heaven’s liar,

you made me believe salvation sounded like my own name in your mouth

[lilaccmilk]

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[pillsatoru]

t’was the night before kinktober

[lilaccmilk]

No grave can hold my body down; I'll crawl home to her

tw: mentions of death (it's reincarnation au)

The evening sun grew timid around the grassland as you lay with your lover.  “Do you think we’ll be together? Even in another lifetime?” You questioned, and his heart skipped a beat. He didn’t know how to answer that, he hoped for sure. He hoped for a lot of things, but this? He bordered on desperation when it came to this. Loving you for only one lifetime wasn’t enough. He wanted a thousand different lives to live and thousand more to love you in. But he simply looked at you as you rested your head against his chest. “Yes. That’s not even a question worth asking.” his chest rumbled as he spoke those words — sure, confident and certain.

“But what if fate decides to—” you were cut off before you even got those words out, “Fate has no business telling me how and when I can love you.” When. Not If.  You couldn’t grasp how words that seemed so simple clawed out your heart so that he could hear it drum better.

Did you know? An invisible red thread of fate connects those who are destined to meet

The moment you both first met, it was as if your soul had let out a relieved sigh, you heard your heart skipping a beat, as if to make space for him between each heartbeat. You never would’ve guessed he’d become the very blood in your veins.

the thread may stretch or may tangle, 

And you weren’t ready to see that blood drip out. You weren’t ready to let him go to death. But death came anyway, took him away, and then came for you too. You’d crawl out of your grave to see him one last time, knowing he’d be there in front of you, dirt under his nails.

—

You registered the smell of him, before the smell of coffee. This was supposed to be a quick thing, coffee before work, yet you collided with a man. He steadied you with a quick “Sorry”, you looked up at him and the world around you was tuned out. His hands lingered a second too long, voice like the one that had been haunting your dreams your whole life. You nodded, unable to trust your voice as you went ahead, walking towards the exit— no longer caring about trivial things like coffee. All you could think about was that the eyes of that stranger seemed so hauntingly familiar. You made your way out of the coffee shop, but your heart was thundering loudly, as if it was trying to scream someone’s name into your ears. You felt someone running towards you and you turned around— the man from the coffee shop. “I’m feeling guilty for the coffee, let me buy you a drink?” his voice smoothed over the crowd. You found yourself agreeing without thinking, “Sure, but I really have to leave for work right now.” He thought over before taking out his phone, “Then give me your number." you did as he said, your fingers on autopilot "How about 6 in the evening?” “Sure.”

but it will never break.

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gojo satoru, ryomen sukuna, sylus, rafayel, xavier + your favs!

[lilaccmilk]

Rina Kent Characters As Quotes

To catch a bus, you have to think like a bus.

— Nikolai Sokolov, probably.

From a young age I knew everybody was wrong and I was right.

— Landon King, definitely.

"You let your cat sleep with you!?" i'd let that mf represent me in court.

— Gareth Carson.

Mama ain't raise no bitch and even if she did it's my brother.

— Killian or Gareth Carson.

Wtf are daddy issues? Just traumatize your father back.

— Gareth Carson.

I hate having an internal monologue, girl shut the fuck up.

— Brandon King (my shayla).

(imma do more ig?)

[lilaccmilk]

just wanted to check in since it’s been a while since you last posted and hope you’re doing alright

first of all, omg i don’t even know what to say, you’re such a sweet person!

second thing is i’ve been struggling with my mental health, which caused me to have a writer’s block, i’m sorry for not informing earlier, but i’ve just been so out of it.

that being said, i do hope i can get back to writing once my stuff is sorted out, but thank you for being there. for some reason this ask made me feel happy

ily <3

(though i’d be happy to answer any other asks, and probably post drabbles)

[werecreature-addicted]

what the fuuuuuuck is a dating app. Tell me I'm your fated mate and you became eternally bound to me the second you laid eyes on me and you'll love me from the depths of your soul for the rest of your life.

[bloodstainedgauntlet]

whats that kink called that you get from reading too much fantasy lit as a child that makes you want to be tortured in front of someone who loves you so you can see the pleading desperation in their eyes and hear how much they love you in between the cracks of their voice and really truly believe they would do anything to save you. also you get to look so cool and brave and covered in blood and soooo able to withstand pain haha no just me? ok

[lilaccmilk]

"⎯ when the time is right, i'll find you again, in this lifetime or in the next, i promise."

this with 'doomed by the narrative' ships.

[ihavehomework2dobutimhereinstead]

RUJUNI ANYONE??? HELLO??

[lilaccmilk]

do NOT break my heart again. STOP.

[boywolfwerefriend]

[lilaccmilk]

the altar in your blood cw: vampire, blood sucking

your vampire boyfriend loves drinking from you. but even more than that, he loves feeling your pulse, so you'd often find his lips resting just at your pulse point. feeling your heartbeat, wishing his could beat in the same rhythm. with him it's never just drinking and leaving it at that, for him it's peppering kisses on your neck, the junction of your neck and shoulder, your sweet spot. it's always how he kisses you in reverence before sinking his fangs into your neck, it's how he drinks your blood like a drink of gods, how he drinks like a man condemned with you being his only mercy.

hunger didn't bring him to you, it was worship, he'd kill to hear your heartbeat in his chest. your blood flowed like life into his hungry mouth. it was decadently romantic how he craved you. and like a ritual, he kisses your wound, licks at it and kisses it once more just for good measure. you know he won't let go, and you don't want him to.

gojo satoru, sylus, RAFAYEL, megumi fushiguro, ken sato + your favs!

[cockmcstuffins]

bella was lucky she didn’t have a cell phone of any kind because you know ya boi edward would be blowing up that phone 24-7 going “saw a snail today…. effervescent” or some shit equivalent

[lilaccmilk]

someone: being a mafia heir, would you say you’re independent?

niko: *looks at bran*

bran: *nods*

niko: yes. i’m very independent.

[lilaccmilk]

“i can fix him”

“i can make him worse”

good for you. i, however, can will fuck him so hard that he literally forgets he was ever fucked up.

[lilaccmilk]

free my man tf? yes he did all of that. yes he’s still innocent. idc

[ozzgin]

While sound travels better underwater, it's still a hassle to detect it with your scuba gear on. It's vital to have an established sign language in order to communicate with your diving partner!

[lilaccmilk]

OMG OMG!!! I FOUND YOUR ACC JUST NOW AND I LOVE YOUR POSTS!!! LOVE THE CONCEPT YOU HAVE ESPECIALLY BECAUSE I SEE MULTIPLE OF MY CRUSHES IN YOUR POSTS!! ILY <33333

AHHHH thank you!!!!!!!! i started writing with multiple characters for THIS very reason!! mwahhhh

[lilaccmilk]

saw somewhere that ‘Drarry’ should be called ‘DragonSeeker’ and yk what? hell yeah.