Lilsweetpea🌱

CW:192.0LBGW:105LB 5’9 (175cm)

[cumbleeder]

prove to them that you can get skinny, rub it in their faces

[bbutterflyygg]

If this is your dream, reblog🦋

[littlepinklady]

Day 2

Today didn’t go as planned i had high expectations but i failed … i ate so much but i see this as a new stepping stone…

Halloween costume came in was reminded that i need to work harder ..

i weighed at 195 lb / 88kg

[littlepinklady]

Day 1

All i crave is my low cal diet food..Started my 7 day streak. I literally just crave my low cal yogurt and apples that’s all i crave more than anything🥲 with watermelon

( Tick imma try out tomorrow we have a candy dish and i have a few hair ties. every time i reach for a candy i’ll pop myself to correct it and chug water )

[littlepinklady]

day 1 .. i’m preparing to become his and only his.. i must first coat and shed this old skin / form the back to hard work i go no more complaining just focus and hard hard hard hard hard hard hard work He’s gonna be MINE i love him

[littlepinklady]

can i please find happiness..

(◞‸◟；) …

i feel like i’m drowning…

[littlepinklady]

u think he’ll like me once i’m smaller … i’m 200lb my goal is 130lb

[thereisawillow-deactivated20240]

🦢 ❄️ 🦴 💐 🌊 99 LBS (B.M.I. 15.1) 🦢 ❄️ 🦴 💐 🌊 I've done it before. I can do it again. I've done it before. I can do it again. I've done it before. I can do it again. I've done it before. I can do it again. I've done it before. I can do it again. I've done it before. I can do it again. I've done it before. I can do it again. I've done it before. I can do it again. I've done it before. I can do it again. I've done it before. I can do it again. I've done it before. I can do it again. I've done it before. I can do it again.

[littlepinklady]

literally hate my face so bad… can’t wait till i get to my ugw .. then i get a little plastic surgery then bam im beautiful

[littlepinklady]

going back to my old ways soon 👌 cw:194.8

Gw:135lb

[littlepinklady]

Can’t make up how ugly I am … no one will ever love me and I’ve become okay with that

[littlepinklady]

Just took 4 laxatives and I hope they clear me out soon I’ll be on a liquid diet for the next 4 days but I can’t go over 200cal

[littlepinklady]

I got rid of the guy issue now I can focus on rotting in my bed 👍👍👍 and drop some weight

[3freakyf4tfailure]

... Not gonna lie ... Seeing everyone else steadily achieving their goals and becoming skinnier day by day ... While I'm falling miles behind by sabotaging my progress the moment I start seeing results of my hard work rotting in a never-ending hell ... is extremely soul crushing ...

... All I want is to be small ...

[littlepinklady]

i may not be the prettiest or the most talented person ever nor am i interesting but i deserve someone who wants me… don’t i ? i deserve happiness too … why can’t i ? .. why can’t i be happy now ? … why is it always temporary why ? …

I think i need to be alone again for a while..

[littlepinklady]

ugh he’s making things worse( mentally) … i think ill keep him around i need the push but my heart hurts i feel broken

i feel worthless

am i even worth it

am i ?

[littlepinklady]

i hate men from the bottom of my heart can’t wait till i’m at my gw so i can make everyman that thinks he’s hot shit to crawl on his knees to me