Can you share how you experience thinking? I know it sounds like a weird question, but I always wondered how different people experience it.
To me, thinking consists of three layers, like a sandwich:
- The top bread is being flooded by all thoughts, from nonsense to similar and opposite ideas. All at the same instant.
- The filling is subconsciously aligning with some of those thoughts and so perceiving those more.
- The top bread is when I pick one and "repeat it" in my mind as a last step.
So, a thought like "I like blue" happened several times in less than an instant, but many times I only perceive the last step.
If I skip that last step, the thoughts become more of an image. For example, something blue, pale, round and with a soft texture. I many times guide myself with these shapes and colors to make choices, maybe because of this, putting things into precise words is hard.
(My alters do this process too, and I either feel their answer or the colors of it. /did system)
This makes me understand everything I think and feel depends on several variables that are not under my control. I just manage a layer of a fully complex system. Sometimes I feel at ease, feeling my body helps me, and other times I feel a void.
Do you experience something similar? Or different?
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