lolaangelics

hiii first time participating in the ed community here are my stats: 17yrs / 173cm (5'7) sw : 64kg cw: 60kg lw : 59kg ( just a few weeks ago - yes I gained it back - and yes I hate myself for it) gw : 55kg ugw : 52kg

[lolangelics]

everything I shave I wonder if I would be quicker if I was skinnier

[lolangelics]

nothing worse than being sick as the one who always has her shit together and manages everything on her own

[lolangelics]

can someone please explain how I can eat nothing on the span of ten hours and then eat 700kcals in one?!

[angelgirlxxxxxxx]

[lolangelics]

I love going shopping because i either find super cute clothes or I’ll get motivated not to eat that day

[lolangelics]

so I have a question

is it still considered cvtting myself when I am rough while shaving? cus I stopped cvtting sometime in april and wanted to stop since i need to shower in communal showers every weekend and didn’t want to raise any questions but i noticed that i literally pressed down harder with my razor so that i would get under my skin and bleed a little

is that still sh and do you think it’ll raise suspicion cuz so many have already asked me about it and were chill when i told them?? yeah thx for listening to my rant

[lolangelics]

I’ve been starving myself so much in the beginning of spring just for me to be almost at my sw again just as summer begins

[lolangelics]

watching my grandma prepare food is literally my nightmare. like wdym we don’t need that much oil or butter 💀

[deadby17th]

why would i want to eat when not eating makes me pretty?

[wildnickk]

[lolangelics]

anyone‘s Easter binge so bad your parents forced you to go on a run??

oh just me? cooool cool cool

[evaporating-wholy]

”reminder: your CW is someone’s nightmare” Oh yeah, don’t worry, I know! It’s me. It’s my nightmare.

[lolangelics]

is it so bad that i want my family not just to acknowledge my unhealthy relationship with food but to actually help me

and not just help me by trying to restrict healthier but actually healing my trauma with food

[wordx]

“My crime was feeling everything too deeply, my punishment was surviving it.”

— Fyodor Dostoevsky

[lolangelics]

when I looked around, I saw and heard of none like me. was I then a monster? ~ mary shelley, frankenstein

~me trying to fit in with girls without food noise who don’t know who ana is

[lolangelics]

does anyone else ever feel like you‘re not sick enough and not worthy of feeling sad for yourself

[undefiinedd33]

[whimsysecrets]

so this is actually why tumblr is my sweet spot