I'm Lum. Or Lamp. You can call me anything, as long as it isn't late for. um . the horrors
I do art stuff and comment on things I think are very cool or very silly. So uh
Yeah!
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Fandoms:
-Hermitcraft
-Life series/traffic life
-Lego Monkey Kid
-Phighting
-Pressure
-Blocktales
-DnD
-Hfjone
-Studio Ghibli
-Gravity falls
-Faith: the Unholy trinity
-Dungeon Meshi/Delicious in dungeon(anime)
-MY FRIENDS OCS........ sniffles.........
-Rain world
- Undertale/AU's(I'm an old fan so I know nothing about new things lol) *
- Deltarune *
- Mob Psycho 100
- Dream BBQ
- Ninjago (s11)*
AU's:
- Wisdom^2
Also for asks please keep them related to the fandoms I'm in <3(for art requests which are open btw cant promise it will be good but) * means current hyper fixation
I do not do commissions(I have motivation issues lol)
I found rare canon error sans fan YIPPEEE. Time to rant about him.
I absolutely hate how fanon!error is portrayed, like all of the things that make him great are GONE. Like, that is not even error anymore.
LIKE LIKE, why do people love to say that he HATES interacting with people?? That he WANTS to be alone?? LIKE WHAT.
WDYM?? ARE WE TALKING ABOUT THE SAME GUY??? This loser literally went back to ghost!Tori, pretended to be her sans because he is a lonely loser. THIS loser, instead of actually doing his job, shared a soft drink with the guy he kidnapped because he is lonely AF and got pissy when the kidnapee didnt return those one-sided emotions. He is a lonely loser who wants to interact with people, but years of isolation have RUINED him and his perception of reality. He is not a: doesnt want to. He is a: doesn't fucking know how to.
OR the biggest pet peeve of all, HIM KILLING A PAPYRUS. This man is a COWARD. He cannot for the love of him ever hurt papyrus, which is why he makes BLUE fight his own brother because he is too much of a p**sy to do it himself!!! Wdym he nonchalantly killed a papyrus in front of another sans? Who is that? Not error that is for SURE. I absolutely hate it when they make it seem like error views papyrus as just another unimportant monster.
YES, error doesn't remember shit, but SUBconciously he still cares about papyrus. He remembers the *feeling*! People just love to wipe out his ENTIRE backstory just to be able to portray him like an aura-farming villain.
Oh, and don't get me started on his relationship with the anti-void, broooo....GAWD I am ill for this man. im sry.
WAIT WHERES THE RARE ART?! sorry anon can you try to resend? EDIT: I AM VERY DUMB THAT DOES NOT SAY ART ANYWHERE LMFAO NEVERMIND ANON but hey dont be sorry! im all about havin a good time and ranting about our favorite glitchy skellie!! anyone's free to yap about him to ne in my inbox <3 you can come here anytime i dont bite! to anyone else reading this, fair warning: i got really inspired by this ask shusksjdje so ill put it under a cut. MUCHO TEXTO WARNING
as for your points? my GOODNESS i agree wholeheartedly. like ive stated before, i dont necessarily despise fanon error to the point of hating the fandom for making him, but i DO vastly prefer canon error over fanon. hes just... better! hes more well written, hes got so much more depth to him that people give him credit for! people really love to water him down and make him seem like he just hates everyone and everything, but, thats more a result of his mental insanity and instability. the anti-void literally corrupted him beyond saving. it messed with his mind. blackberry era error didn't hate everyone. he was just damaged, and he reached out to toriel because it felt like the only familiar and safe feeling to him at the time. he wasnt aware that he was returning to an au every time he left the anti-void, he just believed he was still part of HIS WORLD.
and when he learned he was wrong? when he realized that... nothing is as it seems? his already fragile mental state completely shattered. it's just so sad because he thought he could trust specter!toriel, he thought he had a connection, something meaningful. but the moment he needed that connection most he felt it get ripped away from him. people tend to think his anger and hatred came out of nowhere, but no, it mostly came from after the encounter in spectertale,,, as well as all the like, past hatred and stuff building up with geno sans beforehand.
but the truth is, error shows SO SO many signs that he TRULY and undeniably craves that same comfort and connection. he just can't help it. hes so lonely and traumatized by his circumstances that all of his social skills and abilities had just completely went KABOOM. he's very stunted emotionally and just like blueberry said, he NEEDS help. thats why he wants to associate with people he feels even a SMIDGE of trust with! the voices, blueberry, his puppets, i could go on and on (and i will) about how many layers there are to error, hes so fantasically written by CQ and just. gosh. i really wish people would see canon error how amazing he is <3
because like. error also pushes everyone away right? he just will never admit he needs help. but he uses his subtle methods to give off that signal that like,,, "i want you here." even if he doesnt say that!!!!! ESPECIALLY that he doesnt say that!!! error isnt all about words when it comes to affection, as seen with how he spends so much time with tori and the voices. he sacrifices so much for those he cares about but refuses to paint it as care, because realizing that is just way too much for his mind to handle, it kinda shuts down or just denies that even being a possibility. but most importantly about his puppets, i think theyre kind of like. like an ideal version of the kind of friend he'd want? someone who won't fight back with him, someone who will play around with him. sure he roleplays arguments and stuff, but i think thats just him being his dumb lil self. but i think in a way its kind of how he sees the ideal version of a friend. someone who cant hurt him. something that just kinda takes his bullshit and doesnt do anything. its like a euphemism.
and the best part is that what you said about him not actually knowing HOW to? thats COMPLETELY FUCKING TRUE like ENTIRELY its not that he doesnt want to. like i said he just. he lacks the social skills. hes so stunted. its so fucking obvious to me that he craves a certain kind of love from someone. not the lovey dovey hugging love but just someone whos not gonna hate him forever. thats whyyyy: error gets along so well with blue. because blue doesnt hate error. blue doesn't shit on him and reject him for every choice he makes. hes so patient and kind with him, even tho granted he WASSS trying to manipulate error at some point to escape, that still doesnt erase how forgiving blue is and how he genuinely wants to help him. and that right there is exactly what error needs from someone, he needs someone to care about him in that way, he just wont admit or say that but his behavior makes it clear.
AND ABOUT YOUR PAPYRUS POINT AUUUGHHHH, okay tttthis is gonna start to lean on headcanon a bit, but i genuinely think the reason error also gets along with blue at first is because of how... similar blue feels to papyrus to him. like. hes just reminded of him in a way that feels soft. if error truly hated blue and being around people he would not sit down next to him and share choccy milkshakes and teach him everything. my point is that, and again, leaning on hc, i think that error has some of that core code of his attachment to papyrus still active. thats why he specifically takes blueberry, because hes most like paps in that universe and he cant help but still feel an attachment. this would ALSO explain error's affinity for outertale/stars, the fact he literally cannot bear to hurt any papyrus and usually never even sees most papyruses in aus, his sense of humor (puns and teasing), and his fighting style. granted error is still pretty far away from sans in terms of character because i mean. maniac multiversal murderer here but. yeah thats how i see it. because i think something deep inside him couldnt let go of the things that stuck most to him and all of those ARE part of his central personality in og undertale. so.
this rant is getting a little too long but ill end it on this note!! error DOES care he just doesnt want to carry that feeling of caring. he doesnt rlly kmow how to. he hates feelin vulnerable but somewhere inside there, there's a lot of potential even if he'd have to choose to do better yknow?? hed never do that but you can see how sweet canon error is in the comic and thats why canon error will always always always be my fave over fanon ilysm canon error <3
5. It’s hard to be offended when white people jokes involve bland food/tourist dads in socks and sandals/white girls in yoga pants obsessed with pumpkin spice/suburban PTA moms and other harmless and mostly true stereotypes while jokes about POC involve them being called thugs/criminals/slurs/uneducated/illegal immigrants.
6. They’re usually really fucking funny and don’t perpetuate stereotypes that will ever affect me economically, politically, or cause me any true harm, let alone create risks that “justify” my murder and/or death
Yeah, I don’t know how to finish this in a way that I’m happy with.
I still like the idea and the paneling, but instead of torturing myself over it for another month, I might as well just leave it unfinished as it is.
Think of it as a forever work-in-progress, since that’s what Killer is in my eyes (not in a bad or demeaning way, we all are, in a sense, forever WIPs AHSDAHS).
