Lydia

~ a 16 y/o jirai and her thoughts ~

[landminetypelydz]

Intro~~

ABOUT ME!!!

Hihii, I'm Lydia!!!

I'm 16, lesbian, and taken by my amazing beautiful girlfrienddd !!!

Jiraiblr, Demon Slayer, NSO

My oshi is Mitsuri Kanroji!!!

TRIGGER WARNINGS!!!

I vent about sh, self exit, and just everything a LOT so please dni if that is triggering!!

TAGS!!!

#lydz criez - vent posts

#lydz talkz - lighthearted posts

#lydz feelingz - mood logs

#lydz reblogz - reblogs

#lydz answerz - answering asks

I hope we can be good friends!!!

[silliusgoobius-deactivated20250]

tbh anytime i write something here i fear it might not be "jirai enough" or somethin idfk anymore

[landminetypelydz]

Art therapy timeee

[k1-2-ur-h3art]

Wild how I can get jealous over literally anything

[landminetypelydz]

My mom saw and helped me take care of my cvts, I feel so bad

[mimikyvvnz]

yawwns . tips for jirais in recovery

redecorate ur room if u have energy ! pink is a very good color to add to rooms . it's also shown to be a calming color , which might help during breakdowns

play happy music ! happy music is shown to uplift your mood and improve mental health [i personally listen to the nintendo switch miitopia soundtrack . very silly and joyous]

if u r neurodivergent like me . structure your life to work WITH your condition . or wtv u call it . i forgot . not against it . pls omfg it makes life so easy peasy yummy

ok thanks

[landminetypelydz]

Kinda been inactive sorryyyy I’ve been so tired lately

But I’ve been trying to stay clean lately!

[xypheris-deactivated20250603]

GET TO KNOW YOUR MUTUALS!

Rules: answer and tag six people you want to know better

Thankyou for the tag @nossumusstellae !!

1. Favourite colour: don't have one, but I hate all the warm colours.

2. Last Song : power trip by LEAP

3. Currently reading : picked up Hamlet a few days ago, still waiting on Katabasis

4. Currently watching: my comfort show modern family

5. Craving: Biryani. with raita. And chutney.

6. Coffee or Tea : coffee definitely

Tagging : @magicaldestinyharmony @elleldoe @nixie-writes-and-reblogs @xmads-omensx @twistedlimefire @alikhawrites

[elleldoe]

Thank you for the tag, @xypheris 💛​

1. Favourite colour: yellow and green

2. Last Song : Past Self - Sleep Token

3. Currently reading : I read Sunrise On The Reaping as soon as I could get my hands on it and then reread TBOSAS and the THG trilogy. I haven't picked up a new book since because I've simply been too busy.

4. Currently watching: House MD

5. Craving: Burrata & prosciutto

6. Coffee or Tea : Chai Latte Coffee

Tagging: @futuristicpenguinqueen @jamilynfx @the-golden-comet @kgravelle1033 @periwinkle-picots @dianilaws

[kategraves]

Thank you for the tag, @elleldoe ! 😊

1. Favourite colour: Jewel tones, but probably purple above all?

2. Last song: Drumming Song - Florence + the Machine

3. Currently reading: honestly just my own fic. I don't have space for any other reading rn. (Aside from rereading random excerpts from Solitaire and the odd fic on Ao3.)

4. Currently watching: Season 2 of the new Doctor Who. Also just downloaded Sex Education but haven't started it yet.

5. Craving: Indian food! (Literally all of it.)

6. Coffee or tea: Dirty Chai always, but yeah coffee is life.

Tagging: @lillytopie @wilminastree @mortalandstupid @dearreader-12 @pistachiocreamsoda @solitarily-sofia

[advocadodiaboli-deactivated2026]

Not tagged, but bored:

1. Favourite Colour: All shades of blue, especially ocean colours and the combination black/pink

2. Last song: I have made mistakes-The Oh Hellos

3. Currently reading: The catcher in the rye

4. Currently watching: I just finished The Imperfects and watched Joker over the weekend.

5. Craving: veggie sushi, hot chocolate, strawberries

6. Coffee or tea: (Ice) Coffee

@pickledsprite @toastiitv @maniacallydeppressedpsychopath @pessimisticbreadslice @sx1r3ns @lsl-artist

[sx1r3ns]

omg yay

1. favourite color: dark red, dark blue, forest green and black

2. last song: all the good girls go to hell - Billie Eilish

3. currently reading: nothing😔

4. currently watching: adventure time for like the 100th time and heartstopper for the 5th time I think

5. craving: rice cake with peanut butter and banana, crepes with jam

6. coffee or tea: I really love both but rn I think coffee

@lexxiesthoughts8 @rushedname112 @tori-spring-is-me @inkstainedsouls

[inkstainedsouls]

ahhh thanks for tagging me @sx1r3ns

1. favourite color: green, light pink, black

2. last song: listen before i go - Billie Eilish

3. currently reading: solitaire -alice oseman

4. currently watching: heartstopper (rewatched a ton of times) and euphoria for the first time

5. craving: grapes, iced unsweetened tea 😋 , Mac & cheese

6. coffee or tea: oooh probably coffee at the moment (uhh.. despite the craving for the tea heh)

@bokchoyyy @cleothecat5000 @willaminarosejade @neuroticpainter @sillycoffeepeach @thedeadhorcrux

[cleothecat5000]

Thanks for tagging me @inkstainedsouls

1) Favourite colour: mint green and light lilac

2) Last song: Mad - YUNGBLUD

3) Currently reading: Heartstopper volume 2

4) Currently watching: Heartstopper, Young Royals and Derry Girls

5) Craving : Lipton ice tea and marshmallows

6) Coffee or tea : Tea mainly matcha and iced tea

@pinksatinroses @purple-dinosaur17 @thatpigeongirl @chernobylcatfish09 @babyqueenfangirl

[pinksatinroses]

Thanks for tagging me, @cleothecat5000!

1- Favourite colour - Rose pink

2- Last song - Persephone in the Garden (Aidoneus)

3- Currently reading - The Inner Game of Tennis, Ariadne

4- Currently watching - Ginny and Georgia, Young Sheldon, Blood of Zeus, Arcane

5- Craving - Dark chocolate

6- Coffee or tea - Iced coffee, but I love a good masala tea

@bastienb33 @itapaenitet @oliveparis @thedamsolangelofan @darkcomicsbookslibraries @creativemusicvibes

[itapaenitet-deactivated20260126]

tyyyy @pinksatinroses

1- fav color: purple, blue/silver combo, wine red

2-Last song: idea of her (cave town)

3-currently reading: 1984 (George Orwell)

4-currently watching: yellow jackets

5-craving: tacos, bacon egg and cheese sandwhich

6-coffee or tea: both, my fav tea right now is the Cherry blossom green tea by Harney and sons and im on a matcha kick

@dancinginstilettosonthetabletops @fukupmae @whatareyouthinking

[fukupmae]

ILY TAYTAYY!!! THANKS FOR THE TAG SRRY IT TOOK ME SO LONG

Favorite Color: Either Black, Brown, or Blue

Last Song: Sextape by Deftones

Currently Reading: Goodnight Punpun

Currently Watching: Fight Club & Pulp Fiction

Craving: My Girlfriend :(

Coffee or Tea: Tea, but I don't drink it, I smoke it.

and for my tagsss im gonna do @menyanangelz @anyanymouscorpse @undead-angelboy @radella02 @relativereflection @juiceboxyyx3 @z0mbee-puppyy && @vamp-pure !!!!im tagging moots that ive interacted w recently if i didnt tag u im getting u next time TRUSTT

[toyboxy]

Ty for the tag <3

fav color: Red >:33

last song: hsbf, by Hot Freaks

currently reading: I want to love you till your dying day

currently watching: GA: Geijutsuka Art Design Class

craving: fried rice (I just had some but I desperately want more)

coffee or tea: Tea !!!!!!!!!!! I drink at least a cup every day and it is also why my dentist is disappointed with me

@strawberryfairyflower @whereisyourb0ytonight @toothandfeather @dancingislike-heaven @disaster-grrl @f4ilure-g1rl-fuyu + anyone who wants to join! pls don’t feel obligated if I tagged u :3

[dancingislike-heaven]

thank u for the tag angel 🧃

1. fav color: pink 🌸

2. last song: dear Jesse by rollergirl 🛼

3. currently reading: nothing :/

4. currently watching: z nation (guilty pleasure lol)

5. currently craving: cake pops or brownies hehe

6. coffee or tea: I’ve never liked tea at all and I just starting to get into coffee lol so coffee ☕️

tags <3: @roseylikestoyap @daintydreams95 @pretty-r0t

& literally anyone else I can’t remember users well sryyy 😢

[roseylikestoyap]

Favorite color: Red 🍁

2. Last song: Dead Men Don't Rape by Delilah Bon 🗣‼️

3. Currently reading: Nothing T–T

4. Currently watching: Animal mechanicals (nostalgia ☆)

5. Currently craving: A choco brownie extreme blizzard (from DQ) 🍫

6. Coffee or tea: So hard to choose but I prefer tea for the most part (I love both 💔)

Tags: @lili-reece11 @sunny1sdead @h1kari-valdez @dainty-delicate-doll (sorry if I tagged any1 who was already tagged at some point 😓)

[h1kari-reveluv]

Fav color: Erm uhh, pink and red!!

Last song: i cant decide except it was a kasane teto cover (ots so good trust). Or it was Hymnn to Bacchus by daemonia nymphe, idk why would i know!?

Currently reading: sacrificial animals by kaitee Pederson!

currently watching: when i fly towards you

Currenty craving: tea 😔

Coffee or tea: peppermint tea, or an americano ❗❗

@queengvtsandcvts @songs-of-venus @fishbonemarrowxx @bandagedsheep @toothandfeather

idk, im just tagging people i know post cool stuff 🗣❗❗

Ty for the tagggg!

[queengvtsandcvts]

Fav color: Dark Red

Last song: Hell above - PTV

Currently reading: Nothing T^T

currently watching: TLOU

Currenty craving: Strawberry Thickshake

Coffee or Tea: Tea; I love boba =^=

Tags: @ugly-muttzzz @landminegutz @landminetypelydz @yothisiscrazy14 @r0tt3ngutsss @lilithdeathbed @rainangxl2 @invadercindy @aclownfreakshow @angel-d0lladdict @skinnytinmchine @fukupmae @fracturedllove @kyuushiro @voided-code-sys @needyb0yoverl04d @menheradahliaa

[landminetypelydz]

Ty for the tagg!!

1. Fav colour: Pink!!!

2. Last song: Glamorous by Fergie

3. Currently reading: nothing atmmm

4. Currently watching: Demon Slayer for the 15th time LOL

5. Currently craving: Mint chocolate chip mochiii

6. Coffee or Tea: Coffee!! I’m a caffeine addict LOL

7. Tags: @vendettaischreonyaoi @sunny1sdead @landminegutz @loser-otaku-girl-real

[landminetypelydz]

I just hit styro ohhh fuck I’ve never gone this deep beforee helpppppp

[landminetypelydz]

My mom is mad ab me getting a 73 on a test, I didn’t think it was that bad of a grade?

[cubibism]

my friends know me so well... aaggh its a little scary !!!!!!!! but theyre so nice i love them so much

[mimikyvvnz]

i long for interaction [tumblr notes]

[landminetypelydz]

Mom took my blad3 I can’t have shit

[landminetypelydz]

Relapsing and my friend is talking ab taking a shit as I do it. Not the time vro

[landminetypelydz]

School is so fucking pointless without my gf and my bsf, like I haaate being away from them and I just want to go home but I have therapy ._.

[expiredfrillycake]

how i look at the text that says "are you okay?"

(i don't wanna bother them so i lie instead)

[landminetypelydz]

Going to school after cvtting is such a strange experience, like I just have to act like nothing happened