Does anyone else wake up in the morning and just think I really want to die.
It sucks, today already feels too long when I've just opened my eyes.

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Does anyone else wake up in the morning and just think I really want to die.
It sucks, today already feels too long when I've just opened my eyes.
Mannn, I'm such a fat b**ch now I can't even deal. 😭
ED voice screaming at me, brain fully committed to relapse. God I hate myself and my body.
I feel like all I've done this month is binge and Purge. I feel disgusting, I look massive. I have a holiday in 2 weeks with a hot tub and I need to not feel this way. I'm restricting again as of today if my mind can bloody get in the zone and allow it. I literally can't be bothered to study or work or do anything because what's the point in being successful if I'm fat.
Help me :(
me: is shaking cause fasting
also me: energy drink will fix that
*shaking intensities*
me: the risk i took was calculated, i am however bad at math
Hahaha relatable
“I am full of suicides, of rotting corpses, of brittle skeletons, infecting the living parts of me. I am dead, though I do not die.”
— Emilie Autumn, from The Asylum for Wayward Victorian Girls
Be you but remember 👆
"fuck my eating disorder" i say, as i binge on everything in the kitchen as if that isn’t. a part of. my disorder
This 🤦🏻♀️😭 FML
TW- meanspo
To me
You are absolutely disgusting, how can you keep stuffing your fat face. Look at your thighs growing before your eyes, your massive backside. You can't even do anorexia right. Wtf is wrong with you. Do better, be better, pay for it today.
I know this is messed up. But this is what my thoughts are telling me today.
It is a blessing I am able to read people and help others. But the curse is I am unable to help myself. Right now my sensitive and broken soul is torturing me so much that I am breaking my body. Through restriction and laxatives and purging my body is as broken as my sensitive mind. I'm in a really dark place right now and struggling to sleep.
Gained weight since this.
I want to see my bones again.
i want to be the skinniest person in the room
Awesome art 🖤
Me: *feels any slight frustration/negative emotion *
My brain: I’m gonna fucking starve for the rest of my life.
The day after the night before. Post binge.
A night of pain and stomach issues. I hate myself so much and feel so huge.
I need to get back on track. I need a new body. Today is my day.
600kcal of clean food.
Fingers crossed.
Any tips?!
#@n0rexia #ed #TW #eatingdisorder #pr0 @n@ #an0rex!a #th!nspo #diet #low kcal #mentalhealth #hunger