Elizabitch DUH

|22| |5'9| |Fresno, Ca|

[stxckinwonderland]

I fall in love with people that don’t love me back. It happens over and over. I pretend that I’m strong. That it’s barely an inconvenience that their feelings for me aren’t even a fraction of what i feel, and that it doesn’t feel terrible when they don’t choose me when I’d choose them over and over again. I pretend that every time I realise their feelings for me aren’t the same i don’t feel a gaping hole in my chest. I fall in love with people who don’t love me back and I’m tired of pretending that I’m not worn out from only ever loving and never being loved.

-A

[honeypleasejustkillme]

every time you send a dry text or you take 5 hours to respond it feels like your hand is being plunged into my bare chest and ripping my heart out, and if i were to say this out loud i would be being “manipulative” and “dramatic” but it actually feels like i’m dying. it feels like i’m being physically hurt, but of course i still run after you because who would i be without you? i would have nothing to live for, no one to obsessively think about and adore. i would have no one to be completely and whole heartedly in love with, and being absolutely infatuated with you is the worst pain i’ve felt in my life but i wouldn’t change it for a second. you are the worst and best thing that’s ever happened to me but goddamn it i wouldn’t be here without you. i owe everything to you, i fucking adore you my beloved.

[halloqueen31]

[joselandsallee]

Ugh 🥺

[tessa-yunzeo]

[understands]

[ruinedbaby]

Never feel bad for letting go of someone that treated u like a whatever thing

[preservable]

[neckkiss]

Yay.

[wildmermaids]

i hope i start my hot person phase soon

[societyisfxke-deactivated202102]

[fdsfjdsfjkf93723679267-deactiva]

Due to unfortunate circumstances, I am awake.

[finding-avalon]

“When you start taking care of yourself, you start feeling better; looking better; attracting better. It all starts with you.”

— CKP

[srsfunny]

More Beautiful After Being Broken

[fluffmugger]

What this trite imagery misses out on is the fact that kintsukuroi requires a lot of work to repair a piece like that.  It takes a lot of time, a lot of effort, a great deal of investment.  Sometimes parts of the original are damaged beyond repair, and you have to instead painstakingly create entirely new ones.   It’s still not the same.  Maybe it’s something more beautiful. But it’s not the fact that it broke that makes it beautiful. It’s the work put into it.  It’s the fact that people made the effort to salvage it, because it was worth salvaging, because it was important enough to salvage.      It’s the care that makes the beauty.   An apology can’t always fix what has been broken.  That doesn’t mean it’s not irreparable, sometimes you can go on to rebuild and repair.  But it won’t ever be the same as it was again.   

[contranym-xendo]

I really appreciate this addition because I’ve always hated the “more beautiful for having been broken” thing. Being broken sucks and I hate all those tragic romantic sensitivities that try to make it what it’s not. These pieces are beautiful because they’re repaired with effort put in to making them shine.

[thegoodvybe]

[grandenoirceur-deactivated20220]

[spoonofconsciousness]

“Marriage is a commitment for life, not an excuse to dress up for one day.”

—

[victorious-moon]

Situations change. Suites don’t.