My 300lbs Life

My ramblings about weight loss surgery and other things in my life. RNY Gastric Bypass - June 6 2016 SW: 319Lbs CW: unimportant

[fatgirlslimm]

Motherhood, what a ride it has been. ❤️

[fatgirlslimm]

I’ve been so many people in the 10 years that separates two these photos.

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having a quiet life is so.. underrated. i don’t mean it in the sense that people who’re open and loud and busy aren’t important, but when our culture has significantly put so much emphasis on the definition of success as fame, extraordinary accomplishments, greatness and importance and excessive wealth, i think there is so much power to be found in our own anonymity. in the silence of life. in not being constantly perceived, analyzed and performing for the world. in being able to take a walk, smile at strangers and just notice the world without all that noise. taking the biggest pleasure out of the smallest joys, like a cup of coffee or blowing out birthday candles. knowing that our lives don’t have to be a grand spectacle for others in order to have worth and cause a good impact.

[fatgirlslimm]

Back in Black.

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Life update: I got the boy of my dreams! 🥰🐶❤️

[fatgirlslimm]

This is my whole world. ❤️🥰🐶

[sbrown82]

Oop, there it is! 💅🏿☕️ @nina.withthe.nina

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Literally how I feel about men that only post skinny girls but be in my inbox…. nah, I’m good.

[ifuckwiththerainbows]

We can’t be cool if I see you go outta your way to be disrespectful to people you don’t find attractive. That’s the only part I disagree with here.

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how i feel about people who spam like my content then only reblog skinny, white girls.

[fatgirlslimm]

#hotgirlsummer

[anotherwellkeptsecret]

I used to hate using ‘love’ liberally. I felt it was a sacred word only to be used in very special occasions. Now that I’m older, I’ve come to the realization that love should be shared and felt and received with reckless abandon. Love these characters, love this food, love things in the moment, even if they may seem tiny and insignificant to others. I think it makes life a little more soft around the edges. 

[jedimasteramell]

Love is not a finite resource.

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[fatgirlslimm]

For old time’s sake.

Before and After: Mirror Selfie Edition 👌🏼

[fatgirlslimm]

Hi guys! I’m still alive.

If any of you are still following this blog, or are still active for that matter, I had gastric bypass June 2016 and cosmetic surgery May 2018.

I hardly check the scale anymore.

Today, I feel beautiful.

[fatgirlslimm]

1 year scar progression post tummy tuck

[oliviafitmomof3]

[fatgirlslimm]

Regain

I finally bought batteries for my scale. I finally stepped on said scale. The inevitable regain. 15Lbs since the beginning of December. 23Lbs since my tummy tuck. I feel like a failure. I feel like a statistic of failure post WLS. I’m so disapointed in myself. Im trying to nip this in the butt now. 

[rjh-7]

We all broke our rules for someone.

[fatgirlslimm]

You died the other day

But I grieved your loss 3 years ago when you decided money was more important than a relationship with your grandchildren. I didn’t know how to respond to the news of your passing. Should I cry? Should I be sad or angry? No. Instead I’m apathetic. You made your bed, now lie in it.