The most beautiful loser

Hi! I'm Lazarus Rose, she/her, SPN fangirl, Destiel shipper and fic writer, super queer. You can hunt me down on AO3 as LazarusRose

[mugenmegami]

1944!Dean 🩵

Ofc I had to draw Dean in his 1944 outfit, being a massive fan of everything vintage, this episode was amazing for me! (Also did you notice that Chronos' wife's name was Lila! 🥰)

[mori771]

전에 리블로그했던 포스팅 강좌보고 따라해봄!! 

크큭..흐콰한다..!!

[argido]

[synthfagz]

"if yr stabbed dont take the knife out" okay so thats basiclaly cockwarming

[bilesandthesourwolf]

i can never leave this place

[niceworkhuggybear]

BIG SOFTIES

[s7ar3s]

Cas as promised (never said it would b happy)

🫵🙁

I love destiel it’s real I promise they love each other 🙁❤️

[foolondahill17]

12. Playlist

[lazarrusrising]

Every Episode of Supernatural: 84/327

5x02 Good God Y'all, Castiel pt2

CASTIEL I'm gonna find God.

[burgerfiend]

we can play boyfriend-girlfriend like we used to?

insp. Fangoria (no. 286) September, 2009

[burgerfiend]

pretty thing u only see once for five mins at 5am at a random gas station neither of u will ever visit again, adding on a six pack for his old man to his fifty bucks on pump five

[j4miii33]

more details of my artwork on lazarus rising..

[vhscowboys]

‘Trouble on the Horizon’

Officially part way through season 3, slow going, but I’m totally hooked — gotta say I’m having a blast coming up with new art ideas and bringing them to life. I’ve never been so inspired to create I can’t even lie, getting to inject so much visual symbolism is a dream…

[hymaziie]

He’s not a human.

[virginbandliker]

can't stop thinking about the winchester wearing a new color flannel every episode

[katteens]

[almaasi]

#LOOK AT DEANS PUPILS DILATE FFS DEAD JENSEN THAT IS SOME NEXT LEVEL SHIT DESTIEL COCKLES WHO THE FUCK KNOWS (via @askewbluetie)

[1940sdeancas]

taste the rainbow

[telarti]

You can’t fake pupil dilation. And you know nobody’s playing with the lighting to make them dilate (what would be the point, from a production point of view?). This is 100% natural reaction. Destiel? Cockles? Both? The world may never know…

[ghuune-deactivated20160412]

MISHA TOO MISHA TOO

Ummm. S'gotta be Cockles. You can’t *act* pupil dilation either. Go try it. I’ll wait.

Signed: A girl with acquired Horner’s syndrome (go Google it) who has spent too much time staring at her pupils and thinking about how they act.

[almaasi]

for anyone who doesn’t already know, if your pupils dilate when you look at someone it’s most likely a sign of interest / attraction / arousal (take your pick).

I’m going to talk about Jensen’s pupil dilation for a second, because it’s incredibly obvious compared to whatever Misha’s eyes are doing.

let’s say controlled pupil dilation was possible. Jensen would probably attempt to conquer that ability for the sake of acting better. he’s all about the subtleties. we know that about his acting.

so if Jensen did indeed have impossible eye-controlling superpowers, I have a question. why would Jensen make a point of using that power to show Dean as attracted to Cas? let me list the reasons. 1. he was consciously playing Dean as bisexual, 2. he was invested in Destiel as a romantic relationship from the get-go, 3. both of the above. (of course, this is assuming that he dilated his pupils ~on purpose~.)

the thing is, though, over the years hundreds of actors and actresses came and went, playing other characters who interact with Dean, and Jensen didn’t bother to use this fantastic pupil-dilating power each time Dean was attracted to someone. so what made Misha different? was it that he’d be sticking around, and it was worth putting in the effort? nope. the writers hadn’t even planned on bringing Cas back after the first three episodes of season 4. Misha was supposed to be on set for a few weeks and then he’d be gone. at the time Jensen and Misha met, not expecting it to last, Jensen couldn’t have been deeply invested in Destiel as a future relationship – certainly not enough to care whether or not his goddamn pupils were dilated. this gifset is from the second episode they had together.

sure, Jensen could’ve been going for “the pushy angel turns Dean on”; end of story. whether he played that consciously or not, that’s what became canon. Dean is totally into Cas, hooray! nobody is surprised.

but c’mon, let’s face it. those aren’t magical eye-controlling superpowers. nothing’s happening to the lights to make Jensen’s pupils expand. it’s definitely not CGI. above all: Jensen’s not dilating his pupils on purpose. what you’re looking at is not singularly Dean’s attraction to Cas. you’re seeing Jensen’s attraction to Misha too. these dorks just met two weeks ago (8 days filming each episode), and Jensen is already hopelessly gone on Misha.

in conclusion, this is straight-up Cockles.

[thejukeboxzero]

Clearing our my files and finding these idiots-

They need to get a room.

[strawlessandbraless]

I just think tha- [gunshot]

[szlez-re]