[ink-me-daddy69]

Running away from your responsibilities like 

[lonecosmo-blog]

Me: *inevitably tells somebody about one or all of my disorders on sheer impulse*

What somebody says: (doubtingly) oh you do..? Well, you don't act like it at all! You seem totally normal to me!

What somebody means: My preconceived notions of what this illness should look like prevent me from believing you have a diagnosis because I am accustomed to you frequently inconveniencing and at times incapacitating yourself in an effort to fit MY standard of "normal" and avoid being abandoned or feared by everyone close to you and this is perfectly ok by me as long as you're not acting "crazy" and making me uncomfortable!

[lonecosmo-blog]

My BPD ass. Every damn time.

Me: They're not ignoring me, they're just busy. This isn't about me. The world does not revolve around me. They're allowed to do other things that make them happy and I should be happy for them. It does not mean they've abandoned me.

BPD: *snorts* I mean sure, keep telling yourself that...

[bpd-issues]

that bpd moment when you just… honestly, honestly believe that the only reason people love you is a) that you forced them into it, or b) because you are in some way useful to them,, but the thing is!! in situation b!! ur just!! happy that someone loves u at all!! and you just cry by yourself sometimes but then u get up,,, and you pretend to be a-okay and that youre not hurting ‘golly gosh i sure feel like dying™ haha!’

[bpdcult]

did my fp abandon me or are they doing normal ppl activities like sleeping or showering or cooking or walking their dog???

[timotaychalamet]

[lonecosmo-blog]

Me when I was younger: "I don't care what people think about me!!"

Me now, depressed, traumatized, has a severe personality disorder due to years of emotional abuse: are you quite sure

[defective-titan]

I could fake ‘smart’ for my teachers and 'sincere’ for my parents and 'interested’ for my friends. But when it was two o'clock in the morning all alone, in the dark, I wasn’t sure who I needed to be.

Sometimes I Act Crazy: Living With Borderline Personality Disorder (via defective-titan)

[fightingborderline]

tfw you’re with friends and you sing the lyrics of a song which is about how you feel but they don’t really listen but this is the only way how to tell how you feel

[thenpdbitch-deactivated20171220]

just bpd things: fp edition

- FP texts you? You suddenly feel on top of the world

- FP ignores you? Death is the only answer

- FP doesn’t do the thing they always do ? THey hate me, they hate me, they mcfucking hate me.

[boypuke97-deactivated20161206]

psychosis and neurosis!!!

[aquahayley]

hey don’t. don’t ignore your borderline friends. it’s not appropriate and it’s not ‘teaching us a lesson’. it’s cruel and taking advantage of our need of attention. 

[onthe-border1ine]

borderline problem #742

you can’t tell people you’re angry w. them because you are afraid they will be mad at you back. and having ppl angry at you is intolerable 

[systematically-disordered]

tbpdfw you don’t talk to your favorite person for more than a few hours and you’re terrified they’ll forget about you.

[hoeonfilm]

[jirty]

bpd things no one mentions pt II

• jumbled speech • racing thoughts • sensory overload • ibs caused by mood swings • sleep disturbances • self isolation as a form of punishment • compulsions (e.g. the urge to say goodnight to someone you haven’t spoken to in years otherwise you can’t sleep)

[lonecosmo-blog]

My mental illness: and thats reason number 56 that you should die

Me: good job that was very well thought out

Me: but can i go to sleep now