a terrifying presence has entered the room...

[latexhouse]

hi to you. this is where we reblog fundraisers since we have the most followers here. we are most active on @malakhware (main) and @reformedhellraiser (host-subsys' blog) — if we otherwise interact with you on those blogs (or other sideblogs) you will see likes coming from this one.

[stemmonade]

Support a Black Disabled Couple for Disability Pride Month

(id in alt text, DO NOT TAG UNLESS FOR ACCESSIBILITY REASONS!!)

new monthly post for disability pride month (aka wrath month)! our situation largely has not changed. we are both in between jobs and rent has gone up in addition to still having many expenses we cannot afford. my wife's links and my pay links are available for folks to donate; we also have a shared patreon that covers our biggest utility bill, and a ko-fi for folks who prefer that. lastly, we have a registry of items that would improve our quality of life!! reblogs and donations help so so much and are crucial to our survival. please chip in if you can.

[stemmonade]

7/26/26

$110.10/$1252.24 (due 8/1)

i dont know how else i can stress that we need fucking donations. we still have bills we have to pay and we still have to eat, and until one of us is employed and being paid we have to dip into rent funds to cover those expenses and we NEED PEOPLE TO BE DONATING CONSISTENTLY. we have exhausted all of our other options. we need people to stop watching us suffer and fucking HELP.

my wife's links | my pay link options (Leave a house emoji in payment note so i can set aside rent funds!!)

[hmc]

heyyyy so. a week ago my family experienced a somewhat unexpected tragedy and because of it i'm having to move back in with my parents pretty suddenly. the problem is that i do not have a driver's license or a car yet, and they live an hour away from my current job-- meaning i can't really work at all while i'm moving.

i don't really have much in the way of savings, but i'm still going to have bills and other pre-existing financial obligations to take care of during this transitional period. i AM going to be getting my license as soon as possible, and there IS a car lined up for me, but there's still a process for both and i don't have any way to commute to a job in the mean time.

i did the math on what i'll need to cover at LEAST to the end of august, and set up a k0-fi goal for it (linked below). anything at all helps, even if the only thing you can do is share. thank you so much in advance!

CURRENT GOAL: 552 / 1300

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[thelastwhimzy]

hi so my urostomy stoma has a bunch of irritation due to an adhesive reaction and i need medication to treat it! just used my last $35 on medical supplies and have $2 in my bank account now so i need help with it. would appreciate it v much 🫶🏽

ppal

cshapp

kof1

[thelastwhimzy]

if i could get food today it would be great also. unfortunately i can not cook in my current state

[thelastwhimzy]

also just realized im out of my bath wipes. i need them and im about to mcfreaking lose it bc they're like 50 fucking buckaroos. AND i need to uber to walmart to retrieve the $ my dad sent me too. fuckkkk

[thelastwhimzy]

if i could just get to walmart i could use what i picked up for the bathwipes and stoma supplies. but i need $16 to get there

[thelastwhimzy]

ok yeah i only have one ostomy bag wafer left and its probably gonna fall off like the other ones. i cant leave the house without a urostomy bag on and i need $83 in supplies to get more bags delivered by tomorrow + the supplies needed to hopefully get rid of the irritation and help the bag stick. please ive been thru 10 bags in the last day and a half because they're not sticking and idk what to do 😭 i cant go out with a leaking / falling off urostomy bag because it'll just fall off and get pee EVERYWHERE and even with the money i cant get it delivered until tomorrow. i gotta eat today too 🥹

[thelastwhimzy]

im about to crash tf out lmao

[thelastwhimzy]

can i please get this before i go to sleep so i can order this stuff

[walidfamily3]

My children are at risk from rodents, scorpions, and highly dangerous insects—which proliferate in the summer heat—as our damaged tent can no longer protect them. 💔

We are suffering daily and urgently need the remaining £1,846 to secure a safer tent, as well as food and essential supplies for our children and family. Even a donation of £5 or £10 can make a difference.

£154 & £2,000

Donation link Go Fund Me 👈🏻 My story

Verified fundraiser - Verified

[walidfamily3]

I stay up all night watching over my children, fearing that any poisonous insects or rodents might approach them. Just a few days ago, my son was nearly stung by a scorpion while he slept. Please donate so I can repair the tent before it's too late. Even small donations will bring us closer to safety.💔😔

[walidfamily3]

Civilians were targeted today in the immediate vicinity of our tents. The war rages on, yet the world remains silent. We live in constant fear; our current tent is severely damaged and offers no protection against shrapnel, insects, or venomous creatures. We urgently need a new tent to provide a safer living space for our family and children. Please, do not ignore us; share our story and help us reach those who can support us. Every share can make a difference. 💔

Please, do not ignore this.

Donation link: Click here

[thelastwhimzy]

hi. im currently living in an abusive environment and its. bad. i had surgery awhile back and still have a huge wound that nearly spans into my intestines because it's taking a long time to heal and they didn't want to close me up. i had no choice but to move back here. my mom promised that she would help me with stuff while i recover but she yells at me every time i ask for help with anything and im not capable of doing any of it by myself without further injuring myself

i need help. i cant afford housing rn bc donos have been difficult and idk if i can get a caregiver but if i could at least get help with basic expenses like food and getting my phone activated and saving up for if (when lbr) i need a quick escape i would really appreciate it

love you all. sorry i keep getting into these situations - just really hard to stay stable and housed when you're severely disabled without irl support

ppal | vmo (using my friends rn, locked out of mine possibly permanently) | cshapp | kof1

[moorock]

Hi everyone. I am a long-time chronic homeless trans woman in my mid-30s. I have serious cognitive disabilities and have never in my life held a paying job for even a short time. It isn't funny or fun to me, UNFORCH.

At the end of the month I'm moving, and after the move I will have levels of medical access that I haven't seen in quite some time. I will be between four and six medications, for my HRT, ADHD, severe agoraphobia, and so on. I will also be pursuing dental work at least to the point of getting me out of pain if not yet able to comfortably eat, physiotherapy, and maybe some of psychotherapy.

Because I am a trans woman with immigration-related legal documentation issues, I have spent years being discriminated against by medical gatekeepers. This will no longer be a problem for me next month, but I am still potentially looking at a medication budget of like $100 a month without even getting into all the service stuff I need.

Due to discrimination as a transitioning teenager I was not able to finish high school and this has compounded a lot of my other life problems. Once I am housing-stable and capable of functioning in the real world (which I don't think will take more than a couple months, tbh) I'm going to be pursuing a university education.

This all sounds like it would be super expensive but fortunately I am soon to be in a country these things are not free, but not particularly expensive either, and I am not expecting intense institutional barriers other than the financial ones of having so many of these expenses adding up. But it is an expense. You understand.

$2000 will put me in a great position to do all of this while $1000 will get the ball rolling and every bit between here and there helps as well.

Please shovel money at me I am not really able to be humble about this right now.

[royharperstits]

PLEASE HELP ME AND MY SISTER OUT WITH RENT IT IS DUE AUGUST 1ST

I don’t even know what to say except that we’re struggling hardcore with money. I know august 1st is coming up quick and I’m sorry I literally just now made this post but we need help desperately. We can’t move back home to our mother. Just please please d*nate if u can and/or share. Thank u so much for listening.

PayPal: @ electrosw00sh

Venmo: @ Eva-Rush-2

[naggingatlas]

help a suicidal schizophrenic get through the month

hi im yasha and i hate to ebeg again but ive been feeling awful just awful because of the pressure from my family and financial struggle and other things. i can barely get out of bed. i stopped answering their calls but im afraid the little support i have from them is gonna stop bc of it im extremely paranoid and sad 24/7 and university is coming up. im really scared all the time. im scared i wont be able to make enough to last me through the winter. ive been trying to save up but i always need more for medical visits and medicine. i dont know what else to do. at minimum i need around 300€ to get through the month.

paypal is [email protected]

i still offer commissions that you can browse on my ko-fi. i decided i wont be raising the prices for a while. contact me here or on ko-fi to inquire

Support yasha 💐

Support yasha 💐

[naggingatlas]

thank you for the 10€! please please keep this going

[furiousfinnstan]

hello i need 85$, 20 for my sister's blood work she's doing on monday and the rest is food,neuroforte,pads,painkillers etc etc and im wanna get them this weekend

paypal and kofi @ ninandrej

[octobergurl]

hi could i have some help paying for my phone bill, as well as some extra money for food at work tmrw ? ik everyone is struggling rn so rly any amount helps. tysm !

$0/$70

cshpp (preferred)

pyp

vnmo

[catgirlcowboy]

can anyone please dono and help me get out of the red, i have been stagnant and things are just getting worse

comms are open, work is slow.

cshapp: $shinybynature

ppl: [email protected]

[catgirlcowboy]

im literaly begging lol

[catgirlcowboy]

So im -55 now, I have a phone bill thats 40 coming up, I need new glasses which are like 60-70 dollars bc my eyesight is declining without them, & I need life things atm like sheets, underwear, new shoes bc mine are VERY worn, & i have credit card stuff going on

i have appt with DOR in august so im pretty much stuck until then.

throne link if anyone wants to help me buy stuff

[catgirlcowboy]

Out of the red ty sm, pls keep boosting!!

[catgirlcowboy]

Tryna get some stuff not covered by ebt! pls consider donating, temp goal is 50, i have comms still open too w 5/7 slots open on kofi :3

[transgenders]

(past: cf1 cf2) dont ignore, leaving me to fend for myself in a dangerous & impossible situation. current goals: $40 July 20th. $871.82 & $41 July 24th. $70-$100 asap. INFO UNDER THE READ MORE. HELP ME IF YOU ARE ABLE.

ca vn kofi bmac gfm throne paylinks

goals are for debt repymts/credit card repayments. the asap goal is for litter, toiletries & any other necessities needed (including taxes/fees & tip for delivery).

past crowdfunds which are linked above have info & proof if u need as well as my carrd lists bills i have to cover.

im drowning, i don't know how else to cry out. i have debt & bills to pay. cultists to keep off my back. a cat thats so low on litter its a health hazard. dont assume ill magically be ok, if i dont get help in time things will get worse. the more my situation is ignored, the more likely i will eventually die &/or become homeless.

i cant catch up long enough to be able to do much of anything and every fucking day where i live is an abuse rollercoaster. no one's hiring me. ive been isolated away from public resources. im being pushed into more debt the longer it takes to pay everything back.

selling my own belongings is taking forever as i cant ship shit and must rely on lowballing locals around me. my disabilities & my situation make it nigh impossible to focus or create in terms of art/commissions because im not a statue and everything is affecting me as every day things escalate to life or death.

all meanwhile i have to be extra careful to not expose too much of any type of information online or i endanger myself further as stalkers and harassers are determined to have my head on a pike for the crime of being stuck under severe abuse my whole life without proper means to escape.

i appreciate my current friends mutuals and everyone else for helping when they can but im stuck bc when i show my appreciation in my posts Everytime outsiders decide that means im good on everything forever now! which is not ever true, at least thus far! i still massively need help i just like saying thank you!

sorry this is so disjointed im in tears and so stressed writing this trying to prepare myself for the hell i have to go through today especially. im so tired of struggling and nothing seems to work on my end i want out so bad but this cult and debt have me stuck while others try to paint me as deserving of all this bc they find me cringe or bc they cant understand my type of situation so to them it Must be fake.

im slowly but surely dying here and im so tired of ignoring that Fact while i continue to waste away for the sake of others. the harsh truth of the matter is this road leads to death when i can't get help, a job, use any disability aids, have to walk to get anywhere in blistering heat, dont get to eat constantly, barely have any privacy, cant say anything considered as the wrong thing or step out of line in the slightest. so i apologize when i dont know what to fucking do from here!

and i havent even mentioned in this post yet how they keep me coked up either.

so please, please. anything helps but i can't keep going days and days with only or mostly notes to show on these posts.

and Again im sorry this is deliriously cobbled together in a rush. contemplating suicide all fucking morning hasnt left me in the best headspace either.

[transgenders]

Please Help. $214.14 still due tomorrow July 24th at 8am PST my time. ive also been braving the heatwave outside everyday. so i rly need to pay all borrow off ideally so im not always on the backfoot while trying to stay hydrated, fed & alive. appreciate everything dearly.

[lingeringspirits]

[previous post including rent ledger from 06/01]

we didn't receive enough help with rent so i was only able to put in a partial payment. my bank account is in the negatives now. utility bill later this month. still falling behind on owed rent too. monthly rent is now $1,097.

for this disability pride month, please consider providing a disabled lesbian couple some reprieve from the sisyphean treadmill of bills and back rent, pretty please <3

ppal | vm | ca | ko-fi

[lingeringspirits]

okay negative balance has been fixed thanks to friends, thank you so so much!! <3

we're a couple dollars away from having enough for the utilities bill.

job onboarding is still stalled so continued help with keeping up with rent and paying off back rent would be greatly appreciated, it's going to take us a while to catch up on our own. thank you again.

[lingeringspirits]

help with rent still needed!! $1,097 needed by aug 1

[lingeringspirits]

42 / 1097

my wife's paycheck isn't until the 30th, we will not be able to cover rent on our own since it's only part time hours.

and she has an overdue phone bill meaning her service has been shut off and it's DANGEROUS with the late night shifts she's been assigned to, especially as a trans woman working downtown. please click the link for her pay info.

please continue helping with rent as well!!

[lingeringspirits]

122 / 1097

[lingeringspirits]

no change, 10 days left

stuck in the 'getting to and from work is eating up the paycheck' stage of being newly employed, please continue helping us meet rent

[thelastwhimzy]

hi. im currently living in an abusive environment and its. bad. i had surgery awhile back and still have a huge wound that nearly spans into my intestines because it's taking a long time to heal and they didn't want to close me up. i had no choice but to move back here. my mom promised that she would help me with stuff while i recover but she yells at me every time i ask for help with anything and im not capable of doing any of it by myself without further injuring myself

i need help. i cant afford housing rn bc donos have been difficult and idk if i can get a caregiver but if i could at least get help with basic expenses like food and getting my phone activated and saving up for if (when lbr) i need a quick escape i would really appreciate it

love you all. sorry i keep getting into these situations - just really hard to stay stable and housed when you're severely disabled without irl support

ppal | vmo (using my friends rn, locked out of mine possibly permanently) | cshapp | kof1

[thelastwhimzy]

hi. my mom lost like. all of my urostomy bags. i need to buy more - mine is literally falling off so like yeah

ppal

cshapp

(lockee out of vmo rn)

[thelastwhimzy]

got them thank you. can i get some help with food too please

[thelastwhimzy]

there's not even anything i can drink here and my mom keeps the house at 89 degrees. i dont want to end up in the hospital for dehydration pls

[thelastwhimzy]

i also need a fan. bc she keeps it at 89 degrees and i have severe heat intolerance and she won't let me use either of the two fans she has bc she has hot flashes

[thelastwhimzy]

yeah she's refusing to let me use my old phone to try and activate my new one. im gonna need to get a new number. its like $80 to get a new sim kit and activate a new account. sorry. i just need access to a phone to keep in contact with my care team and rn i cant do that. its really stressing me out!

[chateaudilf]

re: the unhoused's need for water post I just reblogged

i don't like talking about this too much just because of the risk of being too visible but I'm part of a group that does homeless outreach, going to different encampments to pass out supplies.

i won't lie, it's been brutal as of late with ICE meaning increased police presence. this has meant the destruction of encampments during the heatwave, with the increased need for certain supplies both because of the weather and an uptick in homelessness in the area in general. i'm trying to clear making an amazon wishlist with other members, but we need

WATER. this is the number one thing, we've had people reject all the other stuff we give in the packs and just take water.

clothes for the hot day and cool nights

bug spray (the real fucking stuff, there are ticks where we are)

sunscreen

aloe vera for burns

electrolytes for hydration

high-energy snacks/treats

we also have a consistent need for:

blankets

sleeping bags

tents

shoes, any and all size

canned goods with poptops

I'd like to raise a bit of money on here, I'm happy to post receipts once we reach a certain point of what is bought. I want to get a bunch of water cases from walmart first though so that we are stocked up on water throughout the rest of the brutal summer and can give multiple out at a time. so the initial goal is 40, but I'd ideally like to keep the push for donations going until the end of july

C**h*pp: $apneusis

Vnmo: @dankovskyposting

PPl: mtipton

0/40

[chateaudilf]

55/40!!!!!!!

We did it! I've uploaded the receipt here

We still need more electrolyte packs though. They come in packs of 12, and with the funds, I was able to snag two boxes. We'll see during outreach day what the actual demand for them is, but I predict it will be high.

Please keep sharing!