i got dark only to shine

[livlonganderson]

Text | Livtana

Santana: You're probably right.

Santana: Take care of yourself, alright?

Liv: [thumbs up emoji]

[livlonganderson]

Text | Livtana

Santana: Yeah, I've heard that before. I said something like it when I wanted Brittany to leave me alone.

Santana: I can't believe this is happening when everyone is planning on storming area 51. I wanna text you every time I see a new meme.

Santana: I'll give you space, but I'm not accepting that we're over.

Liv: It’s bullshit. They found a new place to hide their alien space craft.

[livlonganderson]

Text | Livtana

Santana: No, you’re not! You’re making yourself into one to fit into your narrative that you suck and no one loves you and it pisses me off.

Liv: I need time Santana

[livlonganderson]

Text | Livtana

Santana: No, you need to use your words. I’m not a mind reader.

Santana: And I’m not giving up on this. Just so I’m clear.

Liv: Guess that means I’m the bad guy

[livlonganderson]

Text | Livtana

Santana: because it's not clear to me

Liv: I think you know what I’m saying

[livlonganderson]

Text | Livtana

Santana: Great. That's super helpful.

Santana: Doors locked.

Santana: What now?

Liv: Why are you asking when it’s pretty clear?

[livlonganderson]

Text | Livtana

Santana: In the grand scheme of you and me, we've both done some really stupid things, but in this specific argument, yeah, it was on me. But, to make sure I've got this right, you're mad at me because I'm assuming that you're mad at me and you're mad at you?

Liv: I just know I’m mad

[livlonganderson]

Text | Livtana

Santana: How is it not about me?

Liv: you act like you’re the problem and it’s annoying

[livlonganderson]

Text | Livtana

Santana: Liv..

Santana: I fucked up. I fucked up so badly. You trusted me and I fucked it up. I'm so sorry. I'm terrified. I keep running around trying to find a way back in, but you've already locked all the doors, and that's my fault, I know that, but I miss you so much. I can be better, I will be. Please just let me back in, I'm freaking out, I miss you, and I just want us to be okay again.

Liv: This isn’t about you.

Liv: You did nothing wrong and until you realize that I can’t do this.

[livlonganderson]

Text | Livtana

Santana: No, we said a week, it's been over a week. My plan wasn't for us to ignore each other indefinitely. What was yours, exactly?

Liv: ignore you indefinitely

[livlonganderson]

Text | Livtana

Santana: hi

Liv: you’re trying to beg for my attention and I’m not in the mood

[livlonganderson]

Text | Livtana

Santana: I have a problem with everyone. No one’s perfect. Why don’t we take like a week, cool off, do some thinking, and meet up then?

Liv: Yup

[livlonganderson]

Text | Livtana

Santana: For a week or two, yeah, maybe. For good? No. That makes me wanna puke. I mean, I’ve been through it once, I guess I’d survive it again, but I don’t want to.

Liv: I'm not changing because you have problems with who I am. No one is happy with me. You're not going to change me.

[livlonganderson]

Text | Livtana

Santana: Yeah, you never do. It’s kind of my biggest problem with you. I’ve never met someone so resistant to affection.

Liv: Can we not do this? You spent this whole time not talking to me. I'm sure you can survive longer.

[livlonganderson]

Text | Livtana

Santana: So maybe we consider this a break instead of a break up? I mean, fuck Liv.

Liv: I'm not saying a word.

[livlonganderson]

Text | Livtana

Santana: you know I know where you live and work right?

Liv: Yup

[livlonganderson]

Text | Livtana

Santana: Because I haven’t seen you in a while. Because I miss you. Because you’re a massive part of my life?

Liv: I'm busy