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@lesbian-danny-devito
very disorganized fandom-ish blog
i like planes! i don’t rly talk abt them on tumblr but they occupy a lot of my brain
autistic college student trying not to drop out. (update: i did for a semester ! but i’m tentatively back !)
pmdd posting
pjo/mob psycho/tlt/gc/iwtv/marvel brainrot
#lesbians for teruhashi
i relapsed again. tomorrow i turn 22. im working 14 hour days doing field work in utah and i feel so alone while so surrounded by people and i have no choice but to get up tomorrow morning and live my life while my thighs are burning red. i’m so tired of trying my hardest, of reaching out with no answer, of setting expectations too high for myself and others to fail to reach them. i have to put on a brave face for the next six weeks of work while i feel myself rotting from the inside. i’m so tired.
Learn to walk again
it’s been 5 months since my evil lesbian breakup and i’m still nowhere near healed. in order to keep up with daily life i haven’t really processed it. found out i got cheated on??? which i still haven’t wrapped my head around. she started being distant around october and i found out her current partner and her started talking while we were still together. officially broke up in november. i felt like it was my fault that she split on me (she has bpd) but i’m realizing it takes two to tango. i feel so alone, my roommates and friends still hang out with her and so it feels like the scab that keeps getting picked at.
Cruel to be kind 🥛
zosia starts being a little mean and carol immediately folds
month and a half long breakup left me so depressed i missed most of my assignments and classes and had a huge flare-up...... do not believe anyone that tells you dating women is easier.
i know i'll feel so much better without her in my life because she stopped trying with her bpd and was really, really awful to me but it's hard to see the light at the end of the tunnel. alas, it is for the best and i now know i can stand up to people that treat me like garbage and don't respect me :)
lesbian breakup so bad i attended church (im jewish)
i relapsed again
my mom stopped talking to me. the woman who helped raised me nearly got deported. my girlfriend is splitting. i'm running out of stamina and the only thing i can draw from is my own body. if i can't take my own life than i can at least chip away at it.
i am so tired. last year of university and i there isn't much left of me. there isn't anything left to do but cry. this is the time of year that i first tried to take my life and no one noticed my failed attempt all those years ago and now i'm sitting here again and no one noticed
i've decided i'm going to be happy. i started the day with an hour of no screentime and went for a walk. we're switching genres. starting right now i am no longer migraine-ridden until the next one comes, and every intrusive thought spiral will be Ignored. i just got out of a flare and i'm scared that the next one will land me so mentally in the dumps i will permanently make it so. also tiktok will only be open for a little bit today. let's see how long this sticks.
kickstarter to help me recover after getting scalped by this porn bot
i miss when tumblr was easy
living is debilitating. it's so hard to be in a relationship when my own issues and self hatred sometimes eclipse my ability to love my girlfriend. i see them once a week and even that is hard to do between texting every day, going to class, and managing my issues. i am exhausted all the time, i have chronic illness as do they (alongside a very serious mental health diagnosis that can make them unstable in their friendships and relationships). i vacillate between panic about our future and needing to give up and realizing it's okay on a hourly basis. i'm chronically burnt out and doing trauma therapy that makes me feel worse? and im working full time on top of being a student. and then i have a few good days and everything is fine again until it isn't and the back and forth and back and forth is exhausting. i'm sure in about 5 hours i'll read this and realize it was not that deep. ugh
update: i went on a walk to the farmer's market, took the cat on the walk, and had an honest text conversation with my girlfriend. still feeling very tired but so much better. life is not awful and evil actually it just kinda sucks!
Samalamadingdong
EDIT: tiny Sam pngs are in a reblog for all your needs
living is debilitating. it's so hard to be in a relationship when my own issues and self hatred sometimes eclipse my ability to love my girlfriend. i see them once a week and even that is hard to do between texting every day, going to class, and managing my issues. i am exhausted all the time, i have chronic illness as do they (alongside a very serious mental health diagnosis that can make them unstable in their friendships and relationships). i vacillate between panic about our future and needing to give up and realizing it's okay on a hourly basis. i'm chronically burnt out and doing trauma therapy that makes me feel worse? and im working full time on top of being a student. and then i have a few good days and everything is fine again until it isn't and the back and forth and back and forth is exhausting. i'm sure in about 5 hours i'll read this and realize it was not that deep. ugh
trying not to be miserable but i’m working from home with a migraine during the two weeks off from pmdd symptoms strike me down god please
i want to go on a walk and bake a cake and swim but my body hurts so bad
