been practicing for weeks.
“ You okay, darling? You look uneasy. “ Arvid gently holds her hand discreetly so they would not be caught on camera.
“ Yeah, I'm okay. Just thinking. “ She replied, squeezing her lover's hands gently to reassure him. Arvid just stares at her not believing her.
“ Don’t think much, okay? You can do this, you have been breaking records and earn half of the grid respect. Even Liam agreed that you should be the one replacing him this season. “ Arvid gently reassures her and kisses her forehead quickly before their team calls them to gear up.
They both went different ways and started to suit up, when she wore her helmet, she felt the buckle of her helmet a bit loose, and before she could ask, she was ushered to her car quickly by a pit crew member.
She entered her car and started wearing her gloves, suddenly a steering wheel appeared in front of her and was put on before she could say anything. She looks surprised and about to call him out until the team told her to be released.
At first, she seems to be in control well and the race is about to start, but still, the steering wheel looks more different than she usually gets. She was behind the Haas team, Ollie Bearman and besides and beside her, Sergio Perez from Cadillac. Behind her, is Esteban Ocon from Haas as she’s in the P6.
The light turned green and all of the drivers accelerated and launched their car onto the track. She immediately overtakes Ollie in the second corner, and overtakes the others, making her in P5.
In her 36th lap, something happened, somehow when she pressed the radio button to communicate with her engineer, the steering seemed to be controlled by its own. Her eyes widen as the steering rams onto Oscar's car and brakes, making Gabriel's car crash onto her.
“ Oh look, there seems to be something going on with our new rookie from Racing Bulls, she seems to be causing some accidents there. “ One of the commentators said as he watched her car moving left and right as the other driver tried to avoid her.
The camera panned towards the Racing Bulls engineering pit wall seeing how panicked everyone looked and her engineer seemed to be trying to call on her but failed.
While the rest of her crew were panicking, her car suddenly swerved towards the right hitting Max and Lewis while her car accelerated towards the wall at full speed. Her eyes widened in panic and everything turned pitch black.
“ Oh no! The rookie seems to hit the wall and it’s on fire!! Someone help her!! “ The commentator said with his eyes widened and concerned.
The red flag had been brought out as all the other drivers slowly entered the pit lane. Arvid quickly climbs out from his car and runs towards you. He avoided his crew and the team nearby her. The other driver also has the same ideas and quickly goes to her.
The closest one is Oscar who had been taken out by her, quickly pulled her out as the fire slowly emerged and managed to drag her out with the help of Lewis. Both of them dragged her away from the scene as the medical team member and fire crew immediately put out the fire.
They gently lay her down and immediately took off her helmet shouting for help as there was a lot of blood covering her face. The medical team immediately arrived and started to treat her wounds and only to realize, her white suit is covered in blood meaning there could be a wound inside her suit. They immediately loaded her up inside the ambulance as Arvid climbed up not caring about others and followed her to the hospital.
It’s been a few hours since the accident and the whole grid somehow manages to enter the hospital room which had been upgraded to a bigger one, thanks to Max who thought of her as his little sister.
They all conversed with each other and even Liam managed to come despite the doctor’s orders. Arvid stays by her side and does not let any of the crew enter as they are all waiting outside.
Suddenly, he felt her fingers twitch and she suddenly woke up in panic, making Arvid quickly cupped her face whispering gently.
“ Baby, calm down, we’re here. You’re safe, darling, you’re safe. “ She sobbed when she managed to calm down and look around, seeing all the drivers, even the one she took out, making her cry more.
“ Calm down, dear. We’re all okay. “ Lewis spoke softly, giving her a soft hug as she sobbed onto his shoulder, he had been with her from the start and the one who officially adopted her.
Suddenly, the door opened revealing a doctor and the Racing Bulls CEO, Laurent Mekies. The doctor checks her eyeballs and her reflexes before concludes the whole thing.
“ She got a little trauma, especially on her rib, head and her legs. The crash was big and the impact was too big for a body like her to handle. She also got a few cuts which caused some internal bleeding, one of it is on her stomach due to some parts of her car that must have hit her during the crash. I would suggest for her to take a short leave for 3 months at least as her body still needs proper healing. “
Arvid listened intently and nodded his head, “ I will make sure of it, thank you Doctor.
The doctor gave a small smile and wished her well before leaving her with her CEO and other drivers.
“ Now, dear. Can you tell me what happened, we tried to contact you and suddenly your car looked out of control. “ Lauren asked softly, placing a small bouquet on her bedside before taking place besides her.
She looked at her hands recalling the moments, “ I, myself, not sure exactly. Before we started, I was given my helmet with my buckle loosened and a crew member ushered me to my car before I could say anything. And then, the same staff also put my steering wheel on suddenly prior minutes before we were released. The steering wheel looks a bit different from mine though. That’s when during the race, the steering wheel moves on its own like someone was controlling it. I tried to contact but it came out with static. “
“ This is sabotaging, ain’t it? “ Lando who kept quiet voiced out with a stern expression.
“ Not sure, unless we get evidence.” Lauren said while deeply thinking.
“ Evidence?! Isn’t this enough evidence, look at her. She’s badly injured. “ Max said angrily, pointing at you.
“ I will ask for CCTV surveillance during the time that she mentioned and let’s see if we can find the culprit. “ Lauren suggested trying to defuse the situation.
“ Make sure to notify me if you do. I’m not letting anyone get away after hurting my girlfriend. “ Arvid said grimly, holding her hand tight.
Lauren nodded and pats her legs gently, “ I will get going now but rest assured, you will get the justice you needed. “
Her eyes tear up and nodded solemnly apologizing again.
“ Stop apologizing now, we’re all fine and mad after hearing your story. But rest assured, all your brothers here and even the girls are spamming our phone to check on you. “ Charles said softly, wiping her tears like a brother.
“ Now rest, tomorrow I will bring Lily as she is also worried about you. “ Oscar mentioned pulling her onto a hug and steps outside followed by other drivers who also gave her small pats, hugs and comforting words.
Now her and Arvid are alone.
Before she could utter another word, she was pulled into a tight hug by her boyfriend. She felt his shoulder shakes and her hospital gown wet by his tears.
“ You don’t know how scared I was when I saw your car and no response from you. “
Her eyes tear up again as she cries out hugging him tightly, Arvid pulls back wiping her tears and kisses her softly as she sobs between the kisses. They both pulled away and she lays down pulling Arvid with her.
“ Rest, I will always be here for you. “ Arvid muttered, kissing her forehead.
@ladybunny44, do not plagiarised. Feel free to request.
| Hello, reader's. This is my newest inked letters that i made for you guys. This will be a gender neutral, and fluff.
Word Count : 428 words.
@ladybunny44, do not plagiarised. Feel free to request.
Cha Hyun-su - Safe with you
It’s been a few months now since the outbreak. Especially when there’s no cure for this outbreak as it is caused by our deepest desires that even ourselves can’t handle.
Cha Hyun-su who had been a fighter and a survivor at the same time since the beginning of the outbreak from his apartment until now. He had succumbed to his own desires which led to himself being a neohuman. He might have his desire take over but he still has self-control.
But nothing can control himself, both him and his monster seeing his own lover laying on the bed giving attention to the book instead of them both. Yes, he is jealous of a book.
Their lover glances at them rolling their eyes fondly and continues reading dismissing both of their lover's attitudes. Yes, they had accepted both of Cha Hyun-su despite the other being a monster. They had been with Hyun-su since high-school, they had been through his bullying, the death of his family and during this outbreak.
They have always supported him, loving him and taking care of him even if they themselves are distressed with the outbreak but they always prioritize him which made Hyun-su insanely protective over you because why should he let someone precious as you go away.
He grudgingly climbed up the bed and plopped onto their stomach holding them close while leaning his head towards their shoulder cuddling them.
He sleepily glances at the book they’re reading, he saw it was a romance novel book that he got for them during his search for supplies. They always have the love for reading and since most of their books are at their old, ruined apartment.
A few minutes passed, he had read over two pages now and his eyes are fighting to stay open but of course, tiredness won over him. His head slumped down onto their shoulder breathing softly and held their waist tightly, cuddling them.
They felt a heavy weight on their shoulders suddenly and gently averted their eyes from the book towards Hyun-su realizing he fell asleep. They chuckles softly and gently moves Hyun-su's head onto the pillow before tucking him in and marking their book page.
They turned towards their lamp and turned it off before turning towards Hyun-su cuddling him close. Hyun-su immediately wrapped his arms around them with no hesitation and pulls them close burying his face onto their head whispering,
“ I love you.. “
They smiles softly giving a soft kiss on his neck whispering back,
hii can you write on 'ayanokauji kiyotaka x reader'? There isn't really much on classroom of the elite.
| Hello, reader. I hope you enjoyed the inked letter that i made from your request. This will be a gender neutral, and fluff as you didn't specify in the request. Enjoy the inked letter.
Word Count : 650 words.
@ladybunny44, do not plagiarised. Feel free to request.
4 romantic moments by Ayanokoji Kiyotaka
Even though Ayanokoji is an cold and emotionally detached person, he is the most obsessed, protective and in love with his high-school sweetheart. Let’s enter the moments where Ayanokoji displayed his affections and protectiveness.
1. Slow Dancing
Surprising for a cold person to actually dance but for people he loves, he would do anything to see the smiles on their face.
It's been raining heavily for a few hours now. Both of them are currently laying boredly inside the house as they had planned their dates since yesterday but had to cancel it. However, an idea seems to pop out inside of their head. They stand up and immediately head to their backyard, dragging the sliding door open, surprising Ayanokoji as he watches his lover go towards the rain laughing happily dancing around.
He just stands there admiring it with a small noticeable smile before his lover turns towards him urging him to come.
“ Come Koji! Let’s dance like we see in those movies! “
Ayanokoji didn’t hesitate to step under the rain, grabbing their lover by the waist, holding them close as they laughed happily while both of them swaying slowly under the rain not caring about getting sick or anything.
He wouldn’t trade this for anything.
They both got sick the next day.
2. Watching the sunrise together.
Ayanokoji looks like he doesn’t care but he's the one who knows about their likes, their aesthetics and their bucket list.
Right now, both of them are inside a car heading towards the beach. His lover only thinks that they’re just for sunbathing but they realized he was driving past the beach heading towards somewhere else.
They look at Ayanokoji confused before the car drives to a stop. They gasped as they realized where they were, Tonjibo, one of the best spots to watch the sunrise. They looked at Ayanokoji only to realize he was already staring at them.
“ I was looking at your notes the other day and saw you never watch sunrise together with someone.. So.. here we are. “
He said it nonchalantly like it’s not a big deal.
He watches his lover's eyes welling up with tears and hugs him tightly, leaving small kisses on his face while muttering thank you’s between the kisses.
“ I will do anything for you. “ Ayanokoji replied.
3. Handwritten notes
It was a stressful day for Ayanokoji lovers. They lost their favourite pencil, tripped over air, spilled coffee on themselves. They felt like breaking down and Ayanoko noticed everything.
So as a good lover, what did he do? Gives reassurance using notes.
Everyday, every morning before his lover goes out, they always find notes placed at the fridge, nightstand, wardrobe, table and all the places they will pass. Seems like Ayanokoji noticed everything.
In every notes, there always :
“ I hope you have a nice day, tied your shoes, get a covered cup for your coffee, your favourite pencil is in your notebook. “
“ Lunch at 3pm at your favourite restaurant. “
“ You always do good always, never doubt yourself, my love. “
Each note always brings tears and butterflies to his sweetheart.
4. Comfort Meal
There’s always times where Ayanokoji gets this kind of instinct where his lover are feeling down or homesick. So he cooked.
Yes. cooked.
He cooked his lover comfort meal aka their family recipe that had been passed down by his lover mom. Perks of being part of their family.
When his lover stepped inside the house, they already smelled the familiar aroma coming from chicken and wasted no time heading towards it and saw their future husband cooking with focus.
“ What did I do to deserve you..? “ They asked softly, hugging Ayanokoji back tightly.
“ You deserve me when you tolerate me and treat me like I deserve to be loved. “ He mutters quietly and grazed his hand slightly onto his lover arms before continued cooking,
