ive been so busy i haven't even had time for talamasca thoughts but finally i do, and i can't stop thinking about jasper being really, really mean and Guy (not so secretly) loving it 😈
Specifically thinking of professor x student where Guy is Professor Jasper's best student but gets marked really harshly in an "effort to help him improve", so he's working harder and harder, spending more and more time after hours in his professor's office.
Jasper spends most of the time looking over Guy's shoulder, muttering snide little comments about his essays in his ear, practically cheek to cheek for how close he is. And Guy's so hot under the collar that he can barely breathe, but he tells himself it's only the pressure, it's only because he can't let Professor down. (And he's telling himself this even as he's shifting his laptop on his lap to try and hide the small bulge forming there)
So, of course, as he gets better and better, Jasper has to mark him down even more harshly, knock a few points here and there for the most menial things, just to keep Guy on his toes (and in his office at all hours of the day).
Then one day when he hands back a paper with a particular mean note, that as Jasper wrote it in blood-red ink twisted something inside of him to cruel satisfaction, Guy's looking up at him all bleary-eyed and rosy-cheeked like Tell me what else I need to do, Professor, and I'll do it. I'll do anything for you.
And unfortunately Jasper is a weak man, and a perv, when it comes to Guy Anatole, so how could he possibly stop himself from going full porno like Oh, well there's one thing you can do for me.
And he waits to see whether Guy will take the bait or whether it'll be too much and have Guy running off from him. But Guy's such a dutiful student, on his knees before Jasper even instrusts him to do so, and takes it all (along with all the nasty chides and feedback that he gives him, like a champ. No, no, open your eyes and look at me while you take it, that's better, suck your cheeks in more)
So now when Guy is not studying at Jasper's desk, he's underneath it, warming Jasper's cock and waiting for whatever harsh feedback he'll return to him this time once he's finished grading his latest paper.