L'eau. @lau-anne - Tumblr Blog

so it’s a wednesday night in july and you’re at home and you’ve showered and you’ve masturbated and you’ve gnawed at the inside of your mouth and you’ve eaten and washed the dishes and fixed a corner of the fitted sheet on your bed and texted your grandmother and thought positive thoughts and still the feeling comes. what then

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Wei Ying tells me about resurrection - Natalie Wee (Beast at Every Threshold)

[Image ID a poem entitled ‘WEI YING TELLS ME ABOUT RESURRECTION’ that reads: I fell into a graveyard & crawled out a ghost. I was a relic of an age / no grace could touch, I slept in the underworld so I wouldn't look /at my fists. Daughter, you too reached the day through a blade / of light. In another life, you spend months bent over bins / doggedly chewing whatever kindness survives a stranger's hands / & the year prior kneeling before a boy who knows the rift / between a life measured in government paper & disappearing / is how quietly you scream inside the smallest hour. We own nothing /but our ends. I am no prophet, but know this: any devil / worth their salt swears fealty to blood alone, / knowing hurt, like any animal, lives only to bury itself / in the heat of its truest grief. In place of my human face / I stride into a veil of killing season. Because I was a bride / to violence, I kissed every crime I could name & smithed a halo / of their architects. Anything can be a weapon in the right clutch. / When a man next raises his fist, unhinge your jaw & retch / the knife that skeletons you. Child, be ruthless. Be cut / throat. In all of eternity, you learn there is no forgiveness / to be crowned with. A joke I was once told goes, I didn't choose / this life, this life chose me. Fuck that. Choose a hell / of your own making over the hell that unmakes you, Flower / a garden of rage & eat & eat & eat. :End ID]

lau-anne

#giphy

i miss wearing t-shirt and reading 4 books a week. and wifi in parks and no stress about that easy thing called life

#cuba on film

latte on top on the world

through the ring

lau-anne

I crave for love right now. Kind of love without compromise, ego or shit like that. Love with eyes, smile, laughs and stupid but original ideas. I crave for long night smoking weed or hand rolled cigarettes and be completly high together and talking about how fucked the human brain is while painting on the floor. I crave for early mornings with coffee, cuddles and meditation. I crave for shared creations. I crave for spontaneous road trips. I crave for discret looks in class because school is fucked and stupid. I crave for love. And I crave for hapinness.

lau-anne

same feeling, even after a year

lau-anne

the day after i re-blog this, i started dating a boy i had a crush on for over a year and a half. manifestation is real..

#manifestation #law of attraction

A walk in the neighborhood on a sunday afternoon

i went to a music festival 2 weeks ago, we were staying in my westfalia parked in my parent's friend's driveway. we left a little letter in the mail box before leaving.

lau-anne

I crave for love right now. Kind of love without compromise, ego or shit like that. Love with eyes, smile, laughs and stupid but original ideas. I crave for long night smoking weed or hand rolled cigarettes and be completly high together and talking about how fucked the human brain is while painting on the floor. I crave for early mornings with coffee, cuddles and meditation. I crave for shared creations. I crave for spontaneous road trips. I crave for discret looks in class because school is fucked and stupid. I crave for love. And I crave for hapinness.

lau-anne

same feeling, even after a year