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Finally

No one reads these anyway. After close to a year of trying to fix my living schedule, thinking more positively and taking care of my health, I am now somewhat able to hold a job and work on finishing my education. All of it was due to family and friends actually giving a s**t for once. Lately I’ve been looking for long-term options and the lack of them left me drained and lost. I’m still trying my best to see past my pessimist bs. Ups and downs until the past few days, suddenly friends are cutting me off due to fake bs someone told them. Stressed me out but took care of it. Then my dad starts talking s**t about every bit of effort I’m putting trying to get my shit together, saying I’ll fail at this new job like every other job and I’m a lazy this and that. I don’t have a clue what I did and/or what happened for things to blow up this rapidly, or what to do to fix it. I am still alone in the end and I don’t see any reason to push myself getting healthy. I went to get help for my lack of sleep and hunger, which gave literally no results other than having “chronic insomnia” and “chronic depression” signed under my name without any treatment. I got told I wasn’t serious and I wasn’t trying hard enough. I can’t help but feel guilty when I wake up with a dry-heaving fit that keeps me pinned on the ground, too weak to eat. I know other people who have actual illnesses and are infinitely more optimistic about life. I gave up on feeling “normal”. I don’t want people to feel bad for me, as my dad says “help yourself and god will help you”, but I tried and I don’t see any help coming. I don’t laugh anymore, I don’t cry anymore. I can’t even find something to do now that I have money.

I don’t get those chills from life anymore, only when I close my eyes and feel myself falling... Then somedays, I think being aknowledged by someone could also take off some weight.

So I’ll wait until I can’t.

#rant #trigger #lonely #life

fuckheads-revenge

You ever get to the point where you look over the edge of the top of your worksite and think a high velocity pavement hug sounds a lot friendlier than anything else going on in your life?

longueetdur

It’d be faster to count the times I don’t. At this point I don’t feel like I deserve closure so I’ll just keep thinking about it.

dankmemeuniversity

I used to follow so many drug blogs... It feels weird seeing so many inactives

gestapoknallmuzik

The only time Democrat and Republicans can work together is to ensure the right of your sons to kill random brown people and get blown up by an IED in some desert

Another win for America! Another loss for warmongerer Trump! I guess

crownedpatriot

goonsoftheweb

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kadywicker

the fact that community colleges are seen as less valid and for “stupid” people is a result of classism and in this essay I will-

kadywicker

ppl in the tags saying that it’s “genuinely a lesser tier of education because people go there for trades and nursing and thats about it” are just proving that its classism. bc a) no thats absolutely not correct. a good chunk of people that go to community colleges do so to knock out their gen eds at a lower price than they’d be if they went to a four year, then transfer to a four year. and more importantly b) trade professions are not lesser than other professions that take higher degrees. people who go into things that take associates degrees are not “stupid”.

if you think ppl who are too poor to attend a four year university for all four years, or that ppl who are too poor to/don’t want to get their bachelor’s/master’s/doctorate are “stupid” then i have news for you:

thats classism, babe

sithhoplite

When I graduated with my Associates in History and Liberal Arts (emphasis on Social Science) I was proud as hell. It was tough going back at my age and being a single parent. Walking across that stage with my son watching, he was 5, was awesome. I will most likely never get my Bachelors but an Associates is nothing to look down at.

Tell all those who are the nursing program, or welding or other trades they have that community college is lesser and it won’t go well for you.

draumboosky

Trades are also one of the only fields that aren’t oversaturated. I’m in a trade and it takes me maybe a week max to find a new job when I’m done with a project and I don’t even have certification. Meanwhile my friend who went to NC state and has a masters in agricultural science can’t find work and has been on the hunt for half a year. Not only that but I know welders who make more than he would even if he did get a position.

Classism is a hell of a drug.

kingofthegringos-deactivated202

I second the trades man. I missed tons of high school and almost failed out, never had any higher education, but I’ve never been out of a decent job and I still get headhunted frequently by jobs I never applied to cause I know how to check a fuse.

draumboosky

That’s what I’m talking about. And most of what we do isn’t even super difficult. Run wire. Splice some connections. Test current. It’s fairly simple work, that requires a rudimentary education but for some reason people with “higher” educatuon need our help to figure it out? Who’s really stupid?

memesandlaughs

longzone222

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fakehistory

Gaming experts ask the real questions (2019)

gahdamnpunk

🗣🗣 EAT THE RICH

uncle-beanbag

Commies are insane

fiftythousandfrozenfoxes

Explain how one rich man’ wealth hypothetically helping tens of thousands is insane.

uncle-beanbag

Their argument is based on a fundamental misunderstanding of wealth. I’ve posted about this at length but here’s the short summary.

Him and others like him do not have cash in hand. 95-99% of their wealth is tied up in investments that create jobs by creating products and manufacturering them for consumers. One product such as the fire tablet requires hundreds of thousands of jobs to make from miners to get the ore for copper and iron to software engineers and the people who sell them food, clothing and so on. Billionaires do more for the economy and people by creating products that support infrastructure and jobs. They also donate hundreds of millions of dollars to charities every year and have unlisted donations that help people.

Commies though think they’re scrooge mcducking it in a vault full of gold and arent helping anyone.

triptihosmrti

teathattast

the hunger

mediumaevum

Emperor / Empress

An emperor (from the Latin “imperator”) is a monarch, usually the sovereign ruler of an empire or another type of imperial realm. In medieval times title was used in Holy Roman Empire. Currently, the Emperor of Japan is the only monarch who has the title of Emperor.

King / queen A king is the second highest sovereign title, only looking up to an emperor. King is head of state called a kingdom or a realm.

Prince / princess Prince, from French “Prince” (itself from the Latin root princeps), is a general term for a monarch, for a member of a monarchs’ or former monarch’s family, and is a hereditary title in some members of Europe’s highest nobility.

Duke / Duchess Duke’s lands are called a duchy. Dukes are the closest and highest ranking peers of the king. Dukes were usually relatives of a sovereign family. Marquess / Marchioness Marquess was the ruler of a frontier area called a mark or march. Marquess was responsible for defence of border lands, he had more men at arms than other nobles.

Earl (Count) / Countess Earl was often an honorary title given by a monarch for services rendered, it could also be given as a title with no feudal estate. Those counts who were granted land, were usually given a small area called a county or countship, although some counties rivaled some duchies for size. Count wasn’t a hereditary title however those counts with extensive estates were occasionally able to pass down their lands to their sons

Viscount / viscountess viscount was the deputy of a count or a vice-count, however it later was considered a courtesy title reserved for the heir of a marquess or count. Early viscounts were the equivalent of sherrifs and were therefore appointed by the monarch, however, the title eventually became hereditary. Each viscount was responsible for an area that was either known as a viscounty, a viscountship or a viscountcy which was essentially their jurisdiction.

Baron / baroness A baron was often a vassal who held a barony that was granted to him directly from the monarch, usually for their loyalty to the king. Originally anyone who was given land from the king for military service, from counts or earls all the way down were considered barons. A barony was created either by letters patent or by a writ of summons that invited someone to Parliament.

Baronet / baronetess A title usually given to a commoner, a baronetcy is unique in that it is a hereditary honor but unlike other titles within the nobility a baronet is not entitled to a seat in Parliament. It is also not considered an order of knighthood but ranks above all knightly orders except the Order of the Garter and the Order of the Thistle. The title of baronet was created by James I of England as a means of raising funds. The female title of baronetess is a rare one as there have only ever been four.

Esquire Originally squire – an assistant of knight (shield bearer), eldest son of knight or sons of peers.

Gentleman A man with an income derived from property, a legacy or some other source, and was thus independently wealthy and did not need to work. Someone who could not claim nobility or even the rank of esquire.

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uncle-beanbag

According to this he’s not a King at all.