Never
I never thought I would come this far.
I never thought I would survive this long, knowing damn well I don’t want to live.
I never thought I could keep up my facade.
I never thought they would believe that I want to live
I never thought I would get a full time job and move out.
I never thought about my life, because I stopped living it long ago.
“Will I ever live my life ?”
Never.


















