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Does anyone else wake up in the morning and just think I really want to die.

It sucks, today already feels too long when I've just opened my eyes.

Mannn, I'm such a fat b**ch now I can't even deal. 😭

ED voice screaming at me, brain fully committed to relapse. God I hate myself and my body.

#anor3x1a #eating problems #ed ana #thinner is better #tw ed relapse #restrictive ed #bulimima

I feel like all I've done this month is binge and Purge. I feel disgusting, I look massive. I have a holiday in 2 weeks with a hot tub and I need to not feel this way. I'm restricting again as of today if my mind can bloody get in the zone and allow it. I literally can't be bothered to study or work or do anything because what's the point in being successful if I'm fat.

Help me :(

#ed mia #eating problems #anor3x1a #i want to be th1n #thinner is better

failed-apple

me: is shaking cause fasting

also me: energy drink will fix that

*shaking intensities*

me: the risk i took was calculated, i am however bad at math

lavendermoonelf

Hahaha relatable

virginiewoolf

“I am full of suicides, of rotting corpses, of brittle skeletons, infecting the living parts of me. I am dead, though I do not die.”

— Emilie Autumn, from The Asylum for Wayward Victorian Girls

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Be you but remember 👆

#abuse recovery #childhood #recovery

delph1e

"fuck my eating disorder" i say, as i binge on everything in the kitchen as if that isn’t. a part of. my disorder

lavendermoonelf

This 🤦🏻‍♀️😭 FML

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To me

You are absolutely disgusting, how can you keep stuffing your fat face. Look at your thighs growing before your eyes, your massive backside. You can't even do anorexia right. Wtf is wrong with you. Do better, be better, pay for it today.

I know this is messed up. But this is what my thoughts are telling me today.

#eating problems #i want to be th1n #anor3x1a #ed ana #skinnnny #thinner is better #tw ana related #restrictive ed #fatty

disturbedlolita

konoko

It is a blessing I am able to read people and help others. But the curse is I am unable to help myself. Right now my sensitive and broken soul is torturing me so much that I am breaking my body. Through restriction and laxatives and purging my body is as broken as my sensitive mind. I'm in a really dark place right now and struggling to sleep.