Deep inside

Life wanderer thoughts. All written stuff that aren't reblogs are intelectual property of mine

[zz-shi]

The bravest are often the ones who have already lost something important.

-Sh𝚒

[lifewandererthoughts]

The fine line between being drunk and sober enough to know what I'm doing.

That's the perfect spot.

Until you show up in my thoughts.

And I need to reach my glass again.

[heylsgowt]

[lifewandererthoughts]

A starred night

How long before I think of you and ruin my night?

At least the stars make me realise that you are nothing

But at the same time, I'm still thinking about you right in this moment. And it feels like a curse

Will this ever stop?

[lifewandererthoughts]

I had so much fun tonight

Thoughts about you are so weak after a long, long time

But while I feel at peace and well (specially after an amazing night)

Thinking that one of my thoughts still led back to you feels bittersweet

And I'm caught between feeling that I'm so much better without you and also extremely livid that you've still managed to linger into my thoughts

You caused so much pain and you still don't care. And you never will

I was just someone you knew, nothing important

And to me, you still rocked my world

My hopes are that you still both feel the same pain and that you never get to feel the same pain, as it lingers what it feels like forever

I hate you. And I hope you are doing well

[thoughtkick]

“Solitude is dangerous. It’s very addictive. It becomes a habit after you realize how peaceful and calm it is. It’s like you don’t want to deal with people anymore because they drain your energy.”

— Jim Carrey

[lifewandererthoughts]

So tired of running in circles. Sometime I ask myself if life's a neverending cycle of hard moments or a downward spiral?

[vexheart]

[thepersonalquotes]

[lifewandererthoughts]

Sometimes I think about how bad I want to be smarter. To be confident and know things help others

And sometimes I also think about patronising people that I've met before and how I really don't want to become one of them. The arrogant that shows how superior they are and every conversation is a chance to show off how much stuff they know. To make other people feel small

Today I was thinking about AI as well. And some group chat interactions with friends that should provide interesting interactions between people and nice conversations. But instead are answered with an clearly AI-made answer.

The world feels gray and hopeless

[thehopefulquotes]

“Don’t wait too long. Life takes unexpected turns, and we don’t always have the time we think we have.”

— Unknown

[remanence-of-love]

[quotefeeling]

“In any given moment we have two options: To step forward into growth or to step back into safety.”

— Abraham Maslow

[quotefeeling]

“I think people would be happier if they admitted things more often. In a sense we are all prisoners of some memory, or fear, or disappointment—we are all defined by something we can’t change.”

— Simon Van Booy

[typelikeagirl]

[yourlilbrunette]

[typelikeagirl]

[lifewandererthoughts]

Let me say this

Things do get better

This is coming from someone who didn't believe in happy moments or who thought I didn't deserve better. Or that I would die alone.

Just make that hard decision. Let that toxic person go. Delete their number. Forget about them. Someone amazing is coming. Someone who cares about you with all your quirks and thoughts. Trust the process and learn to love yourself. Trust in the process and focus on your personal dreams.

Things do get better. Maybe not exactly in the way you thought it would be. But things do get better.