Fuck Normality

traveling the world is my dream, escaping reality.

[layoutanddream]

brother

My hero without a cape 

somehow broke and lost his way

find your path we will walk together

I miss you more and I’ll stop never

without your help I won’t survive

I fight each day just to thrive 

a siblings bond will last forever 

if you were here I’d feel much better

this journey dragging till I’m blue in the face

but I’ll still be here everyday 

you’ve missed so much 

so please come home

I just don’t want to be alone

[courtneywirthit]

[nickjosephphoto]

[layoutanddream]

A penny for my thoughts;

I am one of the many in my generation you refer to as “millennial” and I am just as lost as you think. But what you don’t know is the thrill of being lost is keeping me alive. When I take each breath my heart beats faster, waiting for the rush of the pain. My generation, this generation is lost for cause. We are the kids the unimaginable happened to and the pain was too much so we repressed to forget. Now you pass your judgments and stares but you helped caused this, we didn’t raise ourselves. Don’t you see you played a hand in this game?

I was raised to believe in the good of the world, believe it’s the truth until proven it’s a lie. My first real move in this life was a move off a tall cliff left only to fall far, far down flat onto my face. While lying on the ground staring up at the pretty successful world going on around me I realized no one was coming to help me, no one would hop down to brush off my shoulder and tell me to keep my chin up. So I peeled myself off the ground and slowly began to pick up the pieces my life shattered into when I hit the bottom.

I don’t know what I want or who I want to be, all I know is a want to succeed and be happy. I would honestly just settle for happy at this point. I lost myself a while back but the journey to finding who I truly want to be is just another piece in this puzzle. When it’s complete it will be a masterpiece featuring my name, my life, and my thoughts.

[wanderlise]

[oddorch]

[wenchyfloozymoo]

[insane---world]

[layoutanddream]

what do you want?

Its morning once again and I look over to see you sleeping soundly next to me. I pause for a moment to study your every detail, and then fall into a deep stare when I get caught up in your perfection. The single glance has now turned into an hour, an hour of getting lost in your beauty. When the hour passes I stand back to look at not you and your perfection but instead, us and our dysfunction. And I begin to once again fall into the deep depression that only your love can pull me out of. But everyday I’m reminded of the other girls all waiting to take you. I wonder every day how long until you won’t see them, I spend every waking moment pleading just to be them. I want to be new to you; I want to be interesting again. I wonder how long until you see me, I wonder if that day will ever come. Two years in and I’m still not the only one. What else am I left to do? I stand by your side and continue to ignore the problems that lay ahead of me. When I think of my life without you, I lose my breath. But I regain it eventually. I know I would be okay without you one day, but I know I could be so much better with you. I’m just not sure that’s what you want anymore.

[layoutanddream]

loyalty.

Does true love exist? How do you even know that this thing, true love, that you’ve been fighting for your whole life even exists? I personally have grown to lose my faith in the existence of true love. For me, true love is an idea plumped up by movies and greeting card writers used to jerk your emotions and sell more. It’s like, Valentine’s Day, or the Easter bunny, love simply does not exist. As I stated I have grown into this disbelief of love. I was once too a girl with the dream of prince whisking her away and making her dreams come true. But as I begin to meet more people who claim to be in love, my faith in the idea continues to diminish. The complete betrayal of someone you are in love with should actually be impossible, I believe that if you truly love someone your faith will never waver. I believe that a wondering eye is a wondering thought, followed by a wondering action, that will end in the “love of your life” wondering why. I live by that rule. But I am also a firm believer in commitment, when I have committed to someone I don’t waver no matter what the thought, or action. I believe people make mistakes, and mistakes can just be that, a mistake. I believe that people can grow and move on and survive past cheating but only if that person wants to, and only if the love is real. I believe in loyalty. To me, complete and udder loyalty to another human being is greater than the idea of love. Love can leave, love can love, but love can also hurt like hell. Loyalty is different; loyalty is giving your everything to someone and receiving their everything back. Its knowing that when the whole world turns against you, that one person you are loyal to, they will be there. Loyalty is bigger than love, love may want to waver but loyalty never will.

[ohh-c0mely]

[thedeathofcool]

[d-a-l-t-o-n-i-s-m-o]

[dorkyball]

[thecraziethewizard]

[difficult]

I got lost in her eyes, and I hope I never find myself because honestly being lost never felt so right.

Miguel Sousa (via difficult)

[love-personal]