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Any Pronounes | Commissions; Close | Requests; Open | Artist, Writer, Youtuber, Chaotic Creative Person | Adult

[lighterfire9000]

✎.. Noticeboard;

- Not posting much due to personal & mental health reasons

✎.. Hello & Welcome to LighterFire's Blog

This post is going to be quite the doozy. As it's going to be an introductory, master post, commission information & an all in general guide to my blog all in this one massive massive post. As I will admittedly lazy & quickly discovered it's just easier for me to keep track of everything if it's all just in one single post. Due to this post being fairly long, more information can be found under the cut for quality of life of myself & anyone that doesn't want to scroll through everything.

You can find me in different places under these handles;

Tumblr (art) - @lighterfire9000

Tumblr (Main?) - @dumpster-lighterfire

YouTube - @/LighterFire9000

ToyHouse - @/LighterFire

.... One day I'll throw everything together in a carrd, .... eventually.

✎.. General

Let's start with the basics and the general information you likely could have figured out on your own. My name is LighterFire but Light and/or Fire also works, you may also call me Charlotte. I am an autistic artist, writer, youtuber & witch. The content I make usually evolves around whatever is my current strongest special interest and hyperfixation. The two strongest ones are normally Don't Starve Together or Persona. However it is know to be all over the place everything from books, games, art, anime, podcasts, cats, the rings of Saturn (not Saturn it's self just it's rings) and other random things. I am with my special interest and hypefixation like a... Bouncy ball. A bouncy ball that a higher being picks up, drops it and that ball bounces everywhere before landing inside a cup labelled with the special interest and hypefixation is going to be.

But when everything is boiled down to it's most simplest form and the chaos of life is put to the aside at heart I am a storyteller, a ponder, a dreamer. Sometimes when I read lore or lines from something, I can't help but wonder what's the story behind this? What were the people like who experience this? What is the impact they had on others? And sometimes I take those questions to create a story to answer them. Reading, sharing, wondering, and dreaming about stories is what I do, it's in my blood. So no matter what the current special interest or hyperfixation is, you will always find stories here. But not every story is suitable for all audiences and the same can be said about my blog and content. It may be inappropriate for younger audiences to see, some may find it dark, disturbing, uncomfortable, or upsetting. If you fall into that boat, please to do not continue.

I'm also trying to put myself out there more. Become more social and put out the story, art, creative little things I've made. Not because of attention or money but because I want to get better at socializing, I want to get better at being well... Myself. I want to share who I am and what I love with the world. It's a journey, one that I hope to share with others so somebody else may find the courage to be, well themselves and share the things they love and cherish as well.

✎.. Repost, Usage & Translation, Permissions

I am totally fine and chill with it if you want to repost my work on another platform that I may not be on, translation to another language, and/or even personal / private usage (like useing one of my drawings as your pfp or a face claim for a character). However if you do this, put credit & do NOT remove my signature / watermark.

If my work inspires you to go do or create something of your own, neat! Go ahead and do it, make that thing! No need to ask for permission if you can. Tag me too, I'd like to see anything that I help inspire to be made. However.... With that said, I don't condone the usage of plagiarism, cleaning my art to be yours, & it being fed to ai. Seriously don't, just don't do any of those things. If you do then... Welp you just have given me permission to send you to the shadow realm and/or steal your heart~~

✎.. Tags Navigation

I will admit, I live my life in half organized chaos. With different variations of effort into organising and maintaining it.

Caught all / who knows what you will find are - 'Too lazy to tag', 'Light's silly lil posts', 'Light silly lil reblogs', 'Text posts'

Art & creative project tags should hopefully be the most simple, self explanatory - 'art', 'illustration', 'artist on trumblr', 'fanart', 'traditional art', 'my art', 'not my art', 'fanart', 'writing', 'poetry'

Original Characters & my D&D characters are definitely more of the neglected tags. I haven't bothered to really organise em, so just like on ToyHouse ... It's a god damn mess. However looking the name of the character and/or their fandom might help... - 'oc' '(insert name)', '(insert fandom) oc', 'D&D character' 'DnD Character'

Miscellaneous tags, the truly random russian roulette of my tags... I have no idea what you will find. You might laugh, or you might be horrified, it's up to you to decide - 'sleep deprived', '4am rambles', 'witchy shit' 'unintelligible screaming'

Fandom related posts should be tagged with the name / abbreviation of the content. Such as if you were looking for things about Don't Starve or Persona then the tags would be - 'Don't Starve', 'dst', 'Persona' 'P5R' ⤵

ㅤㅤㅤAlso Fandom specific related things like character names, ships, builds, ect will have it somewhere in the tag. Idk where or how consistent, it's honestly up to you to furiger it out & know how Trumblrs tagging system works lol ⤵

ㅤㅤㅤㅤSome of the of the fandom / topics you can find me rambling to different extents include but are the limited to; The Persona Series, P5 & P5R especially, Don't Starve, Welcome to Nightvale, D&D, Star Wars, Undertale / Deltarune, Hollow Knight / Silksong, Destiny, Cult of the Lamb, Stardew Valley, Bloodborne, Bladur's Gate 3, Shoulder a Coffin Kuro, Sailor Moon, Toilet Bound Hanako-Kun, The Owl House, Gravity Falls, Pasmophobia, .... I know that I'm missing some.

✎.. Commissions & Requests

..... I will admit commissions are something I would like to set up eventually. But that will happen, when it happens. In the meantime however, you are always free to request I draw something.

✎.. Special Thanks & Credit

Thanks to...

My big brother - For always being there for me. Picking on me, sending me random ass shit, letting me ramble about whatever has my attention, making me laugh, helping me with ideas, reading me stories. You are truly the best big brother I could ask for. <3

My two adorable lil cats Puffin & Maple - They can be such little brats sometimes but I love them so much and they both can be super adorable. Sometimes all it takes is seeing these 2 cuddling together, or cuddling me to make my day instantly better. <3

Credit...

None so far, as I haven't used anybody else's work yet.

ㅤ *The version of this post on the dumpster lighter fire account may be outdated. If that seems to be the case, please let me / remind me to update it. Otherwise it likely won't until I randomly remember / notice. Thank you.

[lighterfire9000]

... I was eating ice cream, thinking about Silver again. Specifically an "evil" Silver or well her bad ending. A Silver that once she gets out of Snezhnaya that never understands, never learns that not everybody will treat her the same as Dottore did. Not everyone will treat her like an object to break and bend. Not everyone will treat her so poorly. A Silver that's bitter, scared anger, a Silver that can never come to terms with it.

A Silver that's... In a way, like Dottore.

A Silver that treats those around like an object. A Silver that sees others as plays thing to dominate and control. A Silver that learned there is no place for weakness. A Silver that decides there is no place for kindness. No, a Silver that believes full heartly there is no place for kindness. That kindness is a lie. That kindness is fake. That kindness is weak. And Silver can't be weak. No, no, no, if she was weak, she would end up in the same situation as she was with Dottore again. An object. A thing to control. A thing to own. So if she reflects that cold cruelty to others. A Silver that is curl to others before they get the chance to even think about being curl to her. A Silver obsession with power & freedom... A Silver's obsession whom leads them to death... Either by Dottore's hands - getting dragged back to him and eventually killed for no longer being obedient. Or by the Traveller. An action of necessary evil.

.... Okay, ice cream finish. Time to go back to Persona 5. Lmao.

[lighterfire9000]

Should I be asleep? Yes. Am I asleep? No. Do I keep randomly remembering I have a Tumblr account? Yes. Do I have a new special interest since last time I last? Yes - It's Persona 5. Am I here to ramble about it? No... Surprisingly. Nah instead I'm gonna ramble about an old special interest, oc, and how time is fucking weird. (... Maybe a little existential, thank Persona 5 for that bit)

Last night my big brother reminded me of one of my old ocs. Specifically, Silver. My one and only Genshin Impact character from... Likely over 5 years ago if my math is mathing. Essentially how he described her was "Dottore made a genderbent clown of himself meant to replace one of the gods but fuck up somewhere to be a cinnomroll instead."

Yes that is the description of her that I'm using because I am 1. way too lazy (& tried) to think of another short description for her. 2. He's not wrong. 3. It's makes me fucking giggle. 4. THAT IS TOTALLY SOME CRACK ME FROM 5 YEARS AGO WOULD COME UP WITH AHAHAHA.

... Now I'm kinda at a lost of words, wow that's a frist. But it's weird to think about a character I made 5 years ago. One that I put so much heart and soul into but forgot about. With Silver I can really tell I was reflecting my own reality, wants, my desires onto her. A reality, want, desire that seemed impossible for me to have back then 5 years ago but I do now.

Also weird because I literally haven't thought about Genshin Impact in years. I wonder how much the game changes, what's been added. Shit I honestly wonder mostly about Dottore. I wonder how accurate Silver's story still is. I read a fanfic (Which yes did more or less cause this ramble and yes I will link in when I have the brain power to) and few things online I've seen, Silver's story still stora makes sense. Which has me creaking up so badly because at the time I made Silver, Dottore was just a character in the Genshin Impact manga series and I went based on pure vibes alone. So that is hilarious.

But also DOTTORE'S GLOW UP. I swear in the manga he looked so goofy, silly, just a total dork. But oh his design, now? Oh, it's slays hArD. Mihoyo really did that thing with Dottore like "Okay, I'm going out. Not like that. Better? Much." ... Which is funny to me. Honestly it's 4 am so most things are funny to me rn. But regardless my mind is now stuck on that blue haired villain. His new (or current???) design makes the art gremlin in my foam at the mouth like "GIMME, GIMME, GIMME" kinda like Persona 5 Royals did to me.

.... I was gonna say something about different interpretations of Dottore and how my view of that funny mad scientist man has changed. But... I spaced out. I forgot. I DO KNOW tho tomorrow I'm probably gonna doodle Silver. She's probably gonna get an alcohol marker drawing, and Dottore to. Take your bets on if I'm gonna actually do this and/or just forgot to post it to Tumbler.

[lighterfire9000]

..... Preparing... Art Fight is coming. Hopefully I don't get too burnt out again.

ANYWAYS, HERE'S MY HIT LIST IF YOU WANT ME TO DRAW ON OF YOUR OCS

[lighterfire9000]

My friends got me into Starwars like I've mentioned before it's gotten worse now. I've brought Fallen Order and Survivor, beat Fallen Order within 3 days and then brought this not even the next day.

Baby's first art book and my wallet is hurting because I love this silly lil franchise too much. Hopefully I'll be drawing again soon.

[lighterfire9000]

So the hamster in my brain is stuck on Starwars and I wanna ramble about it. But the people that I ramble about it to are asleep, it's 2 am. So um yeah Trumblr you are getting the chaotic hamster brain stuck on Starwars ramble instead.

I fucking love the movies. I love how insane most of the stuff is both in and out of context. Yet still makes a lot of sense in context. I love how the Force can be boiled down to space magic. I love how the Sith are just pretty much unethical emos with a neat aesthetic. I love that the Jedi are just essentially space Wizards. I love that the conflict between the Jedi and the Sith is pretty much just space wizards vs EMO space wizards... That are also emo. I love the sound of Darth Vader breathing. I love seeing Anakin's fall to the dark side. I love how much of a evil manipulative bastard Palpatine's bitch ass was. I love 3po's anxiety. I love the level of sass of R2. I love how much of a menace to society BB8 is. I love Han's face after finding out Leia and Luke are siblings. I love the "Luke.. I am your father" seen. I love how Vader just picked up Palpatine and just stora yeeted him. I love Kylo Ren's light saber. I love that Kylo Ren looks like Snape. I love that Rey said her last name was Skywalker. I love that Rey is Palpatine's granddaughter. I love the batshit insanity that implies Palpatine's raisin looking ass got laid then fuck off to be the most absent father in history. I love Palpatine's speech impediment. I love the "Do it... Do it... DO IT." Seen.

I just really love Starwars. Palpatine's wrinkly lookin face is somehow my favourite. I watched all 9 of the movies in a single week. I got abducted into a Cult and I do not care, in fact I want fucking more. I'm not blind to the flaws of Star wars but honestly it just makes me love the series more.

[lighterfire9000]

So um... I more or less got kidnapped into a cult by some friends and I'm not exactly mad about it. They got me into Starwars and yeah it feels like a fucking cult. They don't even deny it, they just like "Yeah, we welcome you with open arms, welcome to the dark side." I'm just sitting there like "Neat????????"

[lighterfire9000]

Surprise, surprise, Light was a Gacha Life kid and thought why not download Gacha Life 2 and make Quinn.... Watch I'm gonna start useing it as a tool now because Aphantasia goes burrrrrrrrrrrn.

[lighterfire9000]

..... Why is it today that when I decided to work on Quinn today I forgot her design and repeatedly had to look at it. And then later when I decided to do some work on Kismet, I repeatedly messed up his last name. It's Veni, so the translation of his name would roughly be "destiny/fate to come" because his destiny/fate is very open ended. Kinda of his whole thing. But instead I kept messing up his last name Vinic which would mean like destiny alcohol or fate alcohol 😭😭😭

[lighterfire9000]

Yes, yes, I know it's late. It's 4 am and I should be sleeping but earlier today I was talking to my big brother about Destiny ocs. How Kismet and Ir Fay would interact with each other came up and... I can't get my mind off it.

Ir Fay was a hive, one of Oryx's daughters. But she was killed shortly after the dreadnought arrived in Sol. As a light bearer now, she tries to move past her murder filled past and has vague memories about her time in the hive and her father. So there's a lot of things that is normal to us or consider normal in the Destiny universe that she simply just doesn't know about.

And then there is Kismet, my wholesome old ass exiled warlock. Who also doesn't a lot of things in Destiny that is common or consider common knowledge. Like Kismet is so far back in the time that he doesn't even know about the hive.

So I can't help but imagine Ir Fay ends up going Venus. Mainly to take a wander on a planet she's never seen or been on before. She ends up stumbling upon the Vault of Glass entrance area, Kismet ends up showing himself as that's the area he keeps watch over and politely tells Ir Fay to leave or else he'll be forced to essentially make her leave. So Fay then takes her leave.

But Kismet has been exiled for so long and it being a long while since he last encountered somebody else on Venus let alone somebody that reacted as chill as Ir Fay did to being basically threatened... Can't help but ask her to wait. And so, she does.

Eventually they start talking, learning little things from each other. Somewhere along the way Ir Fay minds just goes "... He's so wholesome and precious. He's been through too much, he really has no one except for me to talk to, ... I can't let him know about the horrors currently going on. Big sister mode activated."

Eventually Kismet shares some of his past with Fay and asks what is Fay. As he doesn't know about the hive, he's only ever seen a light bearer be human, exo or awoken. And Ir Fay kowning what she does about his past, what she remembers of own own can't help but draw similarities to the Vex and Hive. And kowning Kismet option on the Vex, simply just tells him; ".... Don't worry about it."

Kismet and Ir Fay are both lonely characters, both are outcasts in their own right. Kismet was been alone on Venus for so long, he doesn't know many thing that Ir Fay does know. Ir Fay has been apart of the hive and doing various shit, she knows many things that Kismet doesn't. So they both get companionship, somebody to learn things from, along other things. But somewhere Ir Fay decides that there are some things that she can't let Kismet know about... As he's been through so much, she doesn't, she can't add more to plate and keeps things hidden from him.

She doesn't lie to Kismet but more so question dodge or ignore it. But Fay still can't help but feel guilty for keeping these things from Kismet without asking him does he want to known or be left in the dark? Can't help but question if she's making the right choice. Can't help but conversation herself that she making the right choice. Can't help but try samilers to the Vex, to the Hive, to herself and feel guilty for what had happen to Kismet. Can't help but fear what would happen if he found out the truth. Can't help but fear she may lose one of the only people in her life she actually feels she has a connection with... And awhile Kismet doesn't know about this, when he does... He doesn't know how to feel. He can't hate her, he can't forgive her either. She's both Fay and Ir Fay, Sorrow's Song... What is he supposed to do...?

(Also yes, I know this fucks with the time line but um politely stfu about that.)

[lighterfire9000]

.... Why is it every time I say "Okay! I'm gonna post shit on Tumblr and Bluesky to build up an audience and reputation!" And then.... I just don't... For whatever reason. Every. Single. Time.

[creation-help]

STOP BEING SELF CONSCIOUS ABOUT YOUR CREATIONS STOP SECOND GUESSING WHAT YOU REALLY WANNA DO STOP DEBATING IT'S WORTH. LET YOUR ART SERVE YOU INSTEAD OF THE OTHER WAY AROUND

[important-animal-images]

[whatcoloristhatcat]

black tortoiseshell, black tortoiseshell with moderate white spotting (calico)

[lighterfire9000]

One of his cats, looks almost exactly like my cat Maple. I didn't know she could teleport lol

[lighterfire9000]

Art Fight, Art Dump!

... Okay so this has been in my dafts since the 2th of July of 2024 so ummm... Let's pretend I posted this when art fight was still happening...

Character: Taken Hailstrom-2 & Ringmaster

Owner: @/TheGundamLady (Twitter/X)

Character: Wither

Owner: @/Kima_OD (Twitter/X)

Character: Sonata

Owner: @wisteriaparaphernalia @/WisteriaRegalia (on Twitter/X/

Character: Lumina

Owner: @dreamymajesty (Twitter/X @ is the same)

Bonus: Cats.

[lighterfire9000]

Been watching My Hero Academia lately and damn... I just had to draw Shigaraki after his glow up.

[lighterfire9000]

I am so annoyed that I completely forgot about his mouth. Also even more annoyed that I can't get my lighting. T~T

[lighterfire9000]

I haven't really played Destiny 2 these last two seasons (... Or episodes?) but man. Hearing that the dreadnaught is returning, next season that's got me acting up. I love me my dreadnaught and hive shit, so ofc I had to write a poem in Ir Fay's pov.

"I long to return home.

To the vast hallways.

To bones amongst the catacombs.

But there would nothing there.

Except faded memories to my dismay.

It is the place where my father was slaughter.

Yet I still long to return...

Home."

[orlissa]

Hi,

It’s your friendly neighbor fanfic author here. In the light of this apparent new trend of people feeding unfinished fics to AI to get an “ending,” and some people even talking about “blanket permissions,” let me just say this:

I EXPLICITLY FORBID ANYONE TO FEED MY FICS TO AI. DUDE, THAT IS ABOUT THE LEAST RESPECTFUL THING YOU CAN DO. IF YOU DO IT, SHALL YOU BE EXCOMMUNICATED FROM YOUR FANDOM AND WALK ON LEGOS BAREFOOT TILL THE END OF DAYS.

That is my anti-permission.

Thank you for your attention.

[headspacedad]

Consider this my notice as well.  I do not give permission for ANY of my work to be fed into an AI.  If I wrote the words, consider this my notification.  NONE of my words belong in the algorithm of a computer trying to replace me.

[yelmor-boots]

same here

if you ever feed my art or my writing into AI, you’ve officially disrespected me and the fandom as a whole and i want nothing to do with you. thanks <3

[the-kittens-of-vol-tron]

Same for my work! You don’t have permission to use my work to feed to AI

[studiorat]

Same. And if I find out you have you’re getting blocked from everything forever.

[sainamoonshine]

If I find out you fed my work into AI I consider it blanket permission to beat you to death with my bare hands

[lighterfire9000]

Same here. You do not have permission to feed my work to AI. If you do then you just gave me permission to send your ass to the shadow realm.