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[lightyagamiscorset]

hi

my name is Ruine (the I is silent) and I'm a guy

I'll mostly post about loa/shifting and anime/manga

I'm sx/so 5w6 INTP lVEF and diagnosed autistic and GAD

Main DRs: Death Note, Icelandic Bakery, and my waiting room

I'm in my mid-late teens

I've been manifesting since circa 2022 and I'm pretty decent at it

I'm queer but I don't use labels (any pronouns accept for she, they, and it are fine)

My birthday is 1/8 (month/day, i'm American)

I'm very shy and socially awkward

I'm a Christian, but not the kind that forces religion or goes "if you do X you're going to hell!"

I don't do manifestations for other people, and I probably won't answer any loa/shifting related asks, mainly because most of them have been answered by other people

No DNI, I fw anyone who isn't mean or negative all the time (bigots and trump/ice/Israel supporters will be blocked on site)

I love making friends BUT I'm shy so just message me first if you want to be my friend! No under 14 please

[your-friendly-multiverse]

seeing shifting getting popular again just in different packaging is nice and all but it does piss me off a little. you all called us fucking crazy but the second there’s proof of ancient civilizations doing it, you turn around and love this new great idea. like we haven’t been saying this existed the whole fucking time. the same people who were shitting on shifters are now all excited about nikola tesla speaking of living years in his own mind and meeting people there that helped him with his work. are you serious? it’s almost like we were right the whole time.

[lightyagamiscorset]

My charger broke so I haven't been active #sorrychat

[kiisaes]

"doomed by the narrative yaoi" yeah ok buddy (un-dooms the narrative)

[pezcad1to]

Kawoshin doodle ... With a pinterest refferent lol

[xzkey]

just like father!

[townslore]

have you been here the whole time....?

[xzkey]

[cattnipt]

maybe I really was born to meet you

[cheeseproducts]

KawoShin Week Day 5: Rebuild / Q

They go home and nothing bad happens ❤️ yay

[xzkey]

[fedarexmachina]

eyes without face

[windsaor]

plea and ending.

kawoshin

insta ; @windsaor

[townslore]

listen to frou-frou foxes in midsummer fires by cocteau twins. my final message. good bye

[nicoromen]

[myphilia-deactivated20260406]

imagine a reality that is basically like those gacha reactions videos. Bringing a bunch of people from a specific dr or tons of drs reacting to this reality, especially the crazy shit of this reality. Hell even the crazy shit from drs itself! I be giggling like some psycho thinking about it. Like of “your dr buddies/family react to your cr self”, “your dr s/o reacts to your dr/cr life *angst*”, or even “*insert dr* cast reacts to your cr earth”.

[awrnss-deactivated20260313]

oh how i love permashifting and my waiting room !!! :(<3

to spend the rest of eternity in 𑣲 my safe haven ˖⋆‧°𓏲ּ𝄢. my waiting room . my world . my home . i just cant wait to sleep , laze around , eat to my hearts content , watch , read , listen , create , and do whatever i want !!! 𓏲 ๋࣭ ࣪ ˖🥞

this is THE place for me . genuinely . i wanna live here , shift from here , die in other realities and awaken here again and again . i could never get tired or bored of this place , EVER !!! 𓏲 ๋࣭ ࣪ ˖🎐

yea i might miss this reality a teeny tiny bit and cry a bit while reminiscing my this reality self , about how much she went through and all . . . but lets be fr this reality is EVIL . lol . if i do wanna come back SOMEHOW i will just go to a better version i guess ^_^ . 𓏲 ๋࣭ ࣪ ˖🕊️

i really really REALLY wish i could actually TALK about my waiting room , but unfortunately my english is not THAT good and im not articulated or creative enough to show my waiting room in all its beautiful glory , you know ? when somethings so good , words fail you . 𓏲 ๋࣭ ࣪ ˖🪄

this is my last post on this account , really . i HAVE to take a step back to come back twice as harder (yuga ur the goat thanks for this tuff line honey) . I've , unfortunately , made my life worse and put it on hold for years despite never making actual efforts to shift . i know i know stupid move . and i also know you dont need to make efforts to shift . but hey , thats what i happen to believe sooo . makes SENSE !!! so im very very very sure this break from shifting in general is HIGHLY needed in my life or i might just actually go crazy (not joking btw) . SO GOODBYE 𓏲 ๋࣭ ࣪ ˖🌸

and also , oh @shifterka . how i love you . thank you for everything , my dear . i will miss you . 𓏲 ๋࣭ ࣪ ˖🧸

( and also , unfortunately speaking , ive totally lost interest in my shifting blog , maybe it's because I'm in that artists / creativity block , but its really getting to me ! )

[shifterka]

the first two paragraphs perfectly describe my plans. the waiting room is the best reality!! my waiting room was created only because you inspired me to do so

[krystella-shifts]

OMG this post when I started focusing on shifting to my WR!!

[sometimes-nya]

an angel gains a wing anytime someone mentions waiting rooms <3

[peachyycross]

omgomg waiting rooms! ^v^

I have two and I love both! but respawning to one of them makes me go yippieeee❗❗‼️ :3

[myphilia-deactivated20260406]

waiting rooms are so underrated in the community. Like let’s talk about them more 😭. a wr is literally the best place to shift to first ( especially if you are permashifter/respawner who plans to continue on shifting to to other drs ) if we are being honest.

[haerinyan]

my waiting room was and still is the only dr i’ve ever scripted to completion lol (mine went through several iterations throughout the years)

[myphilia-deactivated20260406]

Same! My waiting room has to the only dr that I have reworked on more than 6 TIMES. And 6 is not even the exact number as I reworked on it so many times. It even gotten worse the moment I decided to become permashifter which later to turned to me becoming a respawner. This one I’m working on is gonna ( it has to be at this point ) be the last iteration, cause I’m tired 💀.