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[dailywomen]

You have to treat yourself. Life is too short to deprive yourself of things. 

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The 100 aesthetic: Lexa and Costia 

I lost someone special to me, too. Her name was Costia. She was captured by the ice nation, whose queen believed she knew my secrets. Because she was mine… they tortured her, killed her, cut off her head. I’m sorry. I thought I’d never get over the pain, but I did. How? By recognizing it for what it is… weakness.

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I love you, I love you, in this life and all the others I’ll love you.

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#otp: artistic left titty

[leksacostia]

"I didn’t even get to say goodbye.” AU where Leksa dies during the conclave and her body is brought back to her room. Costia is notified of Leksa's passing and is asked if she would like to see her. Costia, shocked and devestated, walks to her room and enters, to sit by Leksa's side and say her final goodbyes to her first and only love.

[leksacostia]

I lost someone special to me too...

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“will you betray her?” “never”

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lexa + costia

One day, you will stumble upon someone who will start a fire in you that cannot die. However, the saddest, most awful truth you will ever come to find–– is they are not always with whom we spend our lives

[leksacostia]

“You’ve changed,” Costia mumbled under her breath, not wanting Leksa to hear; but she did. Leksa’s face went blank, cold; not knowing what to say, but her expression saying it all. They just stood there in silence, looking at one another. That was until Costia quickly broke her gaze and looked towards the ground; her eyes were full of love, yearning for the girl standing before her. But the girl standing in front of her wasn’t the girl she once loved. "What have they turned you into?” Costia expressed, breaking the silence. “I don’t know what you mean, I haven’t turned into anything.” Leksa stressed as Costia became aware of her hostility.  “You’re not the girl who I once knew; the girl I met so many years ago, the girl who made me realize who I am. Where did she go?” Leksa turned her back and proceeded to walk away as Costia grabbed her arm to bring her in front of her. “You don’t seem to realize who I am Costia! I am the Commander! We can’t be the way we once were; we can’t go on as we once did! We are no longer those two innocent girls who would explore forests and sneak out to see each other; we are no longer those girls who wore their hearts on their sleeves.” Leksa stated. “Why aren't we those girls Leksa? We promised each other that nothing would change! To always be by each others' sides, to fight for each other. We are all we hav-” Leksa cut her off, “No Costia, you’re wrong. You are no longer all I have. You may be the most important person to me..." Costia smiled hearing these words. Leksa continued, "...but as I stated I am the Commander; I have to not only look out for you but for all of our people; every decision I make has an impact.” Costia’s face broke, and Leksa witnessed this. She knew that she just hurt her so deeply; like a knife to the heart. But what she spoke was the truth, and Leksa didn’t know what she could say to fix it. She placed her hand on Costia’s shoulder for a brief second and withdrew it just as quick as she turned around to leave Costia standing there alone, watching Leksa walk away from her; not knowing what was going to come of them.

[loveinanotherlifelove]

But then she came along, And brought out something, I haven’t seen in so long. (x)

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A song from Costia to Lexa!

Don’t be so hard onyourself, You weren’t always likethis. I know you have to pretend, That you’re heart is cold And your skin is thick. And where you are, Is where you’ve trained to be. It’s just so hard to watch over, Such a cruel leader when you where Such a kind lover to me.   But then she came along, And brought out something, I haven’t seen in so long.   She lights you up like I did. She makes you fight like I did, She makes you love like I did. She’s took your heart like I did, She’s took a part like I did, She’s fallen in love like I did. Only I can’t have you anymore.   And oh, how much you have changed, No longer the little grounder girl I knew. Oh, how far you’ve came, With thousands of our people counting on you. I remember our winter nights, We would watch the December sun. Yet here I am, a ghost by your eyes, Whilst you’re fighting guns with guns, Fighting the person you’ve become.   But then she came along, And brought out something in you, Something I hadn’t seen in so long.   She lights you up like I did, She makes you fight like I did, She makes you love like I did. She’s took your heart like I did, She’s took a part like I did, She’s fallen in love like I did. Only I can’t have you anymore.   I hear your prayers at night, You ask what I would do if I was there, What would I do? You can’t feel my hand on your shoulder, You can’t hear me whisper, I’m proud of you.   But she lights you up like I did, She makes you fight like I did, She makes you love like I did. She’s took your heart like I did, She’s took a part like I did, She’s fallen in love like I did.   Only I can’t have you anymore.

[lambocalypse]

just a tiny Costia

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Mockery is not the product of a strong mind, Leksa. | Whenever Lexa and Costia had a serious conversation Lexa would always try to lighten the mood with innuendos. inspired by @diswickedtonguesays’s ask.

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You’ll be the death of me, Leksa. “And you of me, Costia.”  | In which Costia recalls how terrified Lexa was and remembers how afraid she was for her too.

[ghorbanis]

Her name was Costia.

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Two times Costia was mentioned aka two times Lexa blamed herself.