My secret corner

She/They transfem, 23, mentally ill, gay, desperate for attention, kinda NSFW anything else you needa know?

[lonelypanda161]

Born to be a lover girl, forced to be a yearning hopeless romantic

[lonelypanda161]

Some of the things you people write I shouldn't be reading in public, omg 🥵😖🫠

[lonelypanda161]

I have indeed started drinking tonight again. Someone will be hearing from me. Who? Idk yet, but I'm preparing the apology ahead of time regardless

[lonelypanda161]

I have 22 followers, which doesn't seem like a lot, but at the same time I couldn't imagine being around more than 1 pretty girl at a time, let alone 22 😖 if/when I hit 100 followers (fingers crossed) what should I do? I gotta do something special for that

[lonelypanda161]

Being worried I scared off a girl I only just started talking with (not even like that either!) is just a constant state of being for me. Always talking, never to the same person. Absolute professional at fumbling and scaring pretty girls away 😭

[lonelypanda161]

Got a new book! Never heard of the series, but it looked cute and interesting. After chapter 1, I can tell I'll be going to get more in the series! I'm hooked already!

[lonelypanda161]

I really finished this in less than an hour 😭 might go and get the second book before the end of the day, holy shit, it's a lot all the time with this one! I love it so much 😖

[lonelypanda161]

Got a new book! Never heard of the series, but it looked cute and interesting. After chapter 1, I can tell I'll be going to get more in the series! I'm hooked already!

[pupisized]

[rustmarty]

this is what it feels like to open your notifications after you posted what u thought would be a banger but youve only gotten 1 like

[lonelypanda161]

You all think my crazy is cute, right? I mean, you wouldn't be here otherwise, right? Tell me I'm cute!

[lonelypanda161]

I wanna be a manic pixie dream girl, instead I'm just manic, emotionally volatile, and require reassurance every day multiple times a day or I think you're starting to hate me

[silkangelkisses]

[lonelypanda161]

Me right now

[bunnyhimej0shi]

my toxic trait is assuming every pretty girl who likes my post is secretly in love with me

[littlesparkequeen]

[alpineprincess]

tme people, when a trans woman is being vocal about grieving the childhood that she never got to have, it is incredibly disrespectful to lecture her about the things that suck about growing up as a girl, because we DID grow up as girls. girls who were deprived at every angle of all the joys we sought, shoved into places and spaces where we did not belong, tortured by a community with a deep hatred of transfemininity.

if your instinct when confronted with a trans woman's grief is to contradict her and "correct" her, you need to do some serious self-reflection about why you believe it's your place to speak over her.

[lonelypanda161]

I used to feel happier when playing with women's things, toys, wearing clothes, etc. I wanted to be more feminine. I was confused and thought I was bi, and gave myself a very very strong aversion to feminine things for so long. I repressed all my identity for many years, and it wasn't till senior year in high-school when I really started becoming more of myself and came out as non binary. Then started reintroducing myself to feminine things again cause they never stopped making me happier. End of 2022, early 2023, I realized I wanted to transition and used fem pronouns more, and started seeing myself as demi girl, cause I still identify with the non binary aspects, but more feminine, just not masculine at all. Around 2024, I started going by a different name, one I found and liked and felt more connected to. This year, January 3rd, I finally took the step to start transitioning. It's been the biggest rollercoaster of my life, but I'm glad I made the step

[lonelypanda161]

If a pretty girl came up to me and bought me even 1 drink, any drink too, she owns me for the rest of that night. I don't make the rules, I just follow them 🤷🏼‍♀️

[lonelypanda161]

Are my likes public? Can yall see the things I'm liking? Deadass, that'd be lowkey embarrassing af ngl