Wildflower @lilyofthevalleyxo - Tumblr Blog

Tumblr is the only place I can say I want to die without judgement. Let me be overdramatic in peace. I sulk, I whine, and then I wake up the next morning and keep moving forward.

My cycle is self-loathing, tears, and maybe some suicidal thoughts. But I always keep on moving on. I have no choice but to survive.

Lucky me, afraid of death.

#exerpts from a book i'll never write #free write #creative writing #poets on tumblr #depression #sadness #sad writers club #sadwriting #sadthoughts #sewer slide #im so tired

Sometimes I imagine what it must feel like in those final moments before you die. Is there peace or just panic? I've been thinking about it a lot lately. Part of me craves that kind of deep release from the pressures of a life I didn't even ask for. The other part...well, she doesn't say much. I think I'm just really tired.

M.J. Walker

#sadness #sadthoughts #Sad Hours #sadwriting #sad writers club #new writers society #depression

poems-and-word

“You haven’t seen the best of me. I’m still working on my masterpiece.”

— Jessie J., Masterpiece (via music-and-quotes)

poems-and-word

“The broken heart. You think you will die, but you just keep living, day after day…”

— Charles Dickens, Great Expectations (via books-n-quotes)

fairycosmos

sry but depression for me isn’t smudged mascara and crying into a boy’s chest and acting romantic and reckless, it’s honestly just staring at the wall and not showering for days and not going out with friends and feeling so fucking disconnected from everything that i can barely breathe. it’s not pretty. it doesn’t have to be pretty. fuck you for trying to make a mental illness aesthetically pleasing, like it’s something i should be proud of.

oaj

have u ever had a depersonalization moment when you look at yourself in the mirror and think wow this person is me and i have this body and this life and everything feels so strange why am i me and not someone else