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       “are we in love with each other?” the female asks, curious as to what their answer would be. the two hadn’t discussed anything regarding their situationship — so what were they? a question that has been on lena’s mind lately. and although the woman enjoyed the freedom, there were feelings involved. at least on her part.

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VALENTINA ZENERE Cosmopolitan España

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tvnkerbell​:

               stepping into the elevator, honeyed hues stay focused on the male as he speaks. in the saddest of ways, it was nice having someone that understood what she was going through. his relationship had suffered too, but at least his girlfriend had been more understanding than her significant other. “josh broke up with me,” she confesses, saying it out loud hurt a lot more than she antecipated. “he says he can’t do this anymore.”

       there it was — the reason she’d been looking upset. “oh,” he pauses, clearing his throat. in a way, levi felt relieved for some reason. but on the other hand, he understood how tough it must have been for her. all of this took a toll on his relationship as well. “damn, autumn, i’m so sorry to hear that. but hey, maybe you two work things out once you’re home? i mean... it’s always different when you can talk things out eye to eye. this whole phone thing sucks ass.”

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               his thumb traces absent patterns over the back of the female’s hand as his free one reaches to wipe away any trace of tears staining her cheeks. “maybe you don’t have to tell her just yet,” noah murmurs, he could only imagine how hard this must be for her. while his life would be changed forever, he wouldn’t be the one carrying the baby, and his family despite their flaws were always very understanding.“and no one could ever hate you, not even if they tried.” he assures her. “i mean you’re like a kitten, no one hates kittens, right?” he points out in an attempt to lighten the mood.

      brielle chuckles at noah’s comment, though her expression was still rather sad. “ you don’t know my mom, she’s — well, she’s very stubborn. she is set in her ways, doesn’t care about what other people think. i grew up feeling like i wasn’t allowed to have my own opinions, you know? still haunts me to this day.” and it was true, this was the perfect example. although brielle was at an age where she could make decisions for herself, she still felt as if she had to have her mother’s permission for everything. and now, brielle knew her mom would be furious. 

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littledots​:

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" she doesn't even know what she is talking about ! if she doesn't even know me, then why is she being so catty ? " pennyshore sighed, she was so tired of the people, she still got overwhelmed when she was with too many people at once.

“ us girls, we tend to be catty. i think you should call her out — giver her a taste of her own medicine. ” mireia smirked, secretly enjoying the drama she was just learning about. “ what’s going on anyway ? someone spreading rumours ? ” she asks, raising a brow.

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BRIELLE: i promise this isn’t a thirst trap BRIELLE: but i look so good and i needed to share what you’re missing BRIELLE: should have come to the event with me tonight

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intheirabsence​:

stacy may as well have been waiting for eden to slip up with something tonight, even when it was meant to be a happy memory when she was meant to be more bothered about celebrating the ring on her finger. in fact, she’d barely said a word the whole way home, acted short with him the rest of that night and the minute the door was closed and they were in their home she turned, her arms crossed. “what was it that was going on with you and her outside?” she as good as snapped at im, the bitterness in her voice was overwhelming. stacy had never liked eden, even when to start eden purely just tried to be her friend and be nice. it was always she’s trying too hard, she’s got a high pitched voice, her hairs too short, anything… she’d pick at anything to do with eden. even her height. 

“dont look at me like that! you asked me to marry you and yet your best friend was still the priority and for what? some puppy dog eyes she gave you?” stacy scoffed, flicked her hair from her face by swishing her head back. “well maybe if she didn’t act like such a dog she’d have better luck. she’s ignorant, fancy leaving, i mean, better for me than having to listen to her laugh all night.” her laugh, light and airy while stacy certainly had a cackle on her most of the time. “listen. while we’re on the topic, i think it’s best you start making some distance from her, yeah best friend but it’s a bit. much.”  @levitvting  

oh how thomas knew what was coming. the whole ride back home, he could sense the tension, the bad atmosphere that filled up the whole car. there were so many thoughts running through his head to the point where once he parked the car, thomas realized he had no idea how he drove them back home. what a crazy night. 

“oh, here we go —,” he couldn’t stop himself from making that comment. thomas rolled his eyes, giving her that look she immediately had to comment on. “stacy, don’t you think you are overreacting a bit? i wasn’t prioritizing anyone, but she looked like she was about to faint, of course i am going to check on her. i would have checked on anyone, wouldn’t you?” he replies with his hands wide open. of course there was more to the story, but thomas didn’t want to bring anything up. he knew she hated eden, he knew it very well. “okay, that’s enough, you need to calm down. eden is my friend, she has been in my life for a very long time and i am not going to stop seeing her just because you get these stupid waves of jealousy for some weird fucking reason, stacy.” he didn’t want to raise his voice like that, but he had enough of the neverending drama.

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intheirabsence​:

he was her one stable thing, her go to.. and what had stopped her from telling him months ago? years ago? the fact that… if she messed this up, if feelings ruined the fact she could go to him with anything.. then who would she have left? who would she turn to then? thomas had seen her through her worsts, through having to put her grandmother into a car home, through sitting at her bedside in her last days, to her brothers murder. he’d seen her cry her eyes out. he had helped pick her back up when she couldn’t do it herself and what if something as… silly as love, ended up turning sour? what if she wasn’t loveable? she didn’t think she was.

she knew it was love, she’d known it a long time… by the comfort she felt by him even being around, by the ease she felt and how she could be herself. by the fact he’d get her to smile so easily. she was an idiot, an idiot for ever thinking she’d be okay with him and that woman. it’d fizzle out, she kept telling herself. it would fizzle out and end and then she’d tell him, that is what she kept telling herself to make it bearable. 

“what?” she half whispered, shocked that he hadn’t just.. stormed away from her, that he still stood there… and how could he say that he felt the same? after all this time? she stares at thomas, like he’s everything and more. “because i-… thomas i-...” she let her lips remain parted, unable to stop the way her green hues keep dipping to his. “i just.. can’t watch you marry her, i can’t be there if that is what you want, to be with her then… i can’t be there. i have been the jealous best friend before thomas but, i can’t.. not again.” her hand moves over her chest, like it truly physically hurt her heart. “not when she’d have, everything i want…” eden dared to step closer, her eyes staying on his, to the point she had to crane her neck a little bit, given her height. “if that is the life you choose, i don’t want to ruin it… tell me to walk away and i will..” that hand over her chest shifts, reaches and rests on his chest, her fingers running over the buttons of his shirt. “tell me, really think and tell me what it is that you want. no what ifs, no other though, just what you want right now. take everything else out of the equation.” her fingers were moving up, hovering in that space between wanting to brush her fingers across his jaw and bring him down to her height, and the other part of her told herself to pull her hand away, leave him be happy. 

it took a moment for thomas to realize what he had just done — he proposed to stacy and confessed his ture love for eden all in one night. hell, in fifteen minutes. he felt like a complete asshole, like he couldn’t decide what to do. there she was, eden, the only person who truly understood him, who was there for him in every and any situation he got himself into. someone who stood by his side in the darkest moments of his life. she truly knew the real thomas, he never had to pretend he was someone else around eden. and then there was stacy — a woman he’d known for a little over six months. a woman who was completely different. she had some amazing qualities to her, she pushed him in his career and was there for him in tough situations as well, but there wasn’t that spark that he longed for in the relationship. thomas loved stacy, but he wasn’t in love with her.

“eden, stop —,” he shakes his head, in complete shock to hear her say those words. thomas takes a step back as soon as he feels eden’s hand land on his chest, not wanting to even think about what could happen next. he wanted to just pull her close to him, kiss her and tell her he loved her but he couldn’t do that, especially not now. “you can’t do this to me right now, not right here. ten minutes after i proposed to a different woman, eden. you can’t —,” he shakes his head, feeling the adrenaline rush through his veins as his heart started beating faster than usual. what in the world was he supposed to do now? “god, eden, i wish you would have just told me all of this an hour ago! i would have never taken out that damn ring out of the box,” he raises his voice. not in an angry way, rather in a frustrated one. he was lost, so lost — so many thoughts running through his head to the point where it felt like it was about to explode. 

thomas takes a deep breath with his eyes closed, finally calms himself down. “okay, listen to me,” he starts, opening his eyes. “you’re gonna go home now and i’ll come over to your place in a few hours and we will talk, alright? we can’t do this now, not here. it’s disrespectful to stacy. to all of our friends. alright?” he stares deeply into her eyes.

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KATHERINE LANGFORD 2022, ph. Cibelle Levi

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         “i don’t even know why i bother at this point, i guess i still compare every woman to my wife and no one could ever even come close,” he shakes his head, taking a seat on his couch as the babysitter was getting ready to leave. they’ve known each other for a while now and lucas really enjoyed talking to them. “and my son doesn’t even want to think about another woman coming into his life. you are the only person he got close to after emma’s death,” he admits, smiling at them.

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         emily has been having so much fun with the other person lately, especially when the two would come up with the dumbest plans to get back at their exes. she started enjoying their company a lot, maybe even falling for them slowly. but now they were telling her that their ex was starting to come back into their life and she didn’t know how to feel about it. “oh,” she says softly, a sad expression present on her face. “... and that’s a good thing? i thought you hated their guts.”