Story of my life

This is me writing about the sad story of my fucking life. This will show you how sad am I. In the future, I want to be able to look back at all these things, but also show my parents and friends that my life has been a hell since I was born.

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Grounded

Why is it always me who is grounded?

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Caring for someone that doesn't care for themself and others

My sibling, don't know how to call him/her, psychopath, or sociopath or egocentric? He/she does not give a damn about me. Today he/she was washing her hand at the sink where dishes are usually wash, with soak, and at the same time, my cup of milk was there. He/she didn't even care for the cup of milk and washed her hand. Nasty, I know. All the soapy water splashing around and drops falling in my cup. Really hate him/her. Why don't people care about others? Hell, I care for him/her every time and help him/her whenever help is needed, nut now I'm really thinking hard about...should I care and help others who don't give a damn about me?

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Equal treatment

I am against racism and discrimination. We are all human, we all have a brain, a heart, and a body... and we all deserve the same treatment. WE NEED THE SAME TREATMENT. unfair that some are suffering while others are enjoying the awesome life.

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I fucking want braces

My teeth are not really beautiful to see. I have never smile in my life. Things  have always been wrong. Some days, I'm able to withstand the pain of looking at my friends, with braces, smiling and enjoying their life, but the other days, I'm really fed up looking at them. I teeth are uber crooked, my parents know it, my dentist knows it, and has even told my parents several times that I need braces. However 3 years has passed, my sibling got them, he/she has even finished the treatment, but I did not get the braces. How can a parent be unfair like this?

I'm really dying looking at my life, the only things I want now is braces, I don't want any other gadget, not even a house or car, I WANT BRACES. I want to smile, I FUCKING WANT TO SMILE. I have been self conscious about my teeth for several years now and my parents don't want me to have braces. FUCK THEM.

My grandma has been really supportive lately, she has asked my parents to get me braces, but each time she tell them, they always reply with silly comments from their past experience.

Either they answer, it is too expensive, This is actually is not convincing, we can easily afford braces. just a silly comment from my dad.

Or sometimes, they say that the ortho is far from our location. Really it is just a 1hr drive from where we live. This is just another rubbish excuse.

Or even they say that braces requires the extraction of 4 premolars. Really not everyone nor every ortho is the same. And if needed, it's my decision whether to have 4 of my premolars extracted, not theirs.

Things should be given equally, if my sibling got them, SO SHOULD I.

I'm only asking to have everything done in a fair equal way. That's all. Motherfucker life.

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Parents

I really hate my dad. He does not care for me at all. All day long, he waste him time on the computer playing farmville. He is addicted to this game which I really hates. Instead of being a normal dad, helping the family, doing the gardening and all the stuffs, he completely wastes his time. I hate him.

He does not even care about what is happening in his house, everything is upside down...my mom kept telling him to stop playing this game, but he does not listen to her like a kid. Really, this is not a life.

We don't even have rules in this house. Anyone do what he/she wants. Do you guys really think this is possible, I had enough of this life, I have tried several time to convince my parents that rules are important for a good work flow, but they just don't give a damn.

They also know that I have some struggles, but really, maybe they are too used to it, as they don't even come ask me what is wrong. Hate everything.

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Siblings

We have the same father and same mother, but I have all of my siblings. They just don't give a fuck about what's happening in their surrounding.

My first sibling, not too young, don't give a fuck about my fucking parents. His routine is same everyday, wake up - eat - play game - eat - sleep, all day long, he could not stop playing league of legends, this fucking game should be banned. He is also very arrogant towards his/her older siblings, good manner, he doesn't have. He also loves eating. Whenever he go eating, he really does not give a fuck about anyone, he eats everything, all of them, WHAT WILL I EAT, and whenever I go complain with my parents, they just don't acknowledge that he actually did this. He/she is also a spoiled, whatever he wants and asks, he gets it.

And now for my next sibling, another spoiled child, he/she also gets what he/she asks, this is completely unfair towards me. He/she have got many  things which WE both deserve, but for some strange reason, I'm invisible to my parents eyes. Also, he/she is a complete fool, he/she doesn't even excel in his/her studies while I'm thriving and getting As, but  each time, I don't get anything.

Now coming to house hold work, I need to do all of them like washing the dishes, sweeping the floor and lots of other stuffs. This is biased. I have ask many times, can't even count on the fingertips, to have the works divided equally between each of us, but no, I have to do all of them. What the hell.

I'm only asking to be equally fair, we are all your child, things go wrong, but things could still be corrected.

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Secrets

My life has been full of secrets, I have kept many secrets during the past 8 years, firstly I was nearly kidnapped twice, really, no one knows about this. Ok, I didn’t create to blog to tell my secrets. Let’s move on…

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Introduction

First of all, let me introduce myself to the tumblr world. It’s going to be a very brief description of me, a pretty vague one. I won’t reveal my name in any post nor my location.

Good, let me start with my age, I was born in the nineties and I actually have several siblings, who have become the hell of my life. I am still in high school and a pretty smart student but with lots of difficulties.

My life has been pretty much full of sins, really, my life sucks. I have passion for music and photography but can’t really afford that on my own.

That is my introduction.