Echoes of Sanctuary: chapter I
Summary: in a post-apocalyptic world consumed by darkness, Marlene entrusts hardened survivors Joel and Tess with a critical mission: to escort a mysterious and valuable cargo, Ellie, to the State House. Driven by their own desperate needs, they reluctantly accept. Little do they know that their path will intersect with an unexpected guest, whose presence will ignite a spark of hope and challenge the walls around Joel's heart.
pairing: Joel Miller x afab!doctor!reader - main
warning: 18+ content, Eventual smut, Unprotected sex, Violence, Blood, Age-Gap, Kidnapping, Domestic Bliss, Fluff, Angst, Idiots in love, Flirting, Possessive!Joel, Immune!reader, Sarah is alive!
Crawling up ladders at the age of 56 was a lot more difficult than it seemed. Each rung felt like an arduous climb, a reminder of the weariness that had settled deep into Joel's bones.
Joel had always prided himself on his resilience, but as he clutched onto the rungs with a stubborn determination, he couldn't deny the aches and groans that escaped his weary body.
He had faced infected hordes, survived countless battles, but this seemingly innocent ladder was his latest nemesis.
Tess, who was no spring chicken herself at the age of 56, somehow managed to navigate the ladder with more grace than Joel could muster.
She shot him a knowing smirk, a twinkle in her eye, as if silently mocking his struggles.
Joel grumbled under his breath, his grizzled features creased with both annoyance and amusement. “I'm just savin' my energy for when it really counts."
Tess can’t help but snicker at Joel’s defense, her voice laced with a hint of playful sarcasm. "Sure, Joel, whatever helps you sleep at night. Just hope you don't break a hip on the way up.”
Joel shot Tess a mock glare, his lips curling into a half-hearted smile. "Don't you worry 'bout me, Tess. I've been through worse, and I ain't lettin' no damn ladder get the best of me."
"That's the spirit, old man. You keep fightin' those ladders, and I'll be right here to catch you if you fall."
Both continued their ascent, their determined grip on the ladder never wavering. The strains of their banter echoed through the narrow space.
Finally reaching their intended destination, both Joel and Tess stepped off the ladder, their feet firmly planted on the solid ground.
"So, this opens into the hallway," Tess stated, her voice steady as she approached a small panel door.
With a confident push, her brow furrowed in frustration as the door stubbornly refused to budge. The weight of disappointment hung heavy in the air as their path forward remained blocked.
"What the f? Someone put a piano in front of this?" Tess exclaimed, her frustration evident in her voice.
Joel, ever vigilant, swept his flashlight across the room, its beam slicing through the darkness and revealing the debris and decay that surrounded them. His eyes narrowed, searching for any signs of danger.
And that's when he catches a whiff of it. A peculiar scent that sends his senses into overdrive.
Joel's eyes narrowed as he took a long, deliberate sniff of the air. His face scrunched up in a mix of concern and familiarity, "You smell that?"
Tess abruptly halted her attempts to push open the stubborn door, her gaze fixated on Joel's flashlight beam as it illuminated the surface
"Yeah, gunpowder," Tess stated with a mix of intrigue and wariness, her voice steady despite the underlying tension.
Both Joel and Tess leaned in, their eyes fixated on the narrow gap beneath the door. The beam of Joel's flashlight pierced through the darkness, casting an eerie glow on the scene before them.
Blood, dark and foreboding, seeped out from the bottom of the door.
Without hesitation, Joel and Tess sprang into action, their weapons drawn with practiced precision. The room was suddenly electrified with palpable tension as their instincts kicked in, honed by years of surviving in this unforgiving world.
Joel's voice carried a sense of urgency, his tone filled with a mix of caution and concern. "Tess," he warned, his voice a low rasp.
Tess, undeterred by the warning, squared her shoulders and pushed open the door with a determined force. Her muscles tensed as she leaned into the resistance, channeling her strength into the task at hand.
With a resounding thud, the door gave way under Tess's relentless push. The weight that had blocked their path is pushed away and the door swung open, revealing the hallway.
Tess led the way, her steps purposeful and calculated, her gun held firmly in her hands. Joel followed closely behind, his own weapon at the ready, his senses heightened.
Turning to her left, Tess was met with a sight of Robert's lifeless body lying sprawled on the ground. Her face twisted in disgust, her eyes tracing the path of his failed attempt at deceit.
Her steps measured, Tess approached the body, her flashlight casting a harsh beam upon the dead car battery that Robert had so desperately tried to sell them. She knelt down, her features a mix of contempt and disappointment.
"Well, the battery's no good," Tess muttered, her voice tinged with a mix of frustration and vindication. Her flashlight then moved upward, illuminating Robert's lifeless face.
"You still tried to sell it. Twice," she said, her tone cutting through the silence with a bitter edge. The weight of their need for that battery, their hopes pinned on a false promise, hung heavy in the air.
Joel's gaze shifted from the hallway to Tess's side, where Robert's lifeless form lay. A mix of detachment and resignation was etched into his features, his eyes reflecting the harsh realities of their world.
Sympathy and remorse had long been stripped away, leaving behind a hardened survivor with a grim determination to persevere.
Plus there was no sympathy in Joel's heart for the man who had attempted to rip him off. The battery was crucial for his journey, for the hope of reuniting with Tommy. The bond between them, forged through their shared experiences and the desperate need for family in a desolate world, was unbreakable.
But it was a bond Joel guarded closely, for the pain of losing Sarah still lingered, an ever-present ache.
His thoughts momentarily flickered to his daughter, Sarah, her name a bittersweet echo in the recesses of his mind. He swiftly pushed it aside, burying the memories deep within him. The wounds of the past were still raw, the loss too great to bear openly.
Suddenly, a guttural cry shattered the stillness, tearing through the air and shattering their focused state.
Without hesitation, both Joel and Tess sprang into action, their movements fluid and purposeful as they traversed the hallway strewn with lifeless bodies. Their senses heightened, their guns held firmly in their hands.
Joel's worn boots resounded in the dimly lit corridor, every step deliberate and cautious. Each footfall reverberated through the stale air as he assumes lead.
Tess's grip on her weapon tightened, her knuckles turning white as she braced herself for the impending danger.
The eerie symphony of hushed whispers and agonized moans reverberated through the desolate hallway, encroaching upon Tess and Joel with unsettling proximity.
As Tess and Joel neared the junction of a dimly lit, claustrophobic hallway, the cacophony of agonized cries and moans grew in intensity
Joel pressed himself against the wall, his movements slow and deliberate. With his back against the cold surface, he peered around the corner, his weathered eyes scanning the hallway to identify the source of the pained voices.
With weathered eyes squinting, he cautiously peered around the corner, to see a woman helping another injured woman off the ground. The injured woman, struggling to stand on her own, leaned heavily on her companion for support.
Silently, Joel stepped into the hallway, his gun held steady, his movements deliberate. Like a shadow in the night, he traversed with eerie grace, his presence almost imperceptible. Tess, her focus consumed by the ominous surroundings, followed closely behind.
As Joel reached the midpoint of the dimly lit hallway, the silence was abruptly shattered as the door to his right swung open with a forceful momentum. The suddenness of the movement jolted his senses, his instincts kicking into high gear.
In a swift and unexpected motion, a figure lunged at Joel with a pocket knife gripped tightly in their hand. With fluid grace, Joel deftly evaded the attacker's desperate lunge, pivoting on his heel and redirecting their momentum.
The attacker collided with the unforgiving left wall of the dimly lit hallway, their grip on the knife loosening as their balance faltered, and lands near his feet.
In a split second, Joel and Tess' guns are leveled at his attacker, the cold steel reflecting their unwavering resolve.
"Fuck." escaped the lips of the unexpected assailant, punctuating the tense silence that enveloped the room.
As the word hung in the air, Joel's gaze sharpened, his eyes fixating on the figure before him.
And then he saw her—a teenage girl, her piercing eyes locked onto his own.
The sound of his name pierced through the air, disrupting the momentary distraction the girl had created. Joel's head snapped away from the young girl, his gaze locking onto the injured woman who had called out to him.
"Marlene?" Joel's forehead creased in a perplexed frown, his confusion apparent.
Marlene and the woman standing by her side fixated their unwavering gazes upon him, their guns held steady with unsettling precision.
With a practiced eye, Joel honed in on the subtle cues that revealed Marlene's concealed injury. The way she gingerly placed pressure on her left hip, the slight tension in her posture—it was clear that she was nursing a gunshot wound.
Marlene's concerned gaze shifted from Joel to the young girl, her voice filled with a mixture of worry and curiosity. "You okay?" she inquired, her eyes searching for any signs of distress or injury.
The girl's response was curt, her attention fixed unwaveringly on Joel. "Yeah," she replied, her voice betraying a hint of caution and wariness.
With a keen eye, the girl noticed her pocket knife lying near Joel's feet, its gleaming blade beckoning her. Determined to retrieve it, she stretched out her hand, inching closer. However, her attempts were abruptly halted as Joel deliberately stepped on the knife, his intense gaze fixed upon her.
"Ellie. Ellie!" Marlene's urgent voice pierced through the tense air, instantly capturing Ellie's attention.
Startled, Ellie's eyes darted towards Marlene, her body instinctively tensing for a threat. Her gaze quickly shifted to Marlene's wounded form, her heart skipping a beat at the sight.
"Oh shit!" Ellie exclaimed, her voice tinged with concern and worry.
"No, it's okay. I'll be all right." Marlene reassured the girl, her voice tinged with a sense of detached concern. "And you can't be stupid like this."
"So this is who Robert screwed us over with? The Che Guevara of Boston?" Tess's voice cut through the tension, her words dripping with a mix of disbelief and contempt. Her gun, once aimed at Ellie, now hung loosely at her side, her focus shifting to Marlene and the woman standing beside her.
Tess added with a touch of sarcasm, "War must be goin' pretty shitty for you to be buying from scumbags like him."
"Yeah, it kinda has been. The merch was bad, and he obviously didn't take "fuck off" for an answer." Marlene responded, her voice honest and tired.
"Gimme my knife," Ellie demanded from her position on the ground, her eyes fixed on her pocket knife that Joel had stepped on.
Ignoring the teenager, Joel's gaze remained fixed on Marlene, his voice steady and guarded. "What do you need a car battery for?"
Just as Ellie moved to snatch her knife from under Joel's shoe, he swiftly turned towards her, his gun instantly pointed right at her. His eyes held a mix of caution and determination as he firmly commanded, "Don't."
"Not at her." A voice, unfamiliar and laced with an air of authority, pierced through the tension that hung in the air.
The words carried a weight that demanded attention, causing Tess, Joel, and their companions to pivot on their heels, their gazes fixated on the source of the enigmatic voice.
Standing tall and formidable, a woman emerged from the shadows, her presence emanating a dangerous energy. With unwavering focus, her gun was aimed straight at the back of Tess' head. The intensity of the moment hung heavy in the air, each heartbeat echoing with anticipation.
"Don't you dare point a weapon at her." The woman warns, pushing her gun into the back of Tess' head.
Joel's narrowed gaze intensified, his fingers instinctively tightening around the grip of his gun. The woman's audaciousness hung in the air, igniting a palpable tension that crackled with electricity.
"Easy now," Joel's voice rumbled with a touch of caution, his words dripping with a hint of weariness. "No need to go makin' any sudden, foolish moves now."
The woman's unwavering gaze remained fixed on Tess, her finger twitching on the trigger. A flicker of determination, sharp as a blade, shone through her eyes. Her voice carried a steely resolve, laced with a fierce protectiveness that reverberated through her words. "You so much as breathe wrong, and your friend here won't be breathin' at all."
"Now, ma'am, let's all just take a step back here," Joel spoke with a mix of authority and diplomacy. "We don't want no harm to come to nobody."
The woman's grip on the gun tightened, her eyes darting between Joel and Tess. Her voice held an edge of warning as she responded, her protective instincts guiding her actions. "Should’ve thought of that before pointing a gun at a child.”
Joel suppressed a weary sigh, his breath escaping through gritted teeth. "I ain't exactly proud of it, but I got my reasons."
The woman's gaze narrowed to a razor's edge, her fingers locked unwaveringly around the grip of the gun. "We've faced our fair share of hell, but we don't go pointing guns at children."
Marlene's lips part, and a name slips from her tongue followed by his own, catching Joel's attention as he notices your eyes shifting away from him, fixating on Marlene.
“Enough. Both of you. And to answer your question, Joel, I need it for a better reason than you do. No offense, but Tommy's just one man. It's our business to know things."
Joel's gaze hardened as he locked eyes with Marlene, his voice thick with anger, "'To know things?' You're the cause of it. You turned my own brother against me.
"Okay, Joel. That was a lot of gunfire. FEDRA's gonna be on the way." Kim, the woman standing next to Marlene, spoke urgently.
Marlene sighed, frustration evident in her voice. Her gaze shifted from Ellie to you positioned behind Tess. "I know," Marlene replies wearily. "We were gonna move her and Ellie outta the zone tonight. But we won't make it anywhere like this. Not for a while anyway. So now I'm thinkin', you're gonna do it."
"Absolutely not!" "The hell we are." "I'm not goin' with them!"
Simultaneously, you, Joel, and Ellie express their refusal, prompting Marlene to release a sigh and massage her forehead in a gesture of frustration.
Emerging from behind Tess, you glide over to Ellie's side, where the young girl envelops you in a tight embrace, encircling your waist with her arms.
"Let me take her, Marlene." For the first time, since you have been in the room, your voice softens, a stark contrast to its previous harshness.
Marlene vehemently shakes her head and says, "Absolutely not. I cannot allow you to go anywhere alone. Marc will have my head if something happens to you."
"Tess, we don't have time for this." Joel turns around and gives his friend an exasperated look, silently expressing his frustration.
"You have time to point a gun at a child, but you don't have time to take her somewhere safe." You sneer in a hushed voice, her taunts barely audible. However, Joel's keen ears manage to catch your words.
"Who are they?" Tess questioned, her voice laced with a mix of suspicion and curiosity.
"To you? They're Cargo." Marlene retorted with a hint of cold detachment in her voice.
Joel narrows his eyes at his best friend, "We don't smuggle people. Sorry." His voice was resolute yet devoid of remorse, a defiant undertone resonating through the air.
"I can do it." Kim asserted, her voice laced with determination. She turned back to Marlene, her gaze unwavering.
"Kim, you don't have a fuckin' ear on your fuckin' head. Could you please?" Marlene retorted, her response laced with frustration, her voice raised in a fiery tone.
Your and Joel's eyes wander towards Kim's face, it naturally settles on her head, only for their attention to be immediately drawn to the absence of an ear.
As you attempts to brush past Joel, he feels her movement halted by the unexpected embrace of the young girl wrapped around her waist. Joel senses the girl's firm grip and realizes that she's determined to keep you by her side.
Marlene's voice trembles with urgency as she addresses Joel, her eyes pleading for his understanding. "There's a team of Fireflies waiting for them at the old State House. I know what's out there. We were going with an entire squadron for that very reason. But now I don't have a truck, I don't have a squadron, FEDRA's five minutes away. What I do have is you. And I know what you're both capable of. For better or worse."
Ellie's voice breaks through the tension as she releases her grip on your waist and turns to face Marlene. Her eyes are filled with curiosity and a hint of apprehension. "What are they capable of?" she asks, her voice laced with a mixture of innocence and a desire for reassurance.
Marlene's gaze shifts past Ellie, her focus now solely on Joel. Her tone is determined and persuasive as she lays out her offer. "You get them there safely, and they'll give you what you need. Not just a battery. The whole thing. Fueled-up truck, guns, supplies, all of it. I swear."
Joel's grip tightens on his gun as he studies Marlene, a mixture of anger and confusion evident on his face. "You expect me to trust you? To trust her?" He gestures toward you and Ellie, who goes back to clinging to her for protection.
"I swear," Marlene repeated, her voice tinged with desperation. "I know it's a lot to ask, Joel. But please."
Joel's gaze shifted towards Tess, his questioning eyes seeking her input. Without a word, Tess responded with a sharp jerk of her head to the side, a silent gesture of caution and skepticism.
Joel's eyes shifted toward you and Ellie, and a flicker of suspicion crossed his face. He furrowed his brow and discreetly nudged the girl's knife, concealed beneath his boot, further away from the two.
"Asshole!" Ellie seethed through clenched teeth, her frustration evident as she directed her anger at the man.
Joel kept his gun firmly trained on Marlene as he walked over to Tess, his eyes shifting back and forth between you and Ellie.
Sensing the need for a private conversation, he motioned for Tess to join him, and they moved a few steps away from the rest of the group, creating a small pocket of privacy.
"You trust her?" Joel asked Tess, his voice filled with a mix of trust and reliance on her judgment.
Tess shook her head, her expression reflecting her own lack of trust, "No, me neither, but she seems desperate."
Joel's voice carried a mix of skepticism and calculation as he interjected, "Firefly vehicle usually means repurposed FEDRA stuff. So better-than-decent chance makin' it to Tommy in one of those. The second we hand the kid over-"
Marlene, her voice strained and filled with urgency, interjected from a distance, interrupting the conversation between Joel and Tess. Her hand instinctively pressed against the wound on her hip, where blood seeped through her fingers.
"Y'all talk it through," Marlene called out, her voice slightly weakened by pain, "but please remember that I'm bleeding out."
Tess and Joel exchanged glances, their eyes locked in a silent exchange as they weighed their options. The gravity of the situation hung heavy in the air, their minds racing with possibilities and consequences.
In a sudden and decisive move, Tess broke the silence, and stepped closer, until she is side by side with Ellie and you, her voice firm but tinged with a hint of warning. "Okay. Here's the deal. We'll get them to your crew at the State House. But before we hand them over, they give us everything that we want. If not, we kill her, there and then."
"Deal," Marlene responded immediately, a hint of satisfaction evident in her voice as she fought to suppress a smirk.
Marlene was acutely aware that if Joel and Tess ever dared to harm you in any way, the infected roaming the world would pale in comparison to the wrath of Marc.
The sheer protectiveness and fierce devotion he held for you meant that no harm could befall her without invoking his relentless fury.
"Really? That fast?" Ellie shot back, her voice tinged with a mixture of astonishment and disbelief.
You divert her attention to you, brushing Ellie's hair away from her forehead, your touch a soothing gesture amidst the tension. "You are all that matters." You gently say, your words imbued with genuine care and concern.
Marlene's voice softens as she addressed Ellie, her eyes filled with a mix of concern and reassurance. "She's right, Ellie. You two are what matters most. My team won't jeopardize your safety. Remember what I told you? Now go get your backpack."
When Ellie remained rooted in place, Marlene's attention shifted to you, her desperation conveyed through her pleading eyes
Nodding at Marlene, you gently lift Ellie's head by her chin, your touch filled with a mix of tenderness and determination. With a soft smile, you speak to her, your voice filled with reassurance and warmth. "Come on, Ellie. Let's go grab our backpacks."
Understanding the urgency of the situation, you firmly grasp Ellie's hand and guide her toward the room ahead, where your backpacks are stored.
The sound of footsteps echoes behind you as you enter the room, swiftly retrieving your belongings. Within moments, you and Ellie emerge, backpacks in hand, ready to embark on the next leg of the journey.
As you step out of the room, you lock eyes with Marlene, who offers a reassuring nod. Her expression conveys a mixture of concern and hope, urging you to stay safe. A brief smile graces your lips as a wordless acknowledgment of her support.
Tess takes the lead, her voice cutting through the tension, "Let's go." With determined strides, she paves the way towards the entrance they initially entered through, beckoning you and Ellie to follow.
Marlene's smile lingers as she watches you, silently conveying her trust and confidence in your capabilities. "Stay safe," she whispers.
The two of you followed closely behind, pushing past Joel with determined force. There was no time for hesitation or second-guessing, and you were determined to make sure Ellie was safe.
Joel's gaze lingered on you and the little girl as you two walked away, disappearing around a corner, and following behind Tess. Uncertainty gnawed at him, his trust in you and the girl still fragile and untested.
"Joel," Marlene called out, breaking his reverie. He turned to face her, his expression guarded.
"Don't fuck this up. Please," Marlene pleaded, her voice filled with urgency and a hint of desperation. She knew that their success hinged on Joel's cooperation, and any misstep could have dire consequences for everyone involved.
Joel held Marlene's gaze for a moment, his eyes searching for answers. He understood the importance of their task, but he also knew the risks involved.
Without saying a word, he turned away from her and walked away, leaving Marlene behind with her plea hanging in the air.
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