being on social media (instagram specifically) following people i know irl is so nerve-racking when they have birthdays because i am absolutely horrible at gauging how close a friendship is. like even if you told me i was your Best Friend every single day first thing in the morning i would second guess. and that applies to all friendships and so it gets so scary to go about greeting someone. because do i make a story ?? do i greet them ?? do i just like their posts ?? would it be weird if i greeted them ?? would it be weird if i didnt?? would it be weird if i gave them a whole story ?? i just completely opted out of making bday stories but now that makes me feel like a nonchalant asshole I SWEAR I CARE I JUST CANT TELL IF WE’RE FRIENDS OR ACQUAINTANCES OR IF YOU SECRETLY HATE ME and i want to get off instagram except for some reason all my class’s announcements are there so i have no choice but to feel like this all the time
















