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we're not kids anymore.
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@lindacube
⋆ hiii! you can call me solar or austyn!
⋆ im 26 years old (april 30th)
⋆ i use any pronouns but cis people can only use he/they
⋆ im white + tme + gnc + some transmasc thing idk
⋆ i am dissociative and disabled and may talk about this
⋆ i have a wonderful and amazing girlfriend (10/19/22)
⋆ i block who i want. just don't be weird and we'll get along fine!
⋆ you must be 21+ to follow / interact. im an adult ^_^
i have posted some of these before but i wanted to post something for austyn too... the first 3 are from our last day together, 12/12/2025-- theyre the last photos on his phone. austyn (he/they) was a 26 year old transmasc who really wanted to get on t one day. hed been openly nonbinary since before we had met and had his sex marker set to x on his state id. austyn loved his dog burrito so much, he was like a son to him... i wish hed been able to do those things that he wanted to do. we all need to be able to live to the fullest best we can, especially for those who cannot.
tdov is for all trans people, especially to remember and see the ones who have passed. 💙🩷🤍🩷💙
i havent had it in me to say anything on his account since he passed, but for those of you who arent aware, austyn passed 12/19/2026. this is his wife berry posting for him. we still arent aware of what caused him to pass exactly-- best that i am aware of at the moment, as the autopsy is still ongoing, is that due to his asthma, they werent able to breathe, which caused their body to go into shock when they did get a breathing tube in once the ambulance came. however, due to the lack of oxygen for a couple of minutes, this seems to have caused seizures. and to top it off, somewhere between the ambulance and the emergency room, they had lost all breathing for 16 minutes straight and effectively lost all functioning in their brain because of this. though he wasnt conscious as painful as that is, we were able to get married (not legally) on the 17th, so 2 days before his passing. plus, we were basically common law married anyway, being together almost every day for 3 years. nothing will ease the burden that losing him has put upon me and his family. knowing that austyn will never get to fulfill his own goals and bucket list and the rest of his future with me or just in general makes me miserable.
all of this to say thank you if you were a friend to him. thank you if you showed him you cared. and even if you didnt talk all the time, i know he appreciated so many of you so deeply. i wish that he could have had more time with us. i wish that he could have gotten better like the nurses and doctors had been telling me he would be for the first two days in the ICU because the emergency room neglected to mention that he was basically brain dead once he got into their care. no need to do an emergency tracheotomy or anything on them...!! sigh
once i get more details i will share it on my blog and this blog, as i feel that everyone is entitled to know what happened to their friend, or even community member if not family member to some. thank you for taking the time to read this. <3
if youre following me, you probably are aware my partner has been in the ICU since friday night. they collapsed due to not being able to breathe and i had to give them CPR until the ambulance got there. they are now in recovery and i have been with them every day, waiting and praying theyll wake up soon. their mom set up a gofundme for them which if youre not able to donate to, just please share. we need all the help we can get.
Hi my name is Jill Morrow I am Alyson Mandigo's mother. On December 13 All… Jill Morrow needs your support for Standing with Alyson on He
this is my dear friend austyn, he's been battling infection in a medically induced coma for days now with his girlfriend at his side caring for him and his home/pets
i know this is a site full of people just barely getting by, but even one dollar helps. even if you personally can't give now or later, a reblog could help get this post on the dash of someone who can
Hey everyone, this is Kitty on Austyn's phone-- please reblog this post if you can; he needs all the help they can get.
nature is beautiful
btw someone you 🫵 love is an addict and you don't even know but they hear the way you talk about substance use disorders, and you like to think you would never talk about the people you love the way you talk about people with substance use disorders, but you already are.
hard out here for an introverted boytoy
top ten guys who should be passed around at a party but instead bedrot all day long
Today I didn't take my medication because I ran out and couldn't afford to buy more. On top of that, I was soaked by the rain; all our clothes were ruined. I'm sharing these photos with you from a year ago, taken during this same day of heavy rain. You'll notice I was smiling in the photo from a year ago, but today I haven't shared or taken any pictures because of my condition and mental health issues.
My mental health is in a very bad state. I will not forgive anyone who failed to help me and my mother during our illness, even though they were able to help us.
The world is so small. A year ago, and today we are drowning in the rains. A year ago, I was smiling at life, and today I am suffering from severe depression.😭😭😭
Note: I haven't taken the medication prescribed by my doctor because I can't afford it due to its high price.
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Please assist my friend Ibrahim, anything helps
"games are special.... because we... have stories to tell..."
*montage of third person combat in unreal engine 5*
During this difficult time, we want to express our sincere gratitude to everyone who supports our cause and stands with us. Thank you to all who stand by us and help us, and a heartfelt thank you to (Billie Eilish) for her humanitarian stance and unwavering support, and to everyone who speaks out for truth and justice. Your solidarity gives us strength and hope, and helps us persevere despite all the challenges.
Thank you, Billie Eilish. You've done what so many people and so many countries couldn't. Today, we need your support and your voice more than ever. What we're going through is incredibly difficult; no one can bear it. We're living a true nightmare, experiencing the worst days of our lives. There's no life, no hospitals, no education—everything is destroyed. We want to get to a safe country as soon as possible.
Please, if you can, donate to us so we can escape this hell of war. Please donate, because I deserve to live in safety and without pain.
This is what all countries and all people should do; they should talk about what we are going through and what we are living through. I was injured over 500 days ago, and I haven't been able to undergo surgery to remove the metal fragments lodged in my body because our hospitals were destroyed. We're living in a tattered tent that offers no protection from the rain or the bitter cold. We hope to leave for a safe country as soon as possible so I can have my surgery and live in safety. Therefore, we need your support, we need you to stand with us, we need you to understand our suffering, and we need your donations so I can receive treatment and start a new, safe life.
Do not separate yourself from the people of Gaza. Do not separate yourself from Palestinians. Do not separate yourself from those who stand with Palestine at cost to themselves.
Solidarity is the path to liberation. Do not be silenced. Do not let the fear isolate you from others. Palestine can and will be free.
Help Gazans like Fadel and his family to survive.
Fadel has been suffering from untreated injuries sustained from the bombing of his home. He suffers from his disability when he cannot afford his medication. His family has struggled to afford basic necessities like food and clean water.
Now his family is very ill and all of their supplies and bedding is soaked through.
Please have compassion and donate to him. Fadel and his family deserve some relief from this relentless suffering.
Pleade don't forget about Palestine, don't stop supporting Palestine, and don't forget Fadel. He has to afford more medication each month on top of affording scarce food and unreliable shelter. Anything helps
Let me explain our situation briefly: rain is leaking into our tent from everywhere, soaking all our blankets and mattresses. My family and I are suffering from the bitter cold, shivering inside our tattered tent. We are living through the worst days of our lives, in every sense of the word.
Please don't ignore what we are going through. Help us buy a new tent and medicine urgently. Help us get through this ordeal. Please donate.
Minyoung Kim (Korean, 1989) - Sudden Salami (2023)
“no, you see, people who abuse animals are broadly hated in society, and that hatred is normative, which means that the act of kicking a dog into the grand canyon is transgressive, and everything transgressive is queer, so therefore animal abuse is queer, so therefore we should add dog-kickers to the acronym immediately. i have already made a dog-kicker pride flag. if you criticize my brand-new dog-kicker pride flag then you are reactionary. if you criticize my friends who are only queer in the sense that they kick dogs then that is respectability politics. if you warn people not to walk their dogs in the park that me and my fellow dog-kickers hang out at then that’s cancel culture. if you call the cops on my friend who refers to himself as ‘Dog-Kicker Champion’ merely because he has adopted 8 dogs in the past 8 months yet there are no dogs in his apartment and something isn’t adding up, that’s actually carceral. maybe those dogs WANTED to get kicked into the grand canyon, did you ever consider that? if you really cared about animal welfare you would let the dogs get adopted by D.K.C. because at least then they wouldn’t be in a crowded shelter. I actually think it’s much more suspicious that you want to CONTROL what happens to these dogs.”
The thing here is that no one is actually arguing that child abuse is good or should happen, the jump you are making in this analogy. If there is no material herm there is no crime. I have intrusive thoughts and think about doing terrible, violent things frequently (not pedophilia, to be clear). The difference is that I do not actually act on these impulses. Do we lock me up or shun me for them?
There is a difference between being a pedophile and committing CSA. There are two separate camps, and while there is some overlap, the majority of people who commit these crimes do so because they can and not because they're actually attracted to children. I don't think they're members of the queer community (because that doesn't meaningfully exist), but we also shouldn't be fantasizing about killing people who haven't done anything.
i’m really not interested in arguing about this but you’ve followed me for a while so i’m going to try and engage in a measured way.
1. “no one is arguing that child abuse is okay” you are reading a specificity into my post that assumes that you and i have observed the same people and that i am commenting on the same people that you are thinking about. this is evidently not the case. there is a seemingly cyclical history of child sexual abuse apologia that has reared its ugly head many times. “MAP” or “Minor-Attracted Person” is more recent but is a concept that has existed since the early 2000s. NAMBLA or the “National Man-Boy Love Association” was founded in 1978 and spent several decades lobbying against age of consent laws, among other things. At the beginning of the 20th century there were some homosexual men writing about how “maybe the ancient greeks’ practice of pederasty had some merits.” Couple of years ago, [former] tumblr user Toonimal created a whole damn forum wherein self-identified adult pedophiles and children were explicitly allowed to interact and post about sexual topics. This was all justified by ideological explanations. You cannot actually tell me that “NO-ONE” is materially arguing in favor of child abuse.
Hell, Michel Foucault argued against age of consent laws. Even now people argue about this.
I am not here to point fingers at persons du jour and say “that person is a pedophile!” rather, i think that a lot of the language that is thrown around on this topic is very pernicious and negative. The overall point that I am trying to make is that people can use the language of progressivism for some really very negative things. If you disagree with everything else I have said, that should be the one takeaway. Every sentence I wrote in the original post traces back to something that someone has said in earnest, either on tumblr or elsewhere. But i have no interest in making a huge list of people who have merely said things I disagree with.
2. “intrusive thoughts / acting on impulses.” “Pedophile” is not actually a medical diagnosis. Neither is “psychopath.” These concepts exist in a sort of grey area of either “criminal psychology” that is fundamentally dubious, or “layman psychology” in other words “something that someone said one time.” If someone has urges to abuse children that they vociferously don’t want to act on, WHY ARE WE ALWAYS FUCKING HEARING ABOUT IT? WHY TALK SO MUCH ABOUT SOMETHING THEY ALLEGEDLY DON’T WANT TO ACT ON? WHY SIMULATE THAT ACTION WITH OTHER ADULTS? And, ultimately, if someone says that they have indomitable urges to abuse children, why the fuck would i believe them? Why the fuck would I treat them as an individual who is safe to be around kids?
I think that the unproven idea that pedophiles merely have inherent urges that can never be gotten rid of lets them off the hook. I don’t think our collective attitude towards people who abuse kids should be “Oh well, it happened again, i guess their indomitable impulse to abuse kids triumphed again, well let’s just kick them out of this parish/business/internet forum/police department/subculture and they can go do that somewhere else where I don’t have to look at it.”
Have you ever had a male friend who for your entire historical friendship with him seemed to be a completely benign, even feminist man? And then at some point down the road you start hearing rumors, whispers, start to get bad vibes, which you deny and suppress the doubts that bubble up from your gut until a woman explicitly comes forward and tells you how that man abused her? It sounds unbelievable at first but the more you think about it the more sense it makes. House of cards comes tumbling down. People start to talk. More accusations surface. Façade gone. Everyone else’s stories start to align into a much bigger picture. You realize that your friend did some pretty horrible stuff. You wish in retrospect that there had been some more indications, that you had been more perceptive, more discerning, more empathetic.
when people say shit like “i have friends who are self-identifying pedophiles and i trust them to be around kids” i get a real bad sinking feeling. the feeling of “it’s happening again.”
3. “there is a difference between being a pedophile and committing CSA, those are two separate camps with some overlap” What? Huh? When the hell did we decide that? I never agreed to that definition, and that’s not the common definition used in society. Generally people understand “pedophile” to mean “person who either HAS ALREADY or EXPRESSES THAT THEY WANT TO sexually abuse kids.” There is no commonly accepted diagnostic criteria for “pedophile.” Maybe that will change in the future but that’s just not how everyone talks about this other than an extremely small minority of people whose opinions on the matter i do not agree with.
4. “people who commit these crimes do so because they can and not because they are actually attracted to children” ACCORDING TO WHO? I do not believe you or anyone else has any data to back that claim up. Also, let’s think about this logically for a second, under what circumstances does someone “commit these crimes” NOT because of an “attraction” or desire. What factor is causing people to abuse children regardless of the fact that they apparently DON’T want to abuse children? This makes no sense. For a person to abuse children or do anything else in the world they have to have means, motive, and opportunity. Nobody abuses children simply because they have the means and opportunity. They aren’t going to do it if they don’t want to do it.
5. “we shouldn’t be fantasizing about killing people who haven’t done anything” I never said anything about killing anyone.
I wish I was shocked:
The bill has several cosponsors and would target transgender people in bathrooms across the state.
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This is a bill whose creators went out of their way to make specifically target tma people, and all anyone talks or cares about is how it will effect tme people. They literally do not care about us. If these lawmakers ever dissuade their fears about it effecting tme people, these "allies" will stop caring about this bill without a second thought. Hell, they'll probably support it.
anonymously make an assumption about me and i'll confirm/deny it
