Lavender

Just a lesbian who hates herself. 18+ men and minors dni, usually rlly drunk or high. im eighteen guys

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I need something lesbian to happen to me its actually causing me pain 😔

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I genuinely need a woman to be obsessed with me. I need the possessiveness its actually such a turn on.

Like yes I'm only yours only you can make me feel this way. Only you can have access to me and make sure everyone knows it I'm all yours. I'll be good and do whatever you want

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Took a dab for the first time last night without knowing what it was and was not prepared for that shit. Luckily I had one of my close friends and my cousin with me to like help me through it 😭🙏

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Ugh the way I just crave for a woman to hold me and play with my hair is actually driving me insane. Like I want a woman to tell me how pretty I am while I admire how pretty she is

Oh but I need her to hate me, absolutely despise me while telling me how pretty I am. I'd get mixed messages while she looks at me as though I'm worthless to her but holds me so gently as if i'd break from a small bit of mistreatment. Because I don't deserve her touch or love but despite finding me repulsive she still treats me like glass that only she can crack