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still got that low-self esteem but i'm doing better. loser kind of territory.

[larpcelsyd]

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[missingonpurpose]

06/25/2026 9:18pm

[larpcelsyd]

It's been such a wild and anxious 2 months so far (as expected for June and July the months born and created in hell for my personal torment) and thankfully, We Need To Talk About Kevin has been carrying me through it all. fucking love this book.

[larpcelsyd]

also adding on to this: my weird fixation for sociopathy and it's effects. Kevin is your typical evil sociopath!!! Archetype, but it is good enough for me to re-visit some of those typical signs they tell you all about on cheesy shows or fear-mongering reddit posts (granted this isin't the most interesting part of the book, and it always irks me when people only potray characters with personality disorders as strictly evil, furthering the harmfull agenda that all socios/BPD's/Narcissists are inherently and purely evil. When that actually is far from the truth. But i'm not going to go on a tangent about that.) but i can't help but think, more than once as i was reading, that Eva also has her own clear issues aswell and that Kevin didin't magically come out "like that" from thin air. I know that it might still be under research but the concept of personality disorders being inherited makes a lot of sense to me. especially in complicated if not, downright toxic son-mother relationships. (including the rest of the variants) Sometimes i shove all the morally bad away and can't help but find Kevin's personality charming, as if, a part of him could of been genuinely interesting if he only was raised in a family that actually cared about his mental health (and didin't shove Eva's issues, as the mother, under the bus by her equally incompetent husband. Yes i fucking hate Franklin i hope that's obvious.) maybe if Kevin was given the right attention and if Eva could of fully understood his son better, things would of turned out different.. wildly different. I can't help but notice that in the book. How nowhere it is found a moment within Eva's and Kevin's life where she considers actually getting herself and her son help. That maybe instead of treating Kevin as inherently evil and herself with more grace, she would of realized that nothing else is fixing this relationship but a professional's advice on how to tackle mental illness/PD's. Hell, get a diagnosis while at it.

I also want to note that Eva is wealthy. She's rich. She has all the means to afford herself and Kevin the best healthcare. Yet she never considers it, drawing out her biggest flaw, that being her perfectionism. (Which later on Kevin also inherits in his own way.) It's gnawing at me how Eva can tell Kevin is just like her, a full-blown mirror of all the things "wrong" with her and she still chose not to do anything about it. To keep rustling the issue under the rug. I still sympathize with her however, how couldn't you? with such an idiot of a husband. But at the same time, she was nowhere near the best mother (because perfection, in parenthood, is simply impossible to achieve.) she could have try to be for Kevin. Instead choosing to minimize the abuse she imposes on him everytime she hits him or berrates him.

Truly, such a sick and twisted relationship and bond, and i can't get enough of it. I can go on and on about how i think things could of been better but, as they both are, they are already one of my favorite morbid tropes. That psychological horror and anguish, the playing with eachother's brains and reactions. Kevin and Eva knowing what each of them sets them off. Like i said, this book finds it hard to beat the "emotionally incestous" allegations but that simply is what makes it better to me. As a freak, ofcourse LMFAO.

[nicoledollanganger]

i’m looking for a romantic way to say i hope you think about me when you masturbate sometimes

[larpcelsyd]

It's been such a wild and anxious 2 months so far (as expected for June and July the months born and created in hell for my personal torment) and thankfully, We Need To Talk About Kevin has been carrying me through it all. fucking love this book.

[idkwhattoputbroo]

canon life events:

birth

some bullshit

death

[koiagain]

it should be illegal for people to be in the kitchen at the same time as me

[02vin]

12-31-2022, 10 AM

[bandalbitch]

im sorry that was a bad joke. i can kill myself if you want

[koiagain]

woewwwww your deleted messages Do not make me anxious at all because i am a normal person with a regulated nervous system ❤️❤️❤️❤️🙏😊😊😊

[bunnygirlsephi]

everyday i log onto tumblr dot com and post bullshit nothing burger

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[archivearchangelica]

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