“im not feeling fablous 😡”- H.

unhealthily obsessed w pjo, soc, tfota & harry styles 🥸

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i know that the crows (other than nina) probably won’t show up in rule of wolves but i’m hoping that they appear

(also i haven’t read king of scars yet so i can’t make any predictions about how this is going to work within the plot)

while the ending of crooked kingdom was satisfying, i really just want to see more of kaz’s development, how he’s learning to work through his issues, i just want to see him happy PLEASE

i know inej and sturmhond have already met but i feel like there’s so much more potential for funny interactions between them because now inej is technically a pirate

also inej and nina friendship representation, do i need to say more

and i need more kanej, literally anything i’ll take anything, i don’t care if all they do is look at each other or stand in the same room

i really want wesper banter too, they’re so adorable and i love their dynamic

especially since this is probably going to be the last grishaverse book (at least for a few years depending on how the show goes) i’m holding onto the hope that they will appear

i know that this duology is focused on nikolai and i love love love love him so even if we don’t get them at all i think nikolai is perfect enough to fill that hole in my heart for now

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who let the cast of the s&b show be that attractive it’s seriously a crime

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i’ve seen people say that cruel prince is bullies to lovers so i just needed to get it off my chest on how it’s not

jude is not into the abuse that was thrown at her and she did not have a crush on him early on. she was able to fight back in her own way and she did not let herself be called inferior. in the beginning, the feelings that jude had for cardan were hatred and disgust, not desire. the kiss that happens in the court of shadows mostly represents judes delight in having control over him.

cardan does not bully jude because he wants to be possessive and controlling, he’s doing it because he can not distinguish and express the feelings of love and attachment he has for jude. i’m not saying that it was okay for him to do so, he knows that and acknowledges his disappointment in his previous self in the later books. i’m just saying that his actions had depth to them. everyone that’s loved him has left him but jude has never left his thoughts, so he sees it as a weakness to the cruel prince image that he is trying to portray. his crush on jude is annoying to him and he needs it to stop before he seems more powerless than he already feels to everyone around him.

i love their development because they start to mutually respect each other. jude is impressed on cardans decisions, cleverness and humor. cardan doesn’t put up his cruel persona in front of jude because he knows she can see right through it and he finds himself trusting the plans and schemes she creates. cardan was able to make jude laugh and jude was able to make sure he didn’t get stabbed. sooner or later, jude and cardan found themselves caring for each other and wanting the other to be safe even though they knew they could both handle themselves individually. they became pretty attached to each other and they desired being with each other. they’ve learned to understand each other’s motives and interests and admire the other for it. jude admires of cardans ability to be charismatic and charming and cardan admires judes bravery and perseverance.

cardan exiled jude because he wanted to impress her with his trickery and he wanted her to admire him for how witty he was with the personal riddle he created for her. he didn’t want to make her feel inferior to him. he thought that her staying in the mortal fault was his fault because she didn’t want to return back to him and whatever flaws he had that annoyed her.

cardan loves jude with every fiber of his being and the thought of her leaving him destroyed him. jude wanted to hate cardan and make herself believe that everything he’s done was a lie, but she didn’t. jude was able to love him for everything that he grew to become. once they sorted through their misunderstandings, cardan and jude were able to be comfortable with their feelings for each other without holding back.

jude was devastated when she was forced to slay his serpent self because she didn’t want him to leave her. but, she loved him enough to give him the ending that she believed he deserved. once she broke the curse, she didn’t care who saw her run to cardan. cardan explained how throughout the whole serpent mess thing, jude was the only thing that he was able to remember.

so those are my thoughts on that. this ended up turning into me rambling on my love for jurdan and their relationship development instead of what i started with but i don’t really care

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we got a trailer omg we got a trailer we got a trailer

WE GOT A TRAILERRR

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hi so it’s currently 3:08 AM and ik i have school tomorrow but i just finished a sky beyond the storm from the an ember in the ashes series and i’m just so emotionally drained but also happy at the same time

i think i’m experiencing the symptoms of shock and i got way too attached to each character and i don’t know what to do with my life now

i didn’t expect to love every character but here i am

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i demand justice for being robbed of more fluffy scenes between jude and cardan

the hug after jude slays the snake and the part where jude finally tells cardan that she loves him were some of the best parts of tqon

i just want to see jude and cardan being more vulnerable with each other and working on recovering from their traumatic experiences together because i love their relationship and i want to see it grow more

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holly black could write about cardan greenbriar breathing and i’d still buy every copy of it

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the entire pjo series is a direct how-to guide on how males should act and yet we still have to lower our standards for them??

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Kaz: Shut up my plan is brilliant

Wylan: Your plan involves me getting shot in the face

Kaz: Great observation

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IM GONNA CRY THESE ARE SO BEAUTIFUL OUR SHOW IS COMING

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check on your friends mental health by asking them what kind of harry they’re feeling like today

princess harry 👰‍♀️

ballerina harry 🕺

confused harry ⁉️

boat harry 🚣

tired harry 🛌

sassy harry ✋🏽

embarrassed harry ☝️

fashionable harry 💅

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a random headcanon of mine is that cardan and jude write each other love letters whenever they’re not in the same location.

like imagine jude is visiting vivi in the mortal world and cardan had some business to take care of while she’s gone.

Cardan: jude i’m lonely i miss you come back i love you

Jude: cardan this is your fifth letter in a row and i’ve only been here for a day

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i would like to present to you, wholesome harry being himself

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i think we all know that was locke trying WAY too hard to be the main character

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locke was THAT “woke” pick me boy who would say things like “i think our souls are connected on a deeper level 😩”

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i always wonder what annabeth was thinking about when percy said, “Don’t I get a kiss for luck? It’s kind of a tradition, right?”

LIKE HE JUST ASKED HER FOR A KISS AND NO MATTER HOW OBLIVIOUS THEY WERE TO EACH OTHER’S FEELINGS THAT ISNT JUST SOMETHING YOU ASK YOUR BEST FRIEND TO DO

ik my girl was probably freaking out internally but she just didn’t show it

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hey so here’s a late jan/early feb book haul because i want to show off my pretty books

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