It’s absolute torture trying to get over this, especially not knowing until near 7 years after that you were never the person I thought you were; the person I loved. Maybe you really tried to be better for awhile & that’s who I fell for. Fucking hell why didn’t you just listen to everyone around you & get the help that you needed? You were so fucking loved… & now every trace of it is gone, washed away by your choices that lead to the destruction of 3 lives- one gone forever. It only exists in my brain & my camera roll now.























