Its crazy I'm still here at all it all seems so silly in hindsight, what was I thinking? I'm working really hard now, I love school, I love my friends and I love my lover so much In a few weeks I get my first license to work on aircrafts, and it's fucking unbelievable that after letting my dream of piloting go I'm on track to work in aviation with an (arguably) more advanced set of skills. I am so proud of myself. I am so happy to be here. I'm not sure why I'm posting here but I find myself often reflecting on my teenage/young adult years at the ripe old age of 25.
Theres still anger, so much resentment towards how I was treated. Theres so much more love now though, more peace.





















