kiss me on the mouth & set me free

lincoln james wilde • 21 • alternative medicine major greetings and salutations, the name is lincoln but you can call me link or lj, i'll answer to either. i'm an alternative medicine major at bonacci and i'm a sophomore, due to my son hasil and taking time off to actually be a proper parent. i'm the oldest of a set of triplets, meaning i've got two younger sisters named rhiannon and lanie.

[lincolnwilde]

@linkwilde: explaining to my babysitter that i was out protesting is always interesting #nmp

[lincolnwilde]

astridmccarthy:

Oh Link… Are you ready for top surgery? I’ll help you… With everything, even Hasil if you’d like… But are you ready? Don’t let this man take this away from you.

Hopefully before he’s old enough to really understand it he’ll be out of office and we’ll be able to pretend this never happened.

I’m not. I still chestfeed Hasil and if I get top surgery that’ll be taken away from him before he’s ready. I’m just scared that I’m going to lose my chance, y’know? But I know that at this point this isn’t what I had planned.

Hopefully true, but if Trump gets inaugurated, Hasil will be seven when he’s out of office.

[lincolnwilde]

astridmccarthy:

Okay I just.. I’m gonna call people I used to hang out with and go to meetings with and see if they’re okay. 

Of course… Is Hasil alright? I know he’s really young, but… I don’t know is he alright?

That makes sense. I feel like I have to get top surgery. I know technically I don’t but I’m scared if I don’t do it now then he’ll find a way to stop me from ever.

He’s probably confused as to why his daddy was crying and he asked if I was okay but he’s pretty chill. I’m just glad he doesn’t understand this all yet.

[lincolnwilde]

astridmccarthy:

I can afford it myself but if you… If you ever need any help Lincoln please don’t be afraid to reach out. I’ll always be around for you Link.

I’m with Kalvin now and I really don’t wanna move tonight at all… Maybe tomorrow, if that’s okay? I could really use someone who understands everything going on in my head ya know.. Why I’m so scared?

I can afford it too, don’t worry. I’ve got my parents money at least.

Yeah, absolutely. Call me when you want to hang out and we’ll hide together.

[lincolnwilde]

astridmccarthy:

I’ve been crying on and off since last night, I’ve been sick twice… I can believe this actually happened. I feel like this is the start of a dystopian novel. I have no idea what comes next but I’ve decided that I’m gonna fight with everything I have. But as of right now, I think I’m gonna stay in my dorm room where I feel safe for a little while.

I’m so sorry Astrid. I think in the cases of you and me at least the next step is talking to our doctors since our insurance might be going away pretty soon, meaning HRT is gonna come out of pocket.

If you need to hide out with somebody I’m going to be in my dorm room pretty much the rest of the week.

[lincolnwilde]

@johnnybravo23: I know I may not be the most well-liked at school and I understand that. At times, I embrace it.

@johnnybravo23: I'm sure most of you saw me last night, standing next to two people who don't care much about most of y'all.

@johnnybravo23: And I'm truly sorry for what you saw.

@johnnybravo23: I sincerely apologize if that led you to believe I support them. I don't.

@johnnybravo23: I wouldn't do that out of my own accord. I am not like them.

@johnnybravo23: Again, I'm sorry. Truly and honestly.

@linkwilde: @johnnybravo23 you're an adult, you made your own choice. fuck you.

[lincolnwilde]

Text: link

Cherry: what can I do?

Cherry: just tell me and ill do it. whatever you need, if there’s anything at all.

Link: Maybe bring thai food? I really don't want to leave the dorm right now

[lincolnwilde]

@christianwho: @linkwilde i'm trying not to let the dread set in.

@linkwilde: @christianwho i let the dread set in when i realized this is the world i have to raise my son in

[lincolnwilde]

@linkwilde: im scared.

@linkwilde: definitely not going to classes today or tomorrow

[lincolnwilde]

bonacciemm:

Huh, do you like… stick it in tea and stuff? Because I’m totally here for all that marshmallow.

 Nope, you just take a tablespoon in the morning and a tablespoon at night directly. Though I guess you could put it in tea.

[lincolnwilde]

text message → cherry & link

cherry: oh my god you're a genius.

cherry: should i bring movie snacks or would that ruin dinner?

link: probably ruin dinner. bring em anyways and you and i can eat them later

[lincolnwilde]

text message → cherry & link

cherry: ... what movie tho, cause if it's zootopia again ur on ur own xoxoxoxo.

cherry: if it's anything else though you can expect me

link: tarzan~ I told him zootopia was tired and needed a nap

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astridmccarthy:

Oh my god there’s an aquarium here? I’m gonna find someone to go with me tomorrow because I wanna see the fish. We’ve come a long way from 18 high and scared.

It’s so much fun, Hasil was absolutely enamored. I’m still scared sometimes but I’m no longer high and eighteen at least.

[lincolnwilde]

text message → cherry & link

cherry: I hoped you both would. Happy TransParent day. Take pictures of the kitties at the zoo please.

link: I took hundreds of pictures and I'm sending them all to you. Hasil is exhausted though so we're gonna nap then probably watch a movie before dinner.

[lincolnwilde]

text message → cherry & link

link: I hope you know that Hasil loves these flowers and so do I

[lincolnwilde]

astridmccarthy:

Oh of course! I’m sorry I completely forgot about TransParent day! Happy TransParent day, and I hope you had a good day. Thanks… I really feel like me ya know? Like I’m in the right body, and I’m happy finally I guess ya know?

So far yeah. We went to the aquarium, went to the zoo, and now we’re home for lunch and naptime before dinner. Yeah I can understand that. I feel that way too mostly.

[lincolnwilde]

[ sent this morning with a note attached ]

happy transparent day to my favorite transman... well my favorite man around right now. i can't wait for dinner tonight, have a good day and call me when you get these!

xo - cherry