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Kent Roller Girls v Killa Hurtz

#kentrollerderby #kentrollergirls #Kent #rollerderby #rollerskating #quads #quadskates

Ramp skating is my new favourite.

Upped my roller skating skills a LOT since I last posted.....

Exactly this time one year ago I got the phone call that changed my life forever. My stepmum was the other end of the line and all she said was "Amy, you need to be brave". I already knew what she was going to say. Although I could never comprehend how my Father died. I'll never know how one man can shoot another. Especially when the motive was that shooting my father would secure the murderer a warm shelter and something to eat for the rest of his life.

Fuck you life. I'm better than you. I'm better than him. I'll live my life knowing that my Dad will always love and support me no matter where he is.

I got new skates.

#riedell #rollerskates #rollerderby #powerdyne #kentrollergirls #krg #traumatrevor #trauma #girl #woman #rollergirl #roller skating

Who would you say has had the biggest influence on your life?

Me. I invested too much time on others when they invest nothing in me. I am not the person I am today because I let others do everything for me. I am who I am because I gave a shit.

I love that! Maybe you should have a sail boat too! I gotta say it is one of my favourites

I might get a sail boat one day! When the time is right!! X

Rage

I am quite a hot headed person. I'm a very emotional person. I always stick up for myself and I sometimes find it hard to bite my tongue. Sometimes that's a good thing- I don't let people take advantage or walk all over me. Sometimes it's a bad thing- I can be really defensive and I can hurt people with the things I say. However, it normally takes s couple of things to really tip me to an angry point. Last night I experienced a whole new type of anger. Pure, white, hot rage. My next door neighbour is a bit of a numpty. And like most neighbours he has a problem with parking. He seems to think he can tell people where they can and can't park, despite it being a quiet cul-de-sac with no parking restrictions. BUT instead of speaking politely to people about it, he send viscous emails to all of the neighbours singling out one person i.e my Mum. I love my Mum to death. She is my only living parent and my whole entire life. If you upset my mum, you have me to deal with. Last night we had family over as it was both mine and my mums bday. When my mum went to move her car so that others could park and not obstruct the road, my numpty neighbour collared her, in the dark, on her own, to have a go at her about parking. He didn't say anything to my uncle or my step dad who had previously been outside. He waited to pounce on my mum. She understandably came in upset. When she told me what had happened I felt very peculiar. My ears began to ring, I went light headed, my heart began to race, I had pins in needles in my hands and I was seething. Before I had even realised I was stood infront of my neighbours door with my finger permanently pressed against his door bell. I gave him a couple of rounds of verbal torment, made him cry, and today I FEEL GREAT.

#neighbours #parking #arguements #rage #anger #so much anger

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Tiny Tattoos, Austin Tott

American photographer Austin Tott has captured a series of images that match miniature, hand-drawn body art to backgrounds from which they draw visual reference. Tiny tattoos are outlined onto the surface of a wrist, penned on the skin in black ink.

Illustrating small-scale bicycles, little trees and envelopes onto the arm, Tott then holds up the hand amongst various landscapes, sets and scenes, which thematically parallel each drawing.

dear-evergreen

I love thisss.

killaknightly

Where I got the idea for my sail boat #tattoo #nautical

killaknightly

Wish I cud show Hayley this remember how mean she was about my sail boat? langley88

langley88

Well do you know what I think? I think she is a bitch and just jealous killaknightly Also, in therapy I was told to look at myself as a small boat. This little boat has a load to carry. At the beginning of hard times the load gets distributed unevenly causing the boat to rock in turbulent waters. Each day we learn more about ourselves and how to cope with the things that rock our boats. Slowly we can move the load piece by piece so it sits below the deck. I think your boat signifies the times that have passed but also shows that you will cope in the times to come cxx