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˙✧˖ iii. 𝒯he other woman ˚ with PERCY JACKSON
about ― ending one | cw ― so much hurt
Time was something you always appreciated. Time to think , time to figure things out ... time to properly make a decision. But , the time Percy was giving you honestly just felt like a punishment. Something you didn't deserve. The time he gave you was quiet , lonely , long.
And even if his intentions were pure ― something you could only hope ― it felt like he was leaving it all up to you , because that was easier than dealing with it himself. The space he gave you was also room he gave himself , to fill with other 'important' things. And to say that seeing him ― despite all that happened ― still with Annabeth , even before you guys could really talk about it , would be an understatement.
His previous words now only felt foolish ... , why would you need to mend anything when he was showing you so clearly how easy it was to manage without you. And it hurt , really , really bad. And it's not like he owed you anything , but Gods ― were you really this unimportant to him ? Just a placeholder that he was now eagerly filling with more and more time with the girl you couldn't even really muster to hate.
Yes , time was great. But it wasn't what you wanted , or needed , and it was starting to seriously mess with your head. So , you took the time he gave you ... and started to slowly distance yourself more and more from the boy that made your love feel just so gross.
Gradually , your things started vanishing from his cabin. First it was just clothes he thought you might be needing ... but then , pictures , hair ties ... other small things he became so familiar with having without even really realizing they belonged to you in the first place. And the worst was , Percy never even saw you at the cabin anymore. Which meant you always came here specifically when he wasn't around. When he was letting out his frustration at swords training , or swimming , or hanging with his friends. Or talking to Annabeth ―
But , it didn't take a genius to figure out why you were avoiding him. It didn't mean it hurt any less , and oh , when Percy was hurting he was really not that good at keeping it all to himself. I mean , to him , he was really trying. He gave you the space you wanted , even when you didn't say you needed it. He just figured everything would ... i don't know ... fix itself ? But , you weren't even trying anymore , were you ? It was like you'd already given up. And Percy was so confused , in fact , that he couldn't just let this continue anymore.
So when he was supposed to be training some younger demigods ― he was really just somewhere close , watching as you made your way into his cabin with the assumption that he wasn't there. But he was , and ... he followed you , of course , inside , closing the door behind him with maybe a bit too much force. It's not like he didn't completely understand why you were acting like this ― it's just that he was really mad at how things were falling apart.
Your eyes met his in surprise , and that's honestly all he really needed to know about your little act of defiance. Because that's what it was , right ? You wanted his immediate attention , and so you were ... 'moving out'. Or at least that's what he thought.
"What happened to talking about it , huh ?" The frustration was clear in his voice , his eyes trailing to the shirt you were returning. His shirt. The sight alone and what it could possibly mean had him clench his hands to closed fists. "Gods ― can you just stop running away from me. I mean , are we even still together ?"
Your own eyes didn't even meet his , you much rather fiddled with the orange fabric in your hands ... "Why , would you like that ? So you can go straight to dating Annabeth without feeling guilty anymore ―" You regretted your words as soon as they made their way out. It wasn't fair , but ... but , when was he ever fair to you. You'd swallowed your words so often ...
"Wow , now you're just being a ―" He too , regretted his words immediately , didn't say what he wanted to and much rather closed his lips again before anything cruel could follow. But you knew what he wanted to say , right ? It wasn't that hard to guess. Percy almost felt sick at the look of ... hurt on your face. When did everything start to fall apart like this ? Shit , shit , shit ...
"I mean ... let's be honest ," the demigod sighed heavily and slowly settled onto his bed , no longer facing you , but looking down at his hands instead , "what are we even doing at this point ? You keep running away from me and I don’t know how to fix this ..." he also doesn't know if he can. He knows Annabeth isn't the problem ― it's him. But at this point , it really just feels like nothing can be said or done to keep this going.
Percy doesn't see it ― how you're hesitantly inching closer because of course you want to work this out. You take his words as him asking for help ― that he want's this too. The hope that maybe you two will find a way to stay together is what has you thinking of words to fix this. You fix things , you're good at fixing ... But , Percy doesn't see ... doesn't notice.
"I think it would be better if we ... if we just break up ..." Oh.
This is what a broken heart feels like , you realize. The feeling seeps through you quicker than the realization of what that meant for you ... And you can't even stop yourself from tearing up , unsure where to look , what to even say. For a moment you had felt hope and now ... now this. And maybe , maybe it is for the better , maybe he is right. But you're still feeling all these emotions , you're still tearing up.
Fuck , how can he do this to you ?
Percy doesn't say anything else , he hears you crying but doesn't reach out. He really just can't. He feels like it isn't his right to soothe you when he's the one causing you all this pain. He has to swallow hard to not start crying himself ... Instead , he does the worst he could possibly do. He walks out , leaving you to yourself in a room that held so many memories ...
And he hopes that maybe some day , someone else will love you the way he wanted to.
( part 1 , part 2 , part 3.1 , part 3.2 )
it took me so long to finish this story because i genuinely felt like Percy is so very out of character in this ... but nonetheless , i was so overwhelmed with all the love for the first two parts that i wanted to give you guys a satisfying ending and not just drop it ... , hope you like ♡ ( i had to listen to sad music to finish this , sacrifices were made ― )
you‘re so so sweet haha 🙈
& your writing is great! genuinely excited for more
AHH HI LANE !! THANK TIU :D imma cook w some new fics in a bit #yas
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genre. sfw / fluff + obligatory angst that comes with all ethan fics #sorry
usually don‘t read ethan stuff but this was just bittersweet ㅤꨄ︎
THE lane just reblogged my fic i think i made it yall
𝐡𝐢 𝐠𝐮𝐲𝐬, i'm lizzie ( she / any ), your author and number one ethan nakamura fan ♡ i'm an '07 liner and i'm a cancer !!
i first read pjo in 2016, my cousin introduced me and i've been in love ever since. my first favorite was surprisingly ethan !!. genuinely been in love with him for 9 years now good gods — i stopped reading after tlo. i didn't have access to any hoo at the time and toa hadn't come out and i just haven't gotten around to getting the new books. i was gifted magnus chase a bit ago, and i'm currently trying to finish the trilogy. i've only read a few other book series like harry potter, the hunger games, and twilight lol.
i remember being the biggest tasm fan. initially i didn't care about mcu!peter because i wasn't a huge marvel fan. then my dad started hating on mcu!peter and i switched up so fast he was all i talked about for like months and that was how i got into marvel !!
i also like to draw :) i dont draw as often as id like, but i do from time to time !! here's something i did pretty recently, featuring my husband and his husband percy #percethanisreal
i also like to listen to a lot of music!! ngl i'm one of those 'anything not everything' people so i'll give anything a chance tbh, it just depends on my vibe. my top artists are usually girl in red, chase atlantic, halsey, wave to earth, & enhypen <3
i had a different tumblr blog that i no longer have access to, @akachaan , where i posted genshin impact ffs ㅠㅠ bear in mind i was 14 at the time so the writing isn't that good but i figured it would be fun to put it out there. speak of games, i've played SO many games it's not even funny. nowadays i only play minecraft, league, & hsr, but in the past i was a really big valorant & fnaf fan. i've also played overwatch and fortnite like, once.
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1. as for the riordanverse series, i only write for the characters in the original five books. there's nothing wrong with their successors, i just don't know how to write them.
2. i also don't write for the gods, i don't think many people ask for that but just in case, i wanted to specify.
3. i do not write oc x canon, please don't request that
4. as for canon x canon i'll write like.. percabeth .... And percethan i love them but that's it. im not a huge fan of shipping in this series
5. for spider-man, i only write for tasm!peter and mcu!peter. i don't know much about tobey's peter i forgot about him i can't even lie
6. i know most about mcu!peter and if its not specified in your rq, i'll be writing about him
7. i put league esports in my bio but i don't write for it lol i just like league
8. i also probably won't write for honkai too much. i play the games so i'll talk about it but i doubt i'll be publishing many fics about it.
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𝐧𝐨𝐭𝐞 — i can write nsfw, but i will say it's probably going to be very rarely. please don't request/send in nsfw requests unless i specify that i want to write it. i'll try to make it clear somewhere on my blog so you don't have to go hunting for it. i'm not gonna be stuck up about it but please try your best to remember this before sending nsfw asks
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3. no foursomes, threesomes okay
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5. no yandere / romanticism of psychosis
i'll write pretty much anything else, but if i don't respond to your rq within 5 days then im not comfortable writing the request— nothing against you!
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ethan nakamura hcs . ethan x gn!reader . sfw, fluff, angst.
. . . more coming soon !!
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general ethan nakamura hcs ✧ ethan x gn!reader
genre. sfw / fluff + obligatory angst that comes with all ethan fics #sorry
˙✧˖ ii. 𝒯he other woman ˚ with PERCY JACKSON
about. ― part two of this , can also be read as it's own | cw ― angst , hurt & comfort , mention of blood and injuries , a little crying , Percy is mean in this one
A simple game of capture the flag was … equally dangerous as it was exciting, to put mildly. And you loved it, didn't you ? Like many of the other campers, you chased the adrenaline. Given to you by your godly parent and manifested in the way you couldn’t sit still ― restless, like your body craved the danger, and your fingers itched to curl around a sword.
And, with Athenas wit on your side / your team ― in the form of one Annabeth Chase ― you could almost feel the win.
Despite not really liking the girl ( in spite of your own jealousy ) you could admit that the young daughter of Athena was simply a force to be reckoned with.
It also granted you a first time of being on the opposite team of your ( now ) boyfriend ― Percy Jackson ! The thought of being 'enemies' made you giddy. You were thrilled ( practically buzzing ) to finally see him from a different perspective. The boy was simply a menace in this game ! As smart as he was dense sometimes, there was no denying that Percy was a sharp thinker on the 'battlefield' and relentless with riptide, his sword.
Oh, your stomach bubbled with excitement at the thought of what would possibly come after you win. How Percy would be proud of you, no doubt. I mean, he was the one to train with you, to better your agility. Well, 'training' as in stealing kisses and giggling whenever either of you ( mostly you ) would fall right on their butt. Yeah, 'training' as in him trying to make you feel better after you confided about your anxiety regarding his awfully close friendship with Annabeth ( also his ex ... ).
Nevertheless ( and however silly it was ) it had still been ... training. And it certainly wasn't for nothing !
Your fingers were tightly clenched around the secured blue colored flag of your enemies team, and you were almost at the river ! Children of Hermes were gradually inching closer, hot on your tail and eagerly slashing around with swords meant to impale you. Not that it was allowed or anything... but that's honestly what it felt like ! You wouldn't even be surprised if one of them were to throw their sword at you like a battle axe, all in the simple favor of winning.
The trail through the woods was rocky and uneven, and twigs and bushes kept unkindly smacking you in the face. Your breath was shaky, instincts screaming at you like this wasn't just a simple camp's game anymore ! This felt like it was life or death. Not that anybody would die, of course, but your mind could no longer decipher your anxiety to disappoint, from a very intense fight or flight response ! But, it also made you quicker, seeing as you were swiftly dodging pokes and swishes aimed at your arms and legs...
And as your win was just so close .... you should've known that it wouldn't be that easy.
The adrenaline was pumping, and you could hardly feel the burn in your legs anymore. Sounds were mostly drowned by the blood rushing through your ears, the wind, the screams ― literal battle cries of fellow demigods. It only made you more determined to win ! The rush was addictive and in your mind you kept repeating ; Over the river, just over the river.
Then ...
A body collided with yours ― and the forest floor ( more like a water park by how slippery the mud was ) did barely anything to stop you from practically rolling down a little hill and further from the lake. Much like a ragdoll, your body slammed into a tree, hardly feathered by both of your palms bracing against the bark. It had the skin of your palms crack open and bleed as you only came to a halt between twigs and such ... but all was good as long as your head didn't smack against the wood !
The person that had so confidently breached through the woods had not been so lucky, and came tumbling down beside you on hard stone. Groans were heard from both you and the other camper, and you hastily wiped your eyes free of some dirt.
You immediately caught sight of Annabeth Chase, her blonde hair now a mess of mud and blood … the sticky substance caking her forehead and making it hard to see just how badly she was actually hurt. "Shit ! You okay !?" You then noticed that the flag was no longer in your posession, and ― even worse ― Annabeth wasn't answering you. Her eyes were wide and open, fingers reaching for the open wound. She seemed dazed ... shocked even.
Apparently she didn't even think of possibly running right into you. Not like that, anyway. Like, … falling down a hill type of running right into you.
You tried reaching for her arm ...
" Annabe ― " " Annabeth !? "
The sheer volume of your boyfriend's voice had you automatically flinch away from the young daughter of Athena, her own head turning around at the sound of Percy Jackson bounding through thick trees and brushes ― parting the greenery with his sword while mindlessly shoving other people out of the way. You heard her wince.
The sight of him made you feel like you could finally breathe again ! "Percy... " But his expression wasn't soft or caring. No, the son of Poseidon looked about ready to impale someone.
It wasn’t the first time someone had gotten hurt during a capture the flag game, nor would it be the last. Neither of you were made of glass ― and especially Annabeth Chase, couldn’t care less about her injury. But Percy cared. Very much so that he was seething... and his glare was openly directed at you ! Impatient, as though you'd done something he was already familiar with.
His sea green eyes looked like rain ... and somehow, the small speck of blue wasn't comforting anymore. Then came the storm...
"Are you Insane ?" the sharp tone had you physically reel back. Never... Never has he spoken to you like that. Especially in front of other people..., you felt like digging a hole right the moment a chorus of 'oh' went through the other campers. Insane ? Ouch.
Adrenaline was making it hard to talk, and so your explanation came in a hassle of stutteriung and stumbling over words. You swallowed thickly, took a deep breath and tried again, but Percy just wouldn't listen to you. No, Percy turned to Annabeth instead. With a gentle hand, he brushed some hair out of her face to try and see better. Watching him tend to her, you just wanted to explain.
"I'm not Insane i just ― " "No ? Do you always jump downhill with someones ex-girlfriend ?" A wince went through the crowd and you felt ... shame, hurt. He's never reffered to Anni as anything but his best friend. Even so, you didn't understand why he was being so harsh to you when ... Percy clearly didn't even know what had happened. It was like the sheer prospect of Annabeth Chase being hurt, was reason enough to be angry, even at you.
It just got worse when Annabeth gave you a sympathetic look, hand clasped over his wrist to soothe him "Percy ..." You felt like screaming, because it worked. Because of course he could never be angry at Annabeth. You watched with a lump in your throat when his gaze softened for her ― only ever for her.
He didn’t even look at you again ― not like they normally would, in a room, on a battlefield, or even a crowd. His focus was solely on Annabeth ― his best friend ― her fingers clenched and bloody and her eyes narrowed because she hated losing ! But far worse than that ... she was currently a middle piece of a relationship that seemed to be falling apart over her.
Apparently the game had already been over, cleared by no other than him.
"Blue won, wise girl," you heard him mutter, his hand tighteing around her arm when she wouldn't meet his gaze. Her Athena pride made it hard to admit defeat. "Let me get you to the infirmary."
So, when Percy tugged on her arm again, she ― reluctantly ― relented. Her head was throbbing and maybe ... she also hoped that getting herself treated would calm him down a little. Enough to think clearly again and realize what a shitty boyfriend he was being, throwing things out of proportion like this.
When you saw them both move, you tried to scramble to your legs as well, eager to go with them... to explain to your boyfriend how this was all just a big misunderstanding ! Not that having him belief such nonsense in the firts place ( you hauling yourself down a hill with his best friend just for the sake of ... hurting her ) hurt any less. Your anxiety was skyrocketing, feeling many eyes on you when Percy disregarded you like ... a stranger.
"I didn't mean ..." You muttered, on the verge of a teary apologie.
"Yeah, bet you didn't mean to be so excessively jealous ."
Okay, ouch again. It was harsh to hear because it was true, but still didn't give him any right to use your flaws against you ! Flaws you'd reluctantly confided to him after being coaxed to open up, under the wrong impression that it was safe with him. That you were safe with him. Your gaze turned to the mud as all words were said and Percy left with Annabeth. Only then did you get a moment to really breathe... your whole body ached ( Heart included ) as you were completely caked in dirt. Pebbles were sticking to your open palms and knees.
One son of Apollo ― a sweet boy by the name of Will Solace ― had the heart to help you up and accompany you to the infirmary. The both of you didn't speak much as he got to treating your wounds... and you were glad to be in quiet company. But, your eyes kept glancing to the far back of the hut... of where your boyfriend was sticking close to Annabeth, making inside jokes about past injuries that you quite didn't understand. That you would never understand. It was honestly just disheartening to see, and so Will Solace did feel the need to say at least something.
"You know, the two of them have been through a lot together. Far worse things than any other demigod could ever understand," now that got your attention, alright, and still... it didn't really boost your spirit. You felt the need to scoff, and only held it in because you knew he didn't tell you this to hurt your feelings, but to make you understand their bond a little better. Still, it didn't hurt any less, and you briefly wondered why Annabeth and Percy broke up. Right here, they seemed almost perfect for each other.
You quietley appreciated Will's insight, but didn't comment any further. When the sweet boy was done with dressing your bruised knees and open palms, you thanked him, and left with one square of Ambrosia. Through all of that Percy didn't even look at you, didnt even realize that you were there in the infirmary with them...
You were almost sure that at dinner, you'd hear whispers of your name, feel plenty of eyes on your back..., surely the whole situation was already being eagerly discussed, and you seriously didn't want to sit at any table and very possibly be reffered to as 'the jealous girlfriend'. Even so, your team was obviously annoyed about their loss at capture the flag. Even if it really wasn't that deep, teenagers just liked to complain a lot. Especially demigods, it seemed. And so, you simply just didn't make it to dinner and instead found yourself at cabin three. The Poseidon cabin.
And you felt so utterly dumb for seeking comfort in your boyfriends bed, but being surrounded by his scent was awfully comforting. Maybe it was sheer desperation and a pinch of hope ...., but how disppointing it really was, when the one thing that had hurt you was also the only thing mending it...
His bed was also the place Percy found you after having Annabeth shoo him out of the Infirmary. In fact, she was also the one talking ( smacking ) some sense into the demigod ! Of course he was aware that he had done something terrible by ... initially not caring about your feelings, or that you were physically hurt too. The latter he only knew because Will told him ( with an expression so dark, Percy briefly wondered if children of Apollo could evaporate someone ... like a supernova or something ) It wasn't hard to admit that he'd been ... unfair, harsh, just a terrible boyfriend to you basically.
And so when Percy Jackson made it to his cabin and saw you in his bed, seemingly seeking comfort from the person ( him ) that had treated you terribly, he knew that he didn't deserve you. His heart ached and suddenly he didn't feel so strong anymore. Right now he was just a boy, trying to navigate human life, as though he'd forgotten that side of him existed too...
A very defeated "Hey..." fell over his lips, and the young boy couldn't help but cringe at his greeting. 'Hey' ? 'Hey' as in 'Hey i just broke your heart but we're cool, right ?' or maybe 'Hey, i just made the whole camp think you're a jealous beast, let's cuddle' Oh Gods, he was an asshole, wasn't he ? The very type of person he despised. But, Percy wasn't good at apologies. It was really the first time in forever that he felt weak. And he was so unsure if it was okay to move any closer... if it would even be okay to ever move closer again. You must hate him, he was sure…
You were a heap of fabric, completely cocooned in his bedsheets like you were trying to shield yourself from the world. His fault, really. And if Percy felt weak, he wondered how you must be feeling. Shitty, probably. Like everyone was against you when it was really just him. The one person that ... really shouldn’t be against you. You were the person he loved ! How had he even mustered the will to hurt you like this. He felt sick. Utterly and terribly sick.
"Will said you were here ..." No immediate reaction, and the son of Poseidon immediately panicked. Because what if you would never speak to him again ! What if you were going to break up with him now ! Oh Gods ...
But then ... the heap of fabric moved a alittle bit, nothing more than the top of your head peaking out and ... "Is Anni okay ?" Oh, you... Percy wanted to cry when you asked about her. He nodded slightly, not that you could see, "I ... Yeah, yeah she's fine ..."
The clam conversation between you both felt like an invitation to move closer, and so Percy settled next to you ... even if you still wouldn't face him. He felt like an intruder inside his own cabin... , his gaze flickering over your bundled form ... noticing the bruised knees ... the bandaged hands. He wasn't even there with you when you went to the infirmary. He felt like he'd failed you.
"Do... do you need anything for the uhm... the pain ? I..."
"They gave me Ambrosia..."
"Oh." Of course. What an Idiot for thinking otherwise.
He sighed when the conversation died down again, "Are... are you okay?" Oh, and Percy just couldn't take this distance anymore. With a gentle hand, he turned your face towards him. His expression immediately fell at the sight of your tear streaked face. "Oh sweetheart ..." Even now, you were crying... despite him being here and talking to you and... it was even worse that he hadn't even noticed it.
"I am really sorry ..." His voice cracked slightly at the end, and it was clear that he was on the very verge of tears as well. He didn't know how to fix this ! He had to briefly look away from your sad gaze, as he had to gather his thoughts. He wiped a hand under his eyes, sniffled slightly and just tried again. What else could he do now.
"You know i didn't mean what i said." That was hardly a question, was it? And when you didn't answer, Percy realized how harsh that just sounded. How pretentious. It didn't sound like an apology at all. It sounded like an excuse. And so the only option was to tr again.
The son of Poseidon took another deep breath, his hands cupping your jaw with a honest gaze, "I didn't mean what i said earlier. I was shocked at seeing Annabeth hurt again, i guess," he swallowed thickly. "I love you so , so much ... and I'm trying to be good to you, I'm really trying. And i know that you are too, sweet girl. It was unfair to say that you're not..."
Emotions welled up inside of you and your wall of blankets began to shake in harsh little motions... you were crying again, only harder. Percy couldn't just do nothing anymore. He moved in quick strides , practically crawling under his blanket so that he could properly wrap his arms around you. "Please don't cry again..." his face found solace in your neck, inhaling the familiar scent and calming his own racing heart. "I'm really sorry, i'll do better..."
"I don't hate you..." You said, and your boyfriend heard you very clearly. He only held you closer, "I know..." He prayed to the gods that this wasn't it ... this couldn't be it. "I should hate you. But i... i can't..." You sounded so terribly vulnerable. His lips gently grazed your forehead, and he exhaled at your defeated admission. Percy momentarily closed his eyes.
"I know," he rasped "and it makes the luckiest boy that you can't manage to."
And if holding you was all you wanted right now, then Percy could do that. It wasn't his first time being in love, but his first time loving you. He wasn't quite good at it yet, but that was okay, right ? You could both still learn how to properly love eachother, because there was still a whole lifetime before you.
( part 1 , part 2 , part 3 )
p. jackson. ★ One more gift
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───﹙1﹚ ONE MORE GIFT and your room would officially be out of walking space.
Okay, maybe that was an exaggeration, but the point still stood: every single day your handsome, exasperating boyfriend acted like “investing in the future” meant burying you under a mountain of gifts.
And the worst part —or the best, depending on how you looked at it— was that it wasn’t even your birthday or any remotely special occasion.
No anniversaries, no holidays, not even a halfway decent excuse for all the things he’d been giving you ever since his mom married Paul. But in his defense, well… you were far too important for him to waste his money on anything that wasn’t for you.
Because if you were the most precious thing he thought he had, who was going to deny him the joy of seeing your face light up every time he showed up with a stuffed animal bigger than you?
“Perce…” Your eyes went wide as he walked over, carrying what had to be the fifth gift of the week.
A week that, by the way, had only lasted five days.
He beamed proudly, nearly dropping the flowers he was trying to juggle with the chocolates and yet another oversized plush. Honestly, you were starting to think his plan was to give you diabetes.
“Well?” he asked, mischief sparking in his eyes. “Isn’t it cute?”
Yeah, cute… like how he shoved everything into your arms just to snap a picture of you looking more ridiculous than the squashed face of your new bunny.
Still, you managed to set everything down on the blanket spread across the grass as Percy took his place.
“What even is this?” you frowned, trying to straighten the plushie’s lopsided head.
“A beautiful bunny,” he laughed, opening the box of chocolates he’d just given you only to pop one into his mouth.
You raised a brow at him.
“Percy, you know you don’t have to do all this, right? My bunk is already out of space.”
“And who said you have to sleep in your bunk?” he shot back with a grin. “I’m sure your siblings wouldn’t mind too much keeping quiet to Chiron if you snuck into my cabin and—”
You cut him off, pretending to be annoyed though the smile tugging at your lips betrayed you.
“Being children of Aphrodite doesn’t mean they’ll cover up every romantic scandal.”
Percy scoffed, amused.
“Wouldn’t they?”
You bit your lip, refusing to give him the satisfaction. Everyone knew cabin ten and certain habits.
“Maybe… but still, you could spend your money on something other than me or—”
He shoved a chocolate into your mouth, silencing you on the spot.
“No way.”
“Percy—” you tried to talk through the chocolate, but it only came out as a muffled groan.
He clicked his tongue, sliding an arm around your waist and pulling you close.
“Wow, you’d think children of the love goddess would fall harder for material gestures of affection.”
You swallowed and gave his arm a playful pinch.
"Are you seriously bribing me based on stereotypes?"
He pretended to think for a moment before pressing a quick kiss to your lips.
“Maybe,” he said finally. “Do you mind?”
“It feels a little excessive,” you admitted.
“Come on, I just don’t mind spoiling you while I can,” he said, softer now, brushing a strand of hair behind your ear. “It’s just… I like seeing you smile when you think I’m not looking.”
You blinked at him, your cheeks warming far more than they should have.
“I don’t smile because of the gifts,” you murmured. “I smile because it’s sweet—how you give me things I’m pretty sure you love more than I do. You’re like a little kid handing out his favorite toys.”
Percy’s cheeks flushed, his so-called confident grin twisting into something closer to embarrassment.
“Please. You know you like them,” he muttered, giving your waist a gentle squeeze.
“Yeah, sure,” you laughed. “Because clearly I adore shark plushies and blue candy.”
“Hey, I got you a bunny this time!” he protested, offended.
“My bed literally looks like an aquarium,” you teased. “My siblings might think it’s cute… if they weren’t too busy complaining that blue doesn’t match the cabin’s vibe.”
Percy opened his mouth, clearly ready to launch into a whole speech defending himself, but you scooted even closer and pressed your lips against his, shutting him up instantly. He smiled against your lips, tugging you closer.
“But seriously, the blue doesn’t match,” you whispered against his mouth.
“Ungrateful,” he murmured, just before tugging gently on your bottom lip with his teeth.
STORMY : short as hell, but I y'know + PLEASE reblog my posts, tumblr doesn't show it in all tags 😭😭😭
can you do an ask game with maybe a few pros and cons of dating the pjo boys and include ethan nakamura please? or how and how well they take care of you when you’re sick? if im asking for too much im sorry and feel free to ignore this!
❝ Pros and Cons ! ❞ ― pjo/hoo boys !
— 💬 a/n: hehe I love this. + i'll definitely do the one about how they would take care of you soon 🤘🏻 ask games opeeeen :D
— 𝒫ercy 𝒥ackson ;; dating him is like rawdogging the ocean: thrilling, emotional, and occasionally deadly.
Pros:
– rides hard for you in every way. holds your hand like he’s proud of it, kisses your cheek like it’s instinct.
– treats you like you’re sacred. deadass. you say "I don't feel pretty today" and he looks at you like you just insulted a sea goddess.
– down SO bad. puts you on his shoulders at the beach, writes your name in the sand, kisses you like it’s a prayer.
– loyal to a delusional degree. protective to the point of stupidity.
– surprisingly soft. lays in your lap, plays with your fingers, whispers “I missed you” like he’s ashamed of it.
– you’ll catch him staring and he won’t even look away. just shrugs like “yeah. you’re hot.”
– randomly blurts “you know I love you, right?” mid-convo. doesn’t even realize he said it out loud.
Cons:
– emotionally bottled-up until there’s yelling or blood involved. then suddenly he’s like “you’re my everything.”
– forgets plans, birthdays, and to text you back—but will remember the exact date you first kissed.
– has too many near-death experiences to process feelings properly. makes trauma jokes and thinks that’s therapy.
– a little reckless. says “trust me” way too much for someone who barely has a plan.
– when you fight, he gets real quiet. not because he’s mad. because he’s scared you’ll leave.
– angry crying. he will yell at you and cry in the same breath.
– impulsive with his love. wants forever, right now, all at once—and it can be a lot.
— 𝒥ason 𝒢race ;; dating him feels like loving a statue that only melts for you. everyone sees perfection—only you know where he breaks.
Pros:
– soft but solid. forehead kisses. opens doors. hand on the small of your back like a prince.
– remembers everything you say. casually brings it up weeks later. “didn’t you like that book? I got it for you.”
– protective in a quiet, unshakable way. He doesn’t start fights—he ends them. efficiently.
– listens. fully. with those devastating blue eyes and that “I’d die for you but also I’m taking notes” look.
– respects you more than he respects himself. says “whatever you want” and means it.
– brings you flowers without making it a thing. says “I saw these and thought of you” with zero drama.
– holds you like you’re sacred. you get forehead kisses, temple kisses, hand squeezes in crowds.
Cons:
– he's a little emotionally dumb. like, tries so hard but sometimes he thinks “i’m fine” counts as vulnerability.
– not good with spontaneity. you’ll say “let’s run away for the weekend” and he’ll ask if he needs to file a leave form.
– his ex is Responsibility. you’re always fighting for attention with his job.
– SO emotionally slow-burn. like you’ll be five months in and he’s just now realizing he’s in love.
– asks “what’s wrong?” but won’t push if you say “nothing.” you have to spell it out.
– overthinks to the point of inaction. wants to do the right thing so badly he sometimes does nothing.
— ℒeo 𝒱aldez ;; dating him is like dating a raccoon with a blowtorch and a heart of gold.
Pros:
– makes you laugh so hard you forget why you were sad.
– builds you weird shit. a jewelry box that purrs. a necklace that glows when he misses you.
– clingy in a cute way. wants to hold your hand constantly. even while fixing things.
– surprisingly soft. falls asleep on your lap, mumbles your name in his sleep.
– sings to you while working. bad voice. 10/10 charm.
– confesses love mid-meltdown. “I swear to the gods, I’d blow up the sun for you. that’s not a threat. it’s a promise.”
– calls you pet names like “babygirl” and “nerdface” with the same amount of affection.
– once built a machine that played your laugh on loop. don’t ask where it is now.
Cons:
– self-worth in the dumpster. flirts to cover it up. you’ll have to teach him he’s lovable.
– will not let you compliment him without deflecting. “you’re so smart” “ok but YOU exist, so.”
– uses humor as armor. you say “you hurt me” and he says “haha same.”
– lowkey runs if things get too real. backpedals out of vulnerability like it’s on fire.
– gets insecure real fast. like “do you think he’s hotter than me?” fast.
– jokes through every serious convo until you’re like “LEO.”
– will accidentally blow something up while trying to be romantic.
— ℱrank 𝒵hang ;; dating him is like dating a soldier with the soul of a golden retriever and the heart of a poet.
Pros:
– insanely respectful. asks before touching you. looks like he wants to marry you every time you smile.
– big strong arms. will carry you to bed if you fall asleep on the couch.
– you cry? he tears up too. instantly.
– always calls to say goodnight. even from battle.
– the kind of guy who brings you soup when you're sick and holds your hair back when you puke.
– loves quietly but devastatingly. folds your blanket over your shoulders, kisses your hand while you sleep.
– softest good morning voice. brings you tea and kisses your shoulder.
– turns into animals for fun. once became a bear to cuddle you because you said you were cold.
Cons:
– shy. like “asks permission to kiss you after dating for a month” shy.
– doesn’t know how to flirt. like at all. his version is “you look… nice. really… face.”
– way too hard on himself. if he thinks he messed up, he shuts down and disappears until you drag him out.
– overthinks everything. “did I hold her hand too long?” no, Frank, hold it longer.
– grandma trauma. feels like he needs to earn love.
– when he gets jealous? baby goes SILENT. will stare down a wall instead of saying he’s upset.
— ℒuke 𝒞astellan ;; dating him feels like kissing the storm right before it hits. thrilling. devastating. unforgettable.
Pros:
– flirt level: dangerous. says “you’re mine” in that voice. touches your waist like he’s memorizing it.
– will absolutely take a knife for you. has. probably.
– smart, confident, knows exactly how to push your buttons—in and out of bed.
– makes you feel like the only person in the world. like he chose you over everything.
– gives you stolen trinkets like “found this. thought of you.”
– flirts like it’s a weapon. smirks, low voice, one hand on your knee.
– can’t help but protect you. even when he’s self-destructing.
– deep down, just wants to be chosen. when you do? he melts.
Cons:
– ghost vibes. disappears into his own head and doesn’t tell you why.
– pushes people away when he’s hurting, which is always.
– loves like it’s a war. intense. consuming. dangerous if you’re not built for it.
– you never know if he’s leaving. and he doesn’t either.
– acts like he doesn’t care to protect you from how much he does.
– loves you in a way that always feels like it’s going to end.
— 𝓔than 𝓝akamura;; dating him is like reaching for something beautiful in the dark—every time you get close, he flinches like you’re a knife.
Pros:
– intense eye contact. stares at you like he’s trying to burn the memory of you into his soul.
– insanely observant. notices when you’re quiet, remembers what you wore on your third date, knows when you’re lying and won’t call you out.
– protective in a vengeful way. doesn’t need credit. just makes sure no one disrespects you twice.
– shows love in action. fixes things before you ask. stays up all night when you’re sick. will sit with you in silence just so you don’t feel alone.
– remembers everything. the way you laugh, the exact words you whispered once, your favorite kind of rain.
– touch-starved but terrifyingly good at loving. he kisses you like he’s afraid you’ll disappear. holds you like you’re proof he exists.
Cons:
– emotionally guarded. you’re always trying to peel back layers he won’t give.
– has never, in his life, believed he was truly wanted. you’ll have to remind him. Every. Single. Day.
– pushes you away when he’s scared. and he’s scared a lot.– kinda scary when mad. doesn’t yell—goes silent.
– self-sabotage king. will start a fight just to feel something.
– always looks like he wants to say something. never does.
– refuses comfort. like physically recoils from kindness if he’s not ready.
– always seems like he’s preparing for the worst. like he never really believes you’ll stay.
⌗ 𝒜nd then he lost you ... ⸝⸝ with Percy Jackson
angst ˗ˏˋ ꒰ heavy topics . death , wounds , blood . a little too descriptive, so pls beware . night terror . ptsd aftermath , panic attack , mild mention of possibly throwing up . angst obviously & tiny comfort at the end
His ash ridden fingers — rough and dirty from fighting — carefully threaded through your hair, a matted mess at the back of your head, yet so soft… Percy held you like he couldn’t believe it was finally over. His hands still trembled, ready to reach for riptide if there was even the slightest shift in the air, and his lips twitched in need to say something, anything. But for now, he just breathed — with you within arms reach, he felt like he could finally allow himself a moment to breathe. And you smiled at him, exhausted but calm. It was almost irritating how indifferent you appeared to the surrounding chaos ... but Percy was just so glad about you both being alive, that he didn't comment on it.
It takes only a moment, a mere minute, ... his hands settle against your face, he exhales fully, and then he hears it clearly ... a sharp 'swish' in the air, then a soft 'thunk'. It's the sound of something colliding with flesh — with bone. And it takes Percy too long to realize. It takes him too long to notice how your weight shifts — how you're only standing upwards because you're completely leaned against him, being held by his arms. And that his shirt feels warm... wet, sticky.
"No... no, hey..." his dread settles fast when he slowly brings your body down with his, settling on the soft grass and turning your body as to see ... an arrow, lodged between your still ribcage. The air turns to something more suffocating and Percy is quick to press his palm against the bleeding wound ― there is just so much of it. It's coating his clothes, his shaking hands and the ground below you ... and his eyes are wide, pleading, he begs to whatever god will listen that this is not his reality. "Don't close your eyes, don't close your eyes ― damn it!" What's an attempt to keep you awake and coherent only leads to frustrated tears on his end... You can't close your eyes ― you're dead.
"Please... no, no, no..." His bloodied hands cradle your face, empty of their lively color and usual warmth. You're dead, and Percy feels utterly sick. He didn't get to kiss you, couldn't say 'I love you' one last time. He screams ― raw, unapologetic, mourning. His hands feel wrong on your skin, and yet he can't let go, his eyes sting from staring, but he can't look anywhere else. You're dead... you're dead ― he let you die!
"Perce..." He feels his body being shifted by what he assumes to be Annabeth ― she's gentle when she brushes her fingers through his dark hair, careful when he tries to stay. He doesn't want to part ― he can't. He loves you... you'll be alone when he leaves, you'll be scared... he can't, he can't, you're dead... "No, no... please no, no, no..."
"Shh... it's okay..." It's not Annabeth. It's you. "You're okay, Percy. Just breathe..." And he is not on a battlefield, but in his bed, back at camp half blood. Tangled in his sheets ― a mess, certainly ― and not breathing right. He is not breathing right..., his shirt is drenched with sweat, hair tousled from turning so much in his sleep and his fingers feel sore ― clenched into your shirt just like they were in his nightmare. But you're not in danger, you're not bleeding, you're not dead. It takes your boyfriend a moment to relax under your gentle hands... and when he does, he's shaking.
It takes patience ― it always does. But you don't mind. Your fingers are careful when they slip into his hair, your voice soft and caring, helping him out of his shirt so that he doesn't feel trapped. His skin is covered in sweat… but you don’t shy away from holding him. You never do. When he chokes on whatever bile is raising up his throat ― the memory of your blood on his hand too much to bare ― you're quick to blow some air against his face, reminding him to breathe.
It's nothing unusual. Some nights he even wakes up screaming, reaching for riptide without being fully awake... i mean, he was just a kid. You were all just kids, thrusted into a war that had nothing to do with any of you. Not really...
And the many deaths must weigh heavily on him…, even if he doesn’t like talking about it. Not even with you. And so you're just here to hold him, to guide him… in hopes that some day, his mind will be kinder to him, and his nights no longer spent with terror. God's know he deserves it more than anyone…
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