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βΈβΈ π ΰ β Just having one of those mornings. Feeling unloved and vulnerable. I really want my bf but he's at work and doesn't finish for a few more hours. I've been awake speaking with my online friends all night, but it doesn't feel like enough to fill that hole right now. I'm too tired to talk to anyone aside from my best friend. However, as of writing this I think she's AFK or busy. She hasn't responded to me in a while.
I should sleep but my brain won't let me. My body really wants to. I can't sleep without him beside me. It doesn't feel right. I love it when we cuddle and when he holds me. He's so sweet and kind. He helps make all my worries and troubles go away . . most of the time. Of course, like most relationships he also makes me stress. I won't get into that though; not to people on a random site who I don't even know are reading this. π§Έ