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this user has visual snow syndrome
DAVESPRITE: being a bird is fun
DAVESPRITE: i just go like caw caw because that feels like the right thing to do
DAVESPRITE: and no one can say shit about it
due to personal reasons this user is a crow | requested by anon
can i have a moodboard for a trans human davesprite who was severely s-xually abused by the rest of the striders?
sure thing!
-mod nep
ahhh tysm!!-
never stop collecting little things that make you happy! rocks! buttons! feathers! flowers! sticks! bugs! bones! never stop!
how did a crow get a tumblr
sometimes self care is saying “this is stupid” and closing the tab
I'm full of bad luck. I was fronting when he broke up with us, and now when he blocked us. God I should've just never spoke to him today.
im a fuck up-
sorry i exsist
anyway photoshop and 20 minutes
userboxes! ok to rb or use
What are endogenic systems??
Endogenic systems are people who claim they have alters after not experiencing any trauma. Very fake.
It’s not fake. Have you ever lived with memories from a past life? Ones of abuse? Ones of neglect? No. You haven’t. You haven’t lived trying to suppress a host, and then live the rest of your life fronting, even though you’re a guy and the new host likes pastel miniskirts. You haven’t, I bet. So go fuck yourself. I’m already having a bad day thanks to letting the host front, and I’m sick of you motherfucking bitches
shut the fuck up about how hard it is to have memories of an ~abusive past life~ to people who have been or are currently are being abused, jeeeesus.
you know whats worse than remembering a past life? going through such extreme abuse and torture as a young child your entire sense of self never even gets a chance to form and youre forced to share a body with people who actively try to kill you, people who hurt the ones you love, people who repeat your abuse over and over to punish themselves. like i get this is all some fun roleplay shit to you but youre talking to real people who have actually been through trauma and will be affected by it for the rest of their lives
“You haven’t lived trying to suppress a host, and then live the rest of your life fronting, even though you’re a guy and the new host likes pastel miniskirts. “ that’s cute, one of my alters tried to commit suicide when we were 9 because he was terrified of living in a sexually and physically abusive household for any longer. he tried to stab our body with a kitchen knife. at 9 years old. alters who weren’t allowed to front for years because every single time they did, they would either overdose or cut themselves because they didn’t know what to do. alters whose entire reason for existing was to front while we were being sexually abused. the original host can’t front or communicate with the rest of the system because she’s on every level completely unable to even begin to understand what happened to her.
you have no idea what it’s like, and it’s fucking disgusting for you to go off on this bullshit rant about how hard it is to not be traumatized.
youre a piece of shit and i hope you choke.
Thank you so much @putridcradle your response really helped ❤️ To the other person though, fuck you. “ Have you ever lived with memories from a past life? Ones of abuse? Ones of neglect?” I’ve lived my own life being sexually abused by multiple people, emotionally abused, verbally and physically abused and even religiously abused. don’t you DARE pretend that your ‘past life experiences’ are anything compared to what I fcking went through. “You haven’t lived trying to suppress a host, and then live the rest of your life fronting, even though you’re a guy and the new host likes pastel miniskirts.” I have lived through 29 other people trying to change my fucking life for their own, not being able to remember half of my fucking days and coming back to my alters who have caused yet another argument with someone I love. I have had one of my alters who would cut the body all the time. I had scars covering my leg from my hip to my thigh. So what if they wore what they fucking wanted to because at least I wasn’t getting into a fucking fight or trying to kill myself. I wouldn’t have responded if it wasn’t for putridcradle because I’m not very good at defending myself. Thank you again. I am not here to cause harm. I am not here to make anyone’s day better. I just can’t stand around when people like you are spreading false information everywhere. You’re making a fucking mockery of what I and many other people went through. I hope one day you’ll fucking reconsider your life, you child. @love-yandere4life
I don’t believe you’ve seen any of Ezekiel’s other text posts, so let me put this straight. In my past lives? The first of five was normal, sure, but I was neglected, exiled, and died of an excruciatingly painful disease that if I think about too much, I can feel it. My twin died from tuberculosis, and I went blind in my next life. I got thrown in a jail cell thanks to my best friend and died without my parents caring. Ezekiel went insane in his last moments, and he tries to block his memories of the screams out because they scare even him. In the next life, I was abused. I know how it feels. I had dissociative identities. They pelted me with rocks, abused me until I forgot what it felt like to not feel pain. I tried to run away and they almost killed me. Even as an adult after moving to a different state and a different town,I never got better. Not when I got married, not when I had a child, not when my husband and the love of my life went off to war and neither came back. I committed suicide about seventy years ago, and that’s why I’m standing here alive today, with all the memories, a prostitute as the ex-host, my fifth life back gone insane because she’s lived five extra lives, my last life sociopathic and suicidal if she talks at all, which is very, very, very rare, and then there’s me. I have anxiety, depression, a fear of my father abusing me, a hatred for my family, and become clingy in a heartbeat because I’ve been alone with my different selves for too long. Don’t tell me it’s fucking roleplay; the only reason I’m alive is that we can’t stand to be reincarnated another time.
Holy shit you have to be kidding right??????? PAST LIFE TRAUMA DOESNT GIVE U ANY RIGHT TO CLAIM TRAUMA VICTIMS SPACES
Hey so any of the singlets who follow me still don’t understand why I hate endos with a passion, here’s why!
Endos are fake and should delete their blogs 4ver.
Hi, could you possibly fill me in on 'syscourse' or like direct me to some posts that could if u dont want to??
@firedrake @polyfragged @endo-killer and @pluralphobic all can explain it better (and firedrake has a page here) but we’ll try to explain what we can here.
So pretty much syscourse is us with DID and OSDD fighting against “natural systems”, as they steal our terms, our resources, and our spaces.
Now, there is only one way to have a system, and that is through either DID or OSDD, which can only develop before the age of nine because of repeated childhood trauma. What happens is that the children’s mind splits and a new personality is created, usually to help deal with whatever the trauma is (usually abuse).
Now these other “systems” say they also “systems”, but they have no trauma.
They say their “system mates” can hop into other people’s minds.
They say that they’re actually possessed by spirits but then get angry when people repeat it back to them; they’ll talk about how it’s unfair that people say they’re possessed (which…they don’t. Actual people with DID, OSDD, and schizophrenia deal with that the most, especially if they grow up around religion, like I did) but talk about how them having spirits inside them makes them a system.
They say that they’re from the distant past, claiming they have trauma from past lives (such as the cold war or during the black plague; this is separate from Alters believing they’re from the past because of trauma).
They appropriated the term ‘tupla’ from Buddhism, pretending that imaginary friends are actually sentient beings. I’ve seen some pretend they’re a bunch of Sans from different Aus.
They say that they’re actually not from this universe/are from another/their “systemmates” are from another universe and therefore count (again, this is different from people with DID and OSDD having Alters who believe that because of trauma)
Soulbounds are literally people who are like “hey we’re going to let a spirit be in my body lol I’m a system”.
They say they aren’t disordered but claim us gatekeeping them is ableism.
The “evidence” they show are either from really shitty forums (one that is most referenced is literally from a forum that was made via hatred for those with DID and OSDD), make no sense (saying that the guy who played Spock was actually a system), pull up links that are specifically about DID or OSDD and claim it isn’t, or link things that read as schizophrenia or borderline personality disorder.
They tell us to show evidence on why they don’t exist but then refuse to listen. The large majority of us believe that these “systems” either actually have DID or OSDD and don’t remember their trauma, having borderline personality disorder, could be schizophrenic, or have another mental illness. They are mentally ill, and the fact that they claim they’re not but cry “ableism” because we don’t want them stealing our stuff is hypocritical.
@firedrake even made a poll to see if DID and OSDD systems think “naturals/endos” could use our terms and wow did a bunch of us not like those people stealing our terms.
So imagine that you’re someone who has gone through hell as a child; maybe you were raped again and again, maybe you were forced into rituals, maybe you were in-and-out in the hospital so often and pumped full of medication, and because of that your brain splits into more people because you’re hurting and you feel like dying and this is the last thing your brain wants to do.
Imagine losing time. Forgetting who you are. Not knowing where you are. Waking up with things that weren’t there before, with hours, days, hell even weeks gone by that you have no recollection of. Hearing voices in your head, this feeling of fear in your veins, the sense of something bad happened. Imagine people believing you are possessed, claiming the devil has you in his grasps, and try to beat it out of you. Imagine everything in your life being nothing more than a window shattered in a million pieces.
Now imagine that some person who believes they’re three different versions of Sans from Undertale and has no trauma and finds the idea of having a “system” fun comes up to you, says you’re ableist for not liking them, steals the doctor you were hoping to go see, all while saying they’re not mentally ill.
That’s why syscourse exists. The hell we went through as a child created us, and now these people who have no idea what it’s like steal our stuff and throw us under the rug.
-Cotton Candy
This is honestly the best, most concise summary of syscourse I have yet to see. Thank you 👍🏻
me, wearing nothing but a sheer plunge-neck ballgown that’s plastered to my skin from the rain, soaking wet and trembling with cold and fatigue as i stand outside the entrance to the castle: p-please help me ;) i’m s-so lost and s-scared ;) ;) i have no where to stay for the night ;) ;) ;)
the sexy vampire lady who answered the door, and to whom the castle belongs: of course ;) you poor thing ;) ;) come inside, you must be freezing… you may stay as long as you need to recover from your ordeal ;) ;) ;)
You walked up to that house in the rain on purpose
I’m not saying I would die for Hal 9000. But I would die for Hal 9000
woo!!! rose lalrose done babey!!!
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roxy!!! best girl is done!!!
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woo!!! rose lalrose done babey!!!
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uwu i made this dumb stim(?)/gif board for me lmao
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decided to make the rest of the strilondes (including ds and hal) on this post and make another for the rest of the kids
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fuck it only striders on this post
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its finally done ahhh
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Some people ask me why I post so many robots
I guess I just can’t HALp myself