I am Lillith! They/them plus any neopronouns(snek/sneks). I use š to talk with fellow RemRom shippers. If you'd like to send asks, please keep them to fluff and angst and ask before sending smut. Any sort of hate on a ship will not be tolerated. Also, please no unsympathetic Deceit or top Janus, please! I, also, will post some self shipping things. I am not a self shipper but I enjoy making content for it!!
maybe remus would notice but he's too busy burying his nose in the scent of roman's hair. theyre both like "i am at the perfect height for sneaky lingering affection >:] " and remus is like a head taller than roman lol
Finally! Iāve finished! Took me long enough lol. Iām a bit nervous to post this, because Iām extremely new to putting my stuff out there, as well as all the hate I see for this ship. Eh, I didnāt spend hours on this just to back out last second. Here yāall go!
Tw: Suicide, self hate, mentions of all Light Sides
Roman knew others thought he was dumb. He was loud and self centered, obnoxious and rude. Roman knew they thought he was dumb when he was swept up in Janusā lies and smile. Roman was dumb and that was how it was.
But he wasnāt. Roman watched. He may be loud but no one knew what went on in his head. As he watched and analyzed, he made comments on Virgilās newest band obsession, he poked fun at Loganās newest facts, he was mean. But he watched.
Roman watched as Pattonās smile faltered when he thought no one was looking. When Pattonās eyes got a little too fake or when he struggled to keep the tears out of his eyes. Roman watched the pink rose drowned in his self made river of sadness and fake happiness.Ā
Roman saw when Loganās voice faltered when he thought no one was listening. He saw his smile dwindle down and down into a cold emotionless mask built from anger and heartache. Roman knew when Logan overworked despite how tired he was. Roman sighed as the blue rose frosted over, too busy trying to find the unattainable.
Roman knew when Virgil breathed a little too heavily from a conversation, when his hands got shaky. He recognized when Virgil was nearly crying from a bad decision or panic when things got too rough. Roman knew when the purple rose cracked, their magic gone.
Roman was smart enough to know when he was trying too hard, yelling mocking words to drown the voices of self hate that swirled in his head. Roman knew when he pulled away to stop himself from shattering. Roman was the final rose in the bouquet and he knew if he were to die, the rest would too. But that didnāt stop him from jumping.
I would do this in person but I believe it would be too much to bear for me. Iām sorry for being so selfish, yet I know if I were to look in your gorgeous fiery eyes, I couldnāt do what is right.
Iād like to apologize for so much, but Iām afraid I would run out of paper. So, letās stick with the big things. Iām sorry. For being evil. For hurting you. Donāt lie, darling. I see it when you look at me. I hurt you. And Iām sorry for that.
Iām sorry for being mean. Iām always so mean to you, and to everyone. I wish I could stop but they just keep slipping out. All these insults, all the nasty comments. Iām so sorry. Youāre beautiful and wonderful and kind, and I apologize for even commenting otherwise.
Iām sorry Iām not good enough. I guess thatās the main one. I canāt give Thomas ideas anymore, and he practically said it himself. Iām not his hero anymore. I hurt someone when I laughed at them while they were vulnerable because Iām selfish enough to not want to face my consequences. I saw both you and Janus as something to project my feelings on instead of just dealing with it.
Janus was right. I am evil.Ā I donāt deserve Pattonās warmth, or Loganās calm, or Virgilās comfort. I donāt deserve any of it because I am evil. And thatās why Iām doing this.
Please donāt fret or come after me. Most likely, by the time you find this Iāll be long gone. At least, I hope. You probably wonāt care but on the off chance you do, please donāt cry. You always looked so handsome when you smile.Ā
Remus, I love you. As more than a brother or a friend. You were my knight in shining armour, my light in the dark. You were my sun, and I, the moon that revolved around you. When you were there, I shined, and when you werenāt, I was a hollow husk. You were my everything.
But I know you never saw me. Perhaps you loved me, in at least one way, before but now. Iām sorry for leaving you. I donāt know why I did, I really do apologize. I fell in love with you, and yet you hate me. I understand. I hate me, too.
tired of watching roman settle for second rate guy after second rate guy, remus convinces him that romance isnt the issue: hes just not found anyone who knows how to treat him as well as he deserves. remus has spent his whole life watching roman pine for soft, personal romance. he bets roman that he can convince him not to give up on dating by showing him what a good date is supposed to feel like.
the problem? the chemistry is there and sparks fly. roman has never felt so cherished- was mr. right there all along? surely remus wouldnt begrudge their date ending in a kiss at the door.
Ok so I just read some fandom things that were super aggressive toward something myself and others canāt control and for reason I feel like crying???
Does anyone have any like remrom headcannons or something positive to share please?
Ok so I just read some fandom things that were super aggressive toward something myself and others canāt control and for reason I feel like crying???
Does anyone have any like remrom headcannons or something positive to share please?