Gremlin

a 22 yo struggling with life

[literarygremlin]

Sometimes I sit there and think… I would be a terrible teacher. Why am I even doing this?

And then I remember my English teachers and Japan… yeah, I might be able to pull through…

[literarygremlin]

All I want is a friend who I can trust and know they care about me.

But as Mitski once said :

[literarygremlin]

My dogs are like ice to a broken bone to me.

They won’t heal me but make the pain bearable.

[pansyfemme]

relationships and jobs are temporary. your shitty unpopular tumblr blog is forever

[heywriters]

write for yourself. put your fantasies on paper. no one knows what you are writing. no one knows what's in your head. no one is going to write it for you. if you don't write down your ideas they will disappear. if you are too scared to write your thoughts then don't write, try something different. if writing is the only way, get to writing. no one else's opinion matters. no one else's opinion will ever matter

[literarygremlin]

Oh god save me, please, I need to make friends in uni. Send me one or two extroverts 😭

[literarygremlin]

Me: I feel like shit *incoming panic attack*

Me: *proceeds to search up “can u smoke while having a panic attack*

Search engine: no

Me: *proceeds to smoke*

[literarygremlin]

Turns out I had low blood pressure so yeah, there’s that

[literarygremlin]

Me: I feel like shit *incoming panic attack*

Me: *proceeds to search up “can u smoke while having a panic attack*

Search engine: no

Me: *proceeds to smoke*

[literarygremlin]

What I got out of my therapy session today (just got out) is that I’m repressing my emotions and keeping everyone away and it’s my fault for being lonely?

Why can’t I have that one friend who tries to break down this wall? I’ve seen it countless times with other people in my life. Why can’t it be me? I don’t even get my own feelings wtf

( ｡ •̀ ᴖ •́ ｡)

[darklesmylove]

me doing anything but actually writing the next chapter as if it’ll magically appear on its own:

[literarygremlin]

It's so sad when you have to comfort yourself with literature after a big meltdown.

Real people don't care, so let's find fictional that will...

[literarygremlin]

Yes, you cute or whateva but are you currently going crazy because of the literature during the Middle Ages in Europe? No? Thought so...