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[bnmxfld]

i hope you heal

[sheshotandlovespot]

Me to me

[melloncolliegalaxies]

something about gripping fingers instead of empty bottles

and burying heads in necks instead of vacant beds

and nibbling earlobes instead of biting nails on shaky fingers

and inhaling cologne instead of gasping for air

and hearing the words instead of trying to remember what they sound like

and caressing their skin instead of grazing yourself, that makes it hard to be alone.

- "gripping fingers"

[wishing-for-deathx]

I hate the person I turn into when I fall for someone. I hate how I’m willing to to do anything and everything to keep that person in my life. I hate how I am careful with my words because I don’t want to hurt him even though the wounds from his poisonous words have not even begun to heal. The bad behavior I tolerate, the excuses I make for him, the crap I put up with. The uncountable chances I give him but somehow I can’t grant myself the same kindness. If I make a mistake? It’s only fair that he leaves me. I fucked it up. The constant overthinking, the relentless fear of being ignored or ghosted and all the self blame. It’s like I abandon me.

It’s exhausting when I don’t even have me in my corner.

[apoemaday]

6:59 AM

by Shane Koyczan

I’ve been told that people in the army do more by 7:00 AM than I do in an entire day,

but if I wake at 6:59 AM and turn to you to trace the outline of your lips with mine, I will have done enough and killed no one in the process.

[pathologising]

[yourmissedconnection]

[minstrivia]

yes i love women

[sinnersleadtheway]

This last week has fucked with my emotions so badly. Just when I think I’m okay I cry. I don’t feel like I’ve wrap my head around the fact she’s gone. I don’t want it to be real.

[robertmitchum]

TOPPER dir. Norman Z. McLeod

[amargedom]

“I want to be in a relationship where you telling me you love me is just a ceremonious validation of what you already show me.”

—

[theuncrownmeblr]

[coutureicons]

joan of arc

[randy-jett]

It seems you like this boi very much

Clone High, different chapters.

[id-888]

How come you feel it more at night

[smspoetry]

i’m known as the hypocrite - i can’t become something and make it stick. if you met me two weeks ago, i’m already different. i’ll tattoo who i was on my skin with confidence and take that vow but staying there? that’s something my mental illness won’t allow. this used to be my biggest insecurity but now i’m aware of it’s maturity. people would mock my current phase and see the way i live my life as nothing more than “touristy.” the people who roll their eyes at my breakthroughs are forever stagnant - hiding in bunkers with a whole lot to say about the “unstable dragon.” i’m known as crazy and off my rocker but i’d rather be me than a faux intellectual sleepwalker. you arrive to gatherings shunning store bought while carrying something homemade but it’s not that hard to look desirable while sitting right next to a fucking grenade. i don’t have an image to uphold full of “higher thoughts” and “positive vibes.” i made myself the goddamn moon and i own up to my tides. it has to be exhausting forever sanding down your rough edges to become easier to swallow. i don’t go down easy. is it hard for you to hold up those pitchforks while inside you’re hollow? i’m okay with being the nightmare of a woman while standing in this room. i’m unhinged, impolite - everything but a shell of a tomb. so, go ahead - read this and polish your throne. but, one day you’ll wake up and be all alone. me on the other hand? well, I’ll be fucking known.

[raindrop4444444444]

angel girl

[infiniys]

3/4/20