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Sasha/Charlie/Dash . He/Him . 19 . Youtube i dont care who follows me, the block button exists for a reason i post ponies here, sir

[lockandkeyhyena]

the lockandkeyhyena commandments

stan cinders 🐈

ship raridash 🌈💎

horsegirl it up 🐴

never log onto tumblr again ❌

stay silly always 🎉

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[lockandkeyhyena]

anyway the reason i even logged back on was to say i finished jumalanpelko and it was incredible and amazing and if i ever do come back to tumblr it will be on a different account solely centred around an oc comic where absolutely no fucking discourse will be tolerated.

stuff like that comic makes me want to create stuff again and share it with the world and tumblr is a fantastic place to directly interact with your community but its. just not worth it. it truly isnt. i think any social media where you have any considerable interaction with strangers will inevitably lead to cruelty and vileness no matter how much love there is but theres something evil about tumblr specifically. i heard about what happened with gooseworx vaguely and. like. yeah. thats what its like being a creator online nowadays. its horrible. its vile. its just not worth it.

i left for a reason.

i swore i wouldnt. i swore i would never abandon you guys. i never understood why people left. i get it now.

anyway, forgive the dramatics, but those who understand me will understand me and those who won’t, won’t.

i guess what im saying is if i ever post about a comic or ocs or anything, i would love to have a place that provides the community interaction of tumblr but without literally anything fucking else.

love most of you guys as always. thanks for sticking with me all those years. i think about you guys a lot. but fuck. yeah. i can’t stay here.

[lockandkeyhyena]

wis has been harassing someone who was raped just because she doesnt like him for over a year atp, denying that he's latino and intersex purely because she doesnt like him. Salem has been complicit in this the entire time. wis has tried to doxx people multiple times and the only time salem even pretended to care was when she posted his ex's deadname. both of them are honestly super fucking racist and transphobic themselves if you actually take the time to look at the shit they've been posting.

ok yeah this is the reason im not on tumblr any more. i have no fucking clue what youre talking about

[lockandkeyhyena]

thinkin’ abt alvins infurno again….. i will never abandon that story.

it means so much to me as an abuse victim (ha, wow! feels weird calling myself that!) and honestly i think it helped me come to terms with the fact that i had been abused.

but i also hold the morals of it very close to my heart. abusers are humans too, if we strip away their humanity not only are we committing more violence upon the world but we are also distancing ourselves from the fact that anyone and everyone can become an abuser.

also while in recent months my position of ‘everyone can become a better person given enough time’ has wavered and been challenged severely, i still try and cling to that hope. the world is cruel, but we can be kind and seek to understand it without excusing it.

just a little brain jumble there. might have more infurno content coming soon

[lockandkeyhyena]

If you’re over 18 and interested in Warrior Cats RP, please check out Crescent Valley!! I’d love to RP with you guys! :D

[lockandkeyhyena]

follow me on insta im probably gonna be there for a while

[lockandkeyhyena]

uhhh might be postign a fair amount elss here for a bit. just overwhelmed with tumblr stuff and the world and need a break. love u guys

[lockandkeyhyena]

if u need me for anything please contact my discord!! its LockandKeyHyena

[defectivegembrain]

Even when it is well intentioned I don't really like the whole anti anxiety/low self esteem thing of "oh you really think you're uniquely terrible that's so self centred" because no actually this is not about being self centred it's based on recognising genuine patterns in how people have treated me and being afraid of encountering said patterns again "you think you're special" yeah well special is an insult in certain contexts and some of us encountered that from a very young age. And it fucks up your emotional regulation, and then here people go phrasing their supposed "support" in the most flippant and uncharitable way possible and expect it to be taken well through an amazing feat of trust and emotional regulation from some very anxious stranger online who has no real reason to trust that they're not the kind of person who would've said it was your fault your classmate spat on you at the age of nine. Or something.

[defectivegembrain]

"People aren't judging you or thinking about what you're doing" well see I used to never think about it and then apparently I was doing something wrong constantly that everyone found extremely concerning and/or amusing and everyone else understood why but I didn't so no I'm not taking that on faith actually

[lockandkeyhyena]

uhhh might be postign a fair amount elss here for a bit. just overwhelmed with tumblr stuff and the world and need a break. love u guys

[lockandkeyhyena]

if u need me for anything please contact my discord!! its LockandKeyHyena

[lockandkeyhyena]

uhhh might be postign a fair amount elss here for a bit. just overwhelmed with tumblr stuff and the world and need a break. love u guys

[deepseasmetro]

but like this is what people mean when we say child sexual abuse is separate from "pedophilia". much of the sexual abuse that happens to children is not remotely driven by sexual attraction and its not even necessarily something like "traditional" sexual assault. it is the inability to see children as human. its the way children are legally and socially extensions of their parents, they are objects, so you can control them and touch them however you want. the parent is not seeking nor gaining sexual gratification out of it! thats the point! it is not the result of aberrant sexuality. its not even that parents are just in the best position to get away with sexually abusing their children (though this is also true). it is not that "pedophiles" intentionally seek to become parents to abuse their children. its that children are expected to be abused. we call it "parenting".

[deepseasmetro]

this is what youth liberation and family abolition is about btw. this is what we mean when we say the family must be abolished, for it is the family structure that allows and is structured on this abuse of children

[lockandkeyhyena]

[estrogenesis-eeveeangelion]

a message from my friend @ahmedaldani333

"I am 16 years old and I live with my family of 7 people in a small tent that is torn apart by shrapnel from missiles that fall on it. We suffer daily because of our extreme fear of death, the sounds of explosions and shrapnel that fall on our heads, and the heat of the tent because of the sun’s rays. We suffer from a lack of water and a lack of nutrition because of the siege and the closure of the crossings. We suffer daily because of hunger and a lack of food, and we feel dizzy and faint because of the lack of food. We have not eaten a single piece of bread for five days. Every day, many people and children die because of a lack of nutrition and their need for healthy foods and milk. Yesterday, the occupation killed more than 250 people while they were trying to obtain flour from aid trucks. We may meet the same fate one day. The price of one kilogram of flour is $70, which is beyond our means. We also need medicine because my brother was injured in this war about a year ago and he needs to travel, but he was unable to do so because of the closure of the crossings and our weak financial capabilities. He needs good nutrition and he needs to buy medicine weekly for 100 euros."

Campaign verified by @gazavetters. Please donate and help.

[ahmedaldani333]

Please friends, help us. The situation here is getting worse due to the scarcity of food and the severity of the drought in the past three days. Please help us. We need food, baby milk And medicine , clean water and healthy food. We haven’t eaten bread for five days. We are almost dying from Hunger please please please help us by donating and sharing and don't ignore us🙏🥺

Donate to Help Ahmed and his family live safely., organized by Ahmed Aldany

My name is Ahmad Aldany. I am reaching out to you from the heart of the daily suff… Ahmed Aldany needs your support for Help Ahmed and his f

[sporesgalaxy]

Ahmed's vetted campaign is currently at €7216 / 25k. Please share and give what you can to help him and his family in this crisis 💔

[lockandkeyhyena]

‼️ HELP AHMED AND HIS FAMILY LIVE SAFELY AND GET ART IN RETURN! ‼️

Donate to Help Ahmed and his family live safely., organized by Ahmed Aldany

My name is Ahmad Aldany. I am reaching out to you from the heart of the daily suff… Ahmed Aldany needs your support for Help Ahmed and his f

Send proof of your donation to his campaign via tumblr and I will draw you a pony or warrior cat of your choosing- ocs allowed!!

My regular commission rules apply here (the higher the donation the more complex/higher quality the piece)

No-one deserves to live in fear for their lives and safety. Please do what you can. Even the smallest donation helps.

[lockandkeyhyena]

i should post abt pegasus unicorn and kelpie again…

[estrogenesis-eeveeangelion]

a message from my friend @ahmedaldani333

"I am 16 years old and I live with my family of 7 people in a small tent that is torn apart by shrapnel from missiles that fall on it. We suffer daily because of our extreme fear of death, the sounds of explosions and shrapnel that fall on our heads, and the heat of the tent because of the sun’s rays. We suffer from a lack of water and a lack of nutrition because of the siege and the closure of the crossings. We suffer daily because of hunger and a lack of food, and we feel dizzy and faint because of the lack of food. We have not eaten a single piece of bread for five days. Every day, many people and children die because of a lack of nutrition and their need for healthy foods and milk. Yesterday, the occupation killed more than 250 people while they were trying to obtain flour from aid trucks. We may meet the same fate one day. The price of one kilogram of flour is $70, which is beyond our means. We also need medicine because my brother was injured in this war about a year ago and he needs to travel, but he was unable to do so because of the closure of the crossings and our weak financial capabilities. He needs good nutrition and he needs to buy medicine weekly for 100 euros."

Campaign verified by @gazavetters. Please donate and help.

[ahmedaldani333]

Please friends, help us. The situation here is getting worse due to the scarcity of food and the severity of the drought in the past three days. Please help us. We need food, baby milk And medicine , clean water and healthy food. We haven’t eaten bread for five days. We are almost dying from Hunger please please please help us by donating and sharing and don't ignore us🙏🥺

Donate to Help Ahmed and his family live safely., organized by Ahmed Aldany

My name is Ahmad Aldany. I am reaching out to you from the heart of the daily suff… Ahmed Aldany needs your support for Help Ahmed and his f

[sporesgalaxy]

Ahmed's vetted campaign is currently at €7216 / 25k. Please share and give what you can to help him and his family in this crisis 💔

[lockandkeyhyena]

‼️ HELP AHMED AND HIS FAMILY LIVE SAFELY AND GET ART IN RETURN! ‼️

Donate to Help Ahmed and his family live safely., organized by Ahmed Aldany

My name is Ahmad Aldany. I am reaching out to you from the heart of the daily suff… Ahmed Aldany needs your support for Help Ahmed and his f

Send proof of your donation to his campaign via tumblr and I will draw you a pony or warrior cat of your choosing- ocs allowed!!

My regular commission rules apply here (the higher the donation the more complex/higher quality the piece)

No-one deserves to live in fear for their lives and safety. Please do what you can. Even the smallest donation helps.